RELINK!

hey all! please relink me at kucipix.blogspot.com.
had some trouble with this blog.
seems that i can't change the layout.
i can't even edit the codes! coz it'll hang.
hahax.

disaster?

it's been a long time.
alot of things happened, all because of one stupid small missunderstanding.
note to self: don't ever converse through sms about relationships. it only gets worst if they get the wrong impression. it's best if you talked it out.
he's really is a mystery to me.
i've just realised that i'm kinda a sensitive person.
looks like i've to be more careful and not to hurt other people's hearts in the future.
thanks to all who've been my side supporting me going through all this.

nowadays school is more to remedials, rushing to cover topics, revision, tests, lots of practices..
i hope that my english will somehow improve over this few months of hard work.

since i'm busy with shool stuffs most of the days, i don't usually have the time to blog. i'll try my best to update.

it's worst..

my class did math for almost the whole day for today.
3 periods of math followed by 2hours math as a remedial.
it turns out that i had been chosen to be one of the participants for a PISA test from the MOE.
the world wants to know how singapore stands in education.
great...
now the stress i'm having turns out to be like a mountain.
hell yeah i'm getting crazier...
practices to complete.
homeworks that needs to be done asap.
oh god please help me.

i need a break..

i don't have the mood to attend school today.
i just didn't had the best weekend.
althought it's a long one, i hardly treassured any because i've spent two full days helping my mom and the next day i spent time doing my hmwrk.
my mom was tired physically and i'm tired mentally. xP
my class had chem test today regarding fuels and organic chem.
luckily nat and axe reminded me about fuel..
i almost forgot about that chapter! i did some last minute revision during recess time and ran all the way back to chem class to sit for the test.
i just wished that i would pass slightly higher than average. =/
there's alot of english hmwrk that is still undone.
i'm left with those 2 thick grammar books. haiz.
i almost missed the project RL aka project REBECCA LEE + project Teach.
i'm totally clueless that there's a session about it today...
i went back home at 8pm from some urgent grocery shopping and found myself settling down doing my schoolwork by 9pm.
it's a super short day today.
hopefully 2mrw will be better.

i wanna smile more. :(

filling in the orders...

i slept at 2am+ ytd night after peeling those potatoes.
actually, there's still more work undone but i felt too tired and my finger was like shaking saying "i need to rest!".
i was supposed to have tuition with brandon at 10am today but without realising, i woke up late.
still, i can't go because i need to stay home help my mom.
so.. today's activity is mostly cooking.
my part is to make 50 curry puffs and fry them.
hahax. i received my first 'pay' today. =P
for the leftovers, we bbq them at the back of my house.
luckily there's no residents complaining.
sometimes people are just so fussy.
oh! HOMEWORKS! oh dear....

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY E7CO!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY E7CO!!
i was supposed to be joining them going to the outing as planned but sadly i have to stay helping my mom filling in the orders from my uncle. he ordered 50 curry puffs, 50 popiah, 50 chicken wings and 100 satays(50 chicken and the rest beef). the manpower is my mom, sisters and me. at least i'll have my first pay. :P

still, i regret in not joining them. :(
although the plans for the outing had changed last minute, it was still a fun trip!
they went playing time zone, ate at pastamania(i hope SQ didn't treat them coz if he does i'll cry as i'll be missing my 2nd chance of eating free with e7co :P) and finally watched fireworks at marina barage. :(

i'm out the whole day with my parents shopping for groceries. i just don't want to dissapoint my mom by not supporting her in starting a small bussiness. well, i guess my lucky stars was not by my side today :(.

thanks e7co for video calling me. :) i felt appreciated. i want to be there with u all badly.. nvm. next trip anyone? hahax. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

MT ORAL 2MRW!

first lesson: geography
mr samsoo flooded us with lots of specimen papers all filed in a thin blue file. the thickness is much more worst than the txtbk. hmmp. hopefully it's not dejavu. he dreamt that EVG will close down due to h1n1 and it will be very chaotic for the sec4s especially as some classes haven't finished their syllabus yet.

second lesson: P.E
the whole class went through standing braod jump station for today. my score is 175cm. i think i can do much more better. it's the first p.e lesson since more than a month ago and we're jumping around the parade square like rabits on a black mat. =P

third lesson: physics
the comb science students just have to do practice paper while the pure science students learnt a new topic under mr yeo's class.

fourth lesson: eng
more focused on oral.

fifth lesson: s.s
the whole class needs to do reflection based on s.s. oh that reminds me. i haven't complete my corrections yet. nvm. it can wait. =D

HOME. SLEEP. EAT. HMWRK. COMP. BEDTIME. sianz. the usual routine of schooldays...

