MOM

Wondering...

I've just spent some quality time with my mom the whole evening, sharing life stories and chit chat with each other as if we were sisters.

she mentioned about her love life, the pain and sufferings through the relationship, how she gets engaged with my dad all sorts of stuffs.
she tells it in jokingly manner but at the same time with hope that i will learnt something from her.
my mom sure is one inspiring