ITS ALL CLEAR.

after i read your blog,
its really cleared now.
you've fixed the missing puzzle btw u and her.
i guessed now i've found mine.
no wonder you blocked my access to your blog.
its all a fake, a hoax to me.
she cant be with you but you want to be with her.
her heart is still with you and i guessed its the same with you.
dont accept me bcoz of sympathy my friend.
choose what your heart wants you to choose.

i've been true to you.
i really am.
but it seems that all this is again a lie.
congrats my friend.
you made me fall into this hole whereby i really felt love again but its fake.
i dont want to be the girl where you anyhow accept with and then throw it into the rubish bin when the more better one comes finding you again.
hello. i'm a human girl. i have feelings.

dont say sry to me.
i should be the one who's saying sry to you by making you tell white lies to me, faking as if you really care, trying very hard to hide the truth.
sry that you should waste the useless energy on me.
every step i take has its meaning.
i dont want to say i love you coz i know that you dont and felt like you just did that to please me.
i dont want to put your name in the blog although i wanted to coz it will make a big commotion.
haiz.. i dunno what to say.
i feel hurt. hurt by your lies, not on you loving me or not.

i guessed thats how my love relationship in secondary school.
complicated, cheated, hurt, love.
what if love doesn't exist?
i guessed life will be so plain.
life is and adventure and so do love.
the road has its smooth and rough surfaces, and so does life.
thanks for the memories.
i really appreciate it.

'The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments thatI'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
I got to be strong'
~ miley cyrus (the climb)