3rd day of 2nd semester...

remedials starts next week and we the sec4s are going in and out of house to school like working hours. except for the fact that it's not working but STUDYING like mad.

1 more day to MT oral examinations. i'm kind of nervous because i haven't got the chance to practice much lately. actually it's hardly.

i stayed back in school till 5pm doing the english holiday assignments. mr chua made it a compulsory rule that everyone must complete the assignments before he can unleash the answers in litespeed. it's so tiring and i felt like sleeping in the middle of completing the compres but can't as the teacher is seating right infront of me. oh and band 5 students, please remeber that there'll oral lessons this sat, 10am.

mdm iswani didn't came to class today for almost two periods as i think she's busy with the 10th anniversary event. the sad thing is, only the sec1s got the chance to participate in the event itself while the rest of the school just wore that big-sized orange tee shirt on for the whole day.

nothing interesting happend today. in class, the entertainment is just the people seated around me. i'm lucky that i didn't have to exchange seats for this two years. hahax.
at home, i became crazy, fighting and playing with my bros and sists like a five-year-old kid. it has been a long time since i've acted like one. xP

ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO'S TAKING THEIR RESPECTIVE ORAL EXAMS 2MRW! (:

semester 2

<8 weeks left to prelims...>
1st day:
phew...
today's main focus is the AYG event, H1N1 virus, and some admin matters. that's just a half of schoolday. we spent the rest of the time studying chem. my god. i'm starting to love chem. we had science practical after school. went home after that. i felt too tired and restless for the first day of school. i still rmbred the jokes israq talked regarding the hand-washing-technique video. hahax. hillarious. okae. gotta get it out of my head.

2nd day:
mr henry not around... mr yeo also not around...
so we have only geog, mt, chem and extra amath lesson. hahax. i just noticed my temperature increased by 0.3 from morning till afternoon for the past two days. hahax. for mt lessons we had oral practice. i'm so 'lucky' that i'm the first one to go. points to take note:
- refrain from using "kami" but use "kita" instead.
- lungs = paru-paru, not paru
- sesi = what type of session is it? (ceramah, wewancara, dialog)
haiz. i need practice. but who do i have to turn to? wakakakaa.

i love the ryhthem of the song titled 'obssesed' by mariah carey! LOL <3

KABOOM!

school starts..
62 more days to prelim.
102 more days to OLEVEL.
(including holidays, weekends)

today is a slack day.
my class had a new co-form teacher.
she's sweet. hahax.
half of the day spent on admin matters and the other half fully on CHEM.

i guessed 2mrw is when the hell starts.
hmmp. lets see..

i've done :
geog (point form)
10 sets of chem excluding section C
revised and practice amath
2 eng reading aloud
3 compre without summary
s.s corrections (point form)

all partly completed. haiz. i'm still in my holiday mood.
WAKE UP SERI!!!

i hope that 2mrw there'll be no remedial after class.
wanna spent time wit aunty.
miss her lots lah.
i nvr got a chance to really spent time and hang out with her.

LAST WEEK OF JUNE HOLS. 2009

=( it's gonna end!
my beloved june holidays is dissappearing day by day.
i spent most of the june holidays revising and practicing amath with the help of my tuition 'teacher' and friends.
spent three days at grandma house doing hmwrk. it's so peaceful there.
actually i wanted to spent the whole week there if i could.
weird and funny things happened this month.
i'm stuck in the middle.
unsure what step should i take.
i wish i could just leave the problems behind and start a new life in sec4.
i don't know which is true and which is not.
all i know is, i have to make a choice.
let's see what fate will do to us.

JOB SHADOW DAY 3

it's a super short day today.
i got lost in the city area.
i was supposed to be at tanjong pagar but somehow i missed one station so when i got back at raffles place interchange, i can't find the right train.
i approached one lady and she told me to get to city hall and there's a train opp. which will lead to tanjong pagar straight away.
it looks like i asked the wrong person. hahax.
there's two levels at raffles place interchange. i thought there's only one. =P

met rot. max.
went to our usual lunch place, Macs, and at the same time meet julia again to settle some docs.
after that we went to queenstown, to get to his workplace.
sit in there for an hour only.

thanks rot. max for givin me the layered cake as a gift for my family.
i'm looking forward to see you soon..

JOB SHADOW DAY 2

more walking..
but it's all worth it..
instead of meeting 2 or more of his clients, i only managed to meet only one coz the other one is during night time therefore i can't attend.
coincidently, the client that we have to meet is rotarian Violet who loves PURPLE.
she's in a dating agency together with his husband.
AND zihan is there!!!!! hahax.

after we talk with rot. Violet and her husband, rot. Max showed me more about the city area.
at the same time he thought me some tips that is useful.

he told me that raffles city mall and raffles place is situated at two diff areas.

then he showed me the world's biggest water fountain but sadly it was under renovation.
we also went to marina barage. we have a quick look around the place and i got a clearer picture of how spore reclaims land coz that area is still under construction so i got the chance to see the bulldozers digging putting in sand and insert the pipes etc.

he then talked about first impression - why he wore formally almost all the time.
being a financial planner means you have to meet people, engage in communications all sorts of stuffs so when you are face to face with someone new who knows nothing about you, first impression - how you look counts a lot.

next is when you're out there looking for a job. the way you are dressed, your achievements, confidence, and some techniques when you're being interviewed.

he showed me this shop located at one office building if i'm not mistaken. the shop simply was ful of boxes. the deco is classic. i thought the shop was selling electronic numbers coz it was displayed outside but it isn't. max asked me what are they selling. i made a few guesses and it's all wrong. he then told me, "why don't you go and take a look inside, and ask the salesgirl." although i love shopping, i'm quite shy to ask especially if the shop doesn't fit my age group. luckily the salesgirl is nice and approached me. she said, "do you want to try the samples?". guessed what they're selling. it's CHOCOLATES. the box spelled CH-C-LATE. it was wonderful.

"asking is not harmful.." - max goh

he showed me the NUS guild. it's a place for graduates to hang out after their universities. there's restaurants, karaoke lounge, ballroom, IT room, and pub. but it's for members only.

after a few hours of sightseeing and walking, we went back to rot.Victoria's dating agency office. she will be having an interview by mediacorp so me and zh got the chance to see how they filmed. the reporter seemed prepared professionally seh. they're reporting for channel u and channel newsasia i guessed(judging by the microphones they used).

HOME.

2mrw office time - PAPERWORK! ^.^

JOB SHADOW DAY 1

when i first got the info that i have to meet max at bugis, i shivered.
i really am scared going wondering around at bugis alone coz i'll easily get lost!
city area sent shivers down my spine.
but sooner or later i'll have to face it when i start working. who knows. wakakaka.

so in the end i met him at tanjong pajar.
we went to meet one of his clients at macs.
talk here and there. and me listening.
then we went to his 2nd client's office.
that's the longest chat so far i supposed.
and he touched on the topic of balikpapan, kalimantan Indonesia! hahax.

today i learned a lot of stuffs.
investments, insurans, three tallest building in city area, three bigest local bank, there's overseas bank in spore, what is shares, the thing about saving money.
a liltle bit insight about credit cards, coal industry, geography and why we have to be punctual.

hahax. and i thought i was overdressed. but i'm not.
and the back of my foot is swollen due to the heels i'm wearing.
(note to self: don't wear heels to work. it'll just be a burden for ya)

2mrw raffles place. bout 45 min journey.
hopefully no more eating macs again.
it's hard to find halal food place in the city area man!!

MOUNT KILIMANJARO

my aunt left spore for six days for an overseas trip to climb a mountain.
since it's monday, i decided to meet her at the airport b4 she goes in the departure hall.
hopefully she's doing well ryte now...
her level of interest fell at the airport coz she don't know her friends that much.
i told her, " take this trip as a new experience, a work out for your body. haha. as long as you have an aim in yourself in climbing this mountain, i think you will feel the days pass by faster than you thought it would be. "

"ALL THE BEST!! YOU CAN DO IT! (="

SP POLY VISIT 2009

it was a unique.
so special until it made me sick for bout two days after attending the course.
it wasn't a course actually, but rather a big competition involving a large number of schools.
my team and i spent the whole day untill 11pm at my house finishing our presentation.hahax. although we didn't pass the prelimanary round, i'm happy coz i got the chance to do my one and only group project for this year. (you know what i meant. xP)
i admit that when the results were out, we were sad and dissappointed but we got over it soon.
me and faizah start to take video clips of us being reporters for the event itself but sadly, i didn't manage to upload it due to some technical problems. (=
BUT.. there's still pictures so we're 'saved'.let the pictures tell you the story aites?

ofcourse there's more in facebook.. so check it out! (i'm nt forcing xP)

marina barage

the backview is so cool!...
it doesn't feel like Singapore anymore...

this is one hot place where couples should go to!.

its a romantic, an open rooftop, grasspatch area that familys, friends, couples, whoever that wants to let time pass by...

it's located at some remoted area in Singapore where the noises from the bustling city can't be heard.

it's wonderfull..

HAHA.

SQ BIRTHDAY!!!!

make your wish.. lucky you didn't a cake on your face.. xP
i had fun making it. hahax.

the plan was smooth i guessed?

he pops out of nowhere before we are prepared.

hahax.

then he gets bashed with foam.

and we made quite a mess under the void deck.

lol.

MYE RESULTS 2009

bad...
i scored badly...
with just 4 months to go, i'm not sure if i can even score what i want for o levels.
i'm most worried on my amath, ss, eng and partly malay.
mr chong onced said, "Never in my 10 years teaching I experienced a student who scored less than 35% in MYE ever passed on his/her olevel amath paper."
should i take that as an encouragement or the other way round?
English...
I don't want to elaborate it more...
the expression my english teacher gave was more than enough to pull me down.
ss...
somehow there is still hope to pass.

june holidays is around the corner...
i planned to focus more towards amath.


whatever the future holds for me, i'm prepared to face the worst...

9 more days to MT Olevel aka HELL

results are in.....
and KRIS WON THE TITLE!!!!
and MY RESULTS is ATROCIOUS!


although i only recieved back my malay test papers, it's already enough to pull me down...
kinda not focusing on the paper much...
well, lyk someone said, its only MYE....
gotta put in more effort on the BIG paper...

quite a few things had been happening through the three weeks of MYE.
i have been trying to fix back all diff pieces of the puzzle to get one clear picture...
well. it's not done yet. heHE..

my normal usual rountine for SUNDAYs

"the night is still young..."

got a wake up call from wei yee. THNX yeah! xP

went to RP for a group study..

hahax. foucused on my math more than my ss.

urgh. i hate S.S.

this time round my family and i went to Labrador Park to chill out.

have a small picnic there b4 i play ball with my sisters.

the nature is so beautiful...

it had rained in the morning so the temperature is just nice.

not too hot and not too cold...

its a good place to shout out all my anger and whatsoever feelings i had. (^.^)

some matters...

FIRSTLY, I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF THAT boy_Naz or whoever the person was SHUTUP AND STOP BOTHERING ME.... especially in my tagboard... thank you...=)

vesak day...

woke up, buy bread, made sandwitches, everyone eat, went pasir ris park then home sweet home.

i did touch on books a little. hehe.

BORING ryte?... well the most enjoying part is cooking. =)

english and mt papers. DOOM!

i'm dam scared for my english papers.
all my answers were short 1-2 sentences only!
i'm not clear what one of the passage were talking about and i simply cant find enough points for summary. anyhow tikam here and there.
for paper 1 i'm scared that the mistakes i've made will repeat again.
i'm not too sure bout the format for the article and how it goes.

malay paper..... oh god.
i can't focus after something had happened.
during the paper i kept thinking bout it.
when i got back home, then i realised what the real answer was supposed to be for paper 2 bina ayat and imbuhan segment. stupid me.
i can only rely on my paper 1 then.

when school reopens, it will be math paper. WORST.
better clear as much doubts as i could by 2mrw.
ss. okae. i'm glad that i passed my SBQ test reccently but its just a BODERLINE pass.
i'm so down on myself.
gotta eat chocs!!! xP

studies

"depression is taking over me...."

end of the week

a card given by the three lovable teachers, Ms Chala, Mr Vik and Mr Shahril..
my sist, nurul, farhana and lastly ME!... =P

try guess which is mine... =0

YEAP!

e7co gift

"i will tressure the moments we had together during the days spent... "

ITS ALL CLEAR.

after i read your blog,
its really cleared now.
you've fixed the missing puzzle btw u and her.
i guessed now i've found mine.
no wonder you blocked my access to your blog.
its all a fake, a hoax to me.
she cant be with you but you want to be with her.
her heart is still with you and i guessed its the same with you.
dont accept me bcoz of sympathy my friend.
choose what your heart wants you to choose.

i've been true to you.
i really am.
but it seems that all this is again a lie.
congrats my friend.
you made me fall into this hole whereby i really felt love again but its fake.
i dont want to be the girl where you anyhow accept with and then throw it into the rubish bin when the more better one comes finding you again.
hello. i'm a human girl. i have feelings.

dont say sry to me.
i should be the one who's saying sry to you by making you tell white lies to me, faking as if you really care, trying very hard to hide the truth.
sry that you should waste the useless energy on me.
every step i take has its meaning.
i dont want to say i love you coz i know that you dont and felt like you just did that to please me.
i dont want to put your name in the blog although i wanted to coz it will make a big commotion.
haiz.. i dunno what to say.
i feel hurt. hurt by your lies, not on you loving me or not.

i guessed thats how my love relationship in secondary school.
complicated, cheated, hurt, love.
what if love doesn't exist?
i guessed life will be so plain.
life is and adventure and so do love.
the road has its smooth and rough surfaces, and so does life.
thanks for the memories.
i really appreciate it.

'The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments thatI'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
I got to be strong'
~ miley cyrus (the climb)

RP group study!!

me, bran, axe and wy went for a group study at about 11AM to lets say nearly 7PM?!?!?!?!
hahax.
i should say that we ate alot and spent more on food. lol
and our food shop is always 7-eleven!
i spent $6.50.
1 drink.
1 pringles.
1 chicken honey pau.
1 kit kat.
1 mashed potato.
1 fruit cup.
i belive thats all.
hahax.
chit chat here and there.
me being a lil bit sacarstic to brand. sry yeah! couldnt control myself.
shared some laughters.
then finally went to cwp wit parents to do some grocery shopping.
and thats my sunday for this week.
hopefully the nxt weekend will be great.
got oral exams!!!! hahax.
all the best to you!!!

chocolate cornflakes <3

being inspired by the chocolate cornflakes made by SQ and rach ytd night, i decided to try my own. HAHAX.
thnx for giving me something to do on my saturday! xP

what is it with you?

I WANT TO TALK TO YOU STRAIGHT IN THE FACE CANS?
~tell me, do you accept me due to sympathy or from your heart?

Get lost!

you said we were useless.
but that was a long time ago so i shall forget bout it.
now you seemed piss off wit us all just because of one small matter.
u think we not pissed off on u?
common lah. u cancelled it last minute, ofcourse everyone is annoyed by it.
u can complain this and that to us.
can we have the chance to hit it back on ya?
its true on what B. said, why can't you just give a whole rather than a part of it.
i want peace and be like a normal student back.
can't you give it to me?

exco investiture

XUEER AND BRANDON:

" you have the longest name, but you are also one of the most mature person we've ever met. thank you for all the smackings you have given, though it's pain but it was 'fun'. hope that you personality will always stick with you."-brandon

"a leader does not fear the tide, he/she just goes along with it." - xueer

SHI QIANG:

"Refine Lady! HI =) Really wanna take this oopurtunity to tahnk you for all the steady pom pi pi admin work man! Really sry for always you and your partner to do stuff. =( hey, had fun getting to noe u, cuz you rocks! =) all the best in your studies, nvr say die! =P"

STELLA:

"......thank you for being one of the logical thinkers in Exco=) its always been cool to know you and work with you...."

CHRISTINE:

".....you are a very calm person and dont get flare up easily hence u are a gond problem solver. haha. i believe tht u and amin are the best admin comm head."

AXE:

"...all you need to know is, u're a part of me."

AMIN:

"....thanks for tahaning with my idiotic and silly attitude of mine. i have a great time working wit u. i would like to thank you and wish all the best for your o levels..."

RIDZUAN:

" thank you for your guidance and supervision in this one year."

YI LING:

for giving me those touching words and a 'hug'. lol

ZOE:

for giving me a real hug.

aND all of of you who had given me those touching moments. love you all! =)

3rd day of the BAD WEEK

i'm super pissed off man.
although it seems like a small matter, it seems like a huge one for me.
i was heading to the hall during recess time to see the status of the situation in the hall.
then there was this two students came by me, saying ' Go lah! Go and stand kat staircase kau tu...'
they say in a sacarstic voice man.
my intention of passing on a good smile to them turn into an angry one.
i thought today i can have a good mood day but it turns out otherwise.
faizah said that my face looks so..... moodless something like that.
hate it.
damn it lah!
i've been thinking about alot of stuffs.
i dont want to think anymore cans for a moment can?
i want a holiday.
i've not been eating properly.
my health is at stake.
i can't have a proper sleep.
i felt like i am becoming more rude than before.
oh please god help me face all this.

BAD WEEK

The feeling of stabbing the paper boxes in IT ROOM2 was superb.

I WANT TO DO IT AGAIN!! ^.-

what a bad week i have going through.

i guessed luck wasn't by my side.

it all started on monday, amath lesson.

Mr C. was giving back the amath test paper.

if i'm not wrong, half of the class scored quite badly.

i got 8.5/25.

i received a 'lecture' from him.

he ask this one particular quest which bugs me the most which is,

'Did you done any of the hmwrks i asigned to the class?'

it really made me wanna cry in front of the class.

i've beeen struggling and trying to keep up with the pace of the lessons and completing the hmwrks and he post this quest.

WTH!

after class, i spent the whole afternoon trying to complet 17D, understanding every bits and pieces with the help from somebody.

THNX LOADS MAN!

i felt like a math freak for a moment or two.

he recommend us to take private tuition.

where or where can i get the money...

the he said he has a special offer of 50 bucks for four sessions, one and a half hours long.

to my mom 50 bucks is quite alot lorh.

at home, i told my mom about his comments to me.

she didnt seemed to undsnd my current situation.

she said i wasn't spending my time wisely with the excos.

common lah.

the excos are the one who will always be there for me and help me when needed.

yes i slacked and yes i study along with them.

it only hurts me more.

after shower, locked myself in my room and cry.

i tot she didnt favour me anymore.

almost all my oth sib performed much more better than me in terms of academic and as well as sports.

then she comes in and asked me a simple quest, 'Have you eaten dinner? Better grab some food to balance your eating diet.'

she still cares for me.

i cried.

today, eng lesson.

it was supposed to be reading time.

i returned back my book last week coz it has been overdued for like alot of days already.

then Mr Ch. sudd asked everyone to take out their books.

i sneaked out to the school library wit amir and borrowed a book.

and so does a few oth classmates of mine.

the rest kena scolded and lectured by him.

along the way, Miss C. scolded me and brand on releasing the prefects late and teachers all around will be complaining on not getting their files and lesson is starting.

i sometimes wondered why we have to do the dirty job... =X

wadevers.

hate us hate us lorh!

the whole school hate us.

we students organise fun activities like the IU day, teachers also complain.

what they want?

everything academics!

Siao!

I am getting more and more short-tempered day by day.

i hate to be like this.

i need sleep.

i want to relax my mind.

i want to throw everything in the rubish bin for a moment.

i want to crush something.

am i stressed??

WEEKENDS WITH CIK CIPOT

i stayed over at my aunt's house ytd.

woke up at about 5am, get myself ready and off we go to bukit timah nature reserve for a hike wit my aunt with her fellow teammates.

this june my aunt and her friends will be going to mount k...(something).

i was being invited BUT sadly there's Olevels so i can't.

we went hiking at the hill, following the biggest trail we could walk on.

then we came across the Rocky Path.

man.

that place reminds me of mount kinabalu man!

i missed mount kk alot.

after the tiring, sweaty, hot and humid journey, we went for breakfast at AL-AZHAAR.

eat one roti prata egg. =X

i feel pretty akward sitting on a big table with no one that i know so i kept quiet and text all day.

it was a good journey.

went cwp wit aunt for a quick window shopping and lunch.

at home, i pack out all my things, dump all the dirty clothes in the laundry basket, shower, get prepared and went out of house again.

this time go rp group study.

manage to undstd the amath test paper.

thanks BRANDON and XUEER for helping me.

meet my family at admiralty park, play along wit them fer awhile and now,

AT HOME FINALLY.

2mrw school... urggh!

WEEKENDS WITH CIK CIPOT

FAST AND FURIOUS BEATS THE REST RACING MOVIES EVER!
~for me atleast ^.-

i visited jb ytd to watch the movie.
it was awesome. i'm speechless.
you guys and girls should watch it!.

GOOD FRIDAY

GOOD FRIDAY - NOT SO GOOD AT ALL

HEY GUYS AND GIRLS. good friday is actually 'God's' friday.

its related to the history of christianity. haha.

today... hmmp. woke up as per normal school time.

went to admiralty park for a quick jog and play ball with bro and sists.

FUN! get to sweat.

then went to macs for breakfast.

wanted to grab the $2.50 meal but sadly can't coz today is public holiday.

its quite a good bargain lorh.

$2.50 for a burger and a drink.

compared to the normal meal which cost $5++, and the difference is one HASHBROWN. -.-"

go home, slack, and do ONE geog question. HAHA.

so much for my good friday i guessed.

~till the next time

ITS THE END OF THE WEEK!!!

what a hetic week for me.

starting monday its like per normal but towards the middle of the week, test starts popping out.

to make it worst, they keep changing the dates which made me more confuse and do the wrong work at night.

lots of hmwrk and task haven't been completed.

and i'm lacking behind.

two weeks more to mid year.

it happened so fast.

and what i'm wanting is holidays where i can relax abit.

i know time could not wait for me but these days i feel so tired.

its the first time i fall asleep in the middle of duin amath hmwrk.

its the first time i went to sleep everytime when i got back home.

CRAZY i'm telling ya!

this week we started our tight canteen duties.

Dear EVGians,

please just follow our instruction to stay down at level 1 and not to bg up food and sweet drinks can?

you guys might thing we're a pest.

but wad we are duin is for your own good too.

if we let u guys bg sweet drinks and food up, the whole shool will be dirty, full of food wrappers and bottles.

wad about sweet drinks? wad if you accidentally spilll them?

its not easy to clean sweet drinks than plain water.

we hope u guys understand.

and there's been an increasing number on thefts during recess.

thats the main reason why we should act like this.

today i have to shout at one bunch of peopo trying to make their way through level 2.

tell me, izit so hard to stay at level 1? its not burning ryte?

we tell u guys nicely, but u didnt listen..

we tell u guys harshly, u guys will hate it....

if u have nth to do during recess, why don't you just take a stroll around the school. it surely will take out the stress in u guys esp the sec 4s!!!

well 2mrw is good friday.

got one day off from seeing the teachers.

but it's like any oth normal day for me.

planned to wake up early, sit at the nearby macs for breakfast and move on wit my hmwrks.

we shall see how..

BTW, CONGRATS TO THOSE UPCOMING EXCO MEMBERS!!

MOM

Wondering...

I've just spent some quality time with my mom the whole evening, sharing life stories and chit chat with each other as if we were sisters.

she mentioned about her love life, the pain and sufferings through the relationship, how she gets engaged with my dad all sorts of stuffs.
she tells it in jokingly manner but at the same time with hope that i will learnt something from her.
my mom sure is one inspiring person.

she made me realise how hard an adult life will be.
it seems like a strategy game(online MacDonalds) like we used to play in comp. this is real.
you have to carefully plan what is ur next step.
Once you chosed it, there's no turning back.
She is a good planner i can tell.
She's tired from doing all the chores but there's nothing we can do.
She won't let me do 50% of the housework, not even 10% of it.
She just told me to tidy up my room.
Her reason:
she doesn't want her children to live the same life as she went through before.
She wants us to focus on education and don't sleep late.
She's an understanding person.
i looked through her eyes and i can tell she's sick but her will is still strong.
Its weird.
her eyes looked as if she was wearing contact lens wit blue lining around her pupil and her white part of the eyes yellow in colour with veins around.
She looks as if she hasn't slept for days but she did have a proper sleeping timing.
whatever it is, i'll pray that nth bad will happen to her and hope that everything is alright.
I LOVE HER.
muacks!

PICS~Lia camp

.!I LOVE THEM ALL!. =D

Monday Blues

Monday Blues

Hetic day, YES!

Today i almost used up all my brain juice.

First start of the day was seeing the number of latecomers.

Super long que outside canteen!

haiz. why oh why they have to be late...

Waste our time oni. =X

well they jog one round around the school.

it would be more stricker if Mr Vik. was around.

then it goes to GEOG.

when i arrived at class, there was only about 15 min left before the bell rings.

Therefore, test was postponed! YEAH!

Eng lessons was next on the list.

We were so kanchiong, scared that we have to do a presentation.

Skali mr Chua didn't came.

we had our free time. lol.

chem continue learning bout AIR.

after recess, that's where the brain juice were drained off too quickly.

i don't understand what the heck he was talking on hire purchase but luckily those primary school lessons flow back into mind and i somehow managed to do the exercises.

i love this topic man!

i remembered it was one of my fav topics in primary school.

love the moments.

after THREE periods of math, we went to the hall for assembly.

After school do emath, then phy reme.

Caught up with the Yfcians and then HOME.

finally!

got malay hmwrk need to rush up on and do phy.

TATA~. =)

Avoidable Blindness Dinner

Avoidable Blindness Dinner at Singapore Swimming Complex

hey guys! and gurls!

spent most of the time today outside either eating or walking.

first i sent my sist to Singapore Sports School for her trAining.

sadly, the bus no. 900A is not on service during the weekends so we have to walk deep inside the champions area.

although its only at 10am, the sun was really beating down on us like it was in noon.

went to cwp where we eat macs, grab some stuffs and went home.

a few hours after reaching home, we eat macs again. -.-

then go home.

a few hours after that, i get myself prepared and off on my way to attend a dinner event which starts at 7pm and end like about 11+?

it's damn hillarious in the hall.

me and farizmi have to seperate from qing yang and wei sheng therefore we sat at the muslim table with the Yusoff Ishak students.

all of them wore school uniform and one more school even brought their blazers along.

so guess wad we wear... (^.^)

yes, its home clothes and its casual! the theme was supposed to be smart casual btw.

feel so akward. (O.O)

qing yang and farizmi only changed their uniform leaving their EVG pants and shoes on coz they immediately go to the place after the eye quiz.

the dinner was magnificent.

not only judging by the food taste but by the deco as well.

i would love it if this is a prom night event.

there is 2 evgians, leaving about 10 of them from yusoff ishak on our table.

farizmi made the first move.

then i made mine.

he broke his glass.

he leaves soot on the glass with the candles. (Earth Hour)

he rocks his chair.

he simply act like a little kiddo. (xP)

went home in a cab with felix paying the fare. (THNX felix!)

now i'm at home, still haven't touch on my hmwrks. (hmmp.)

LIA camp + side effects

This is the best camp i had attended ever in my life.
This is the best camp where i LOVE my group till i have to come back from home.
HAHA.
its the last camp of the exco journey too.
Day 1:
more on ice breaking, outing.
main event was the PRISON BREAK.
my group keep getting caught by the guards for like more than 10 times?
but we still manage to do our best and go to the finish point.
coz they nvr GIVE UP.
we are physically tired, but our minds are still alive as long as we live.
after the campers slept, my fever starts to go up, vision blurred.
and i have to go home.

Day 2:
ytd slept dead until 10.
feeling slightly better, i went to school.
i missed the ICC meeting. sad.
went back to school, finding that the excos were all worn out.
they are exhausted, waiting for a bed to appear infront of them.
thus their level of patience ran low, but everyone understands.
today mostly on lectures wand watching movies.
i hope those movies and lectures make the campers learnt something.

Day 3:
the excos slelt at the parade square, with the blue mats.
in the middle of the night, it starts to rain.
that is where the funny stories begins.
most of them were half conscious when they woke up, some even sleepwalking!!!!
hillarious.
then duty starts..
we woke them up,
tired them up,
made them think,
made them run,
and simply made them act like a maniac for awhile.
HAHA.
then we played more games,
and say our final goodbye for the camp.

theseus:
i love you all!!!
i learnt something from u all, a technique in keeping warm for the water games.
hahax.
it really keep us warm.
the aim of the camp is clear,
not just to see any potential leaders of EVG but also to teach you guys that nothing is impossible and nvr give up. mind over body. if you put ur mind to it, you will achieve it.
the trustfall was really memorable.
i just can't belive u guys made me do a somersault!!!
hahax.
btw, i was laughing real mad till i cant say a word when i fall, not cry.
when i go up there, i felt the same way as you guys did too - the feeling of fear.
but i kept thinking that its goin to be fun and you guys were there for me.
well for hadi, we manage to catch him but not hold him.
sry for the aches hadi.
im glad you all had fight and won against ur ultimate enemy, which is FEAR.

EXCO:
this may be our last camp but i hope the friendship still stays together.
the camp did teach us something though.
its understanding and patience.
u guys are tired, including me.
and things starts the get real tiring and we became short-tempered.
but everyone understnds the situation and everyone play along with it.
rach and christ even made noodles for us!
hahax.
we had fun cleaning up the floors indeed.
=P

Get out!

can i just erase you from my memorY?
the memories is killing me.
but at the same time it sometimes makes me calm.
but at the same time it sometimes makes me feel irritated.
but at the same time it sometimes happy.
why oh why do you have to make it so complicated?
why?
well i guessed that can't change.
the thing that is bugging me is those people around me.
they didn't know the truth.
and everytime i want to LET GO.
they made it come back.
please oh please stop.
i dont want to think about it
it will make me think
it will make me confused
there's alot more questions.
but i guessed its better to leave it unanswered.
oh when will this mess be cleared?
when will this thing ever get outta my head?
but the thing is, can it get outta my head?
hmmp.

that's just life...

i feel so different...
so different till im not the usual self i was supposed to be the previous time.
lots of things are coming in... just too much..
i need time.
but there's no extra time left.
i've been crazy..
crazy till i fall sick..
crazy till im not the person whom i am supposed to be anymore.
i worried more on alot of things.
cry alot..
i hate being in this condition.
i need a break.
if not, i will break..

for you:
there is some matters in this world that people can't always get what they want.
it's not that i hate you...
or dislike you...
the thing is, i don't want to get involve in relationships anymore...
but this doesn't meant that friendship is lost.
i'm goin to miss this experience but, i have to it let go.
i don't wanna keep you waiting.
i'm sorry.

temporary closed

THIS BLOG IS CLOSED TEMPORARILY DUE TO THE BUSY SCHEHULE AN O'LEVEL GIRL HAVE TO FACE THIS YEAR.

New wish

Loads of things happened this year.
with the released results of olevel and seeing their expressions, i decided that i have to buck up.

stop slacking
ask teacher.
drop to combine.
score well for science
score well for amath
do everything in my very best.
dont focus on CCAs much.
good eating habits.
dun fall sick.
chill on fri only.
cry to release stress if needed.
stop thinking bad about myself.
spend wisely.
get to school of hospitality or tourism in poly.

thats my aim to achieve this year.
wont update blog so much.
tata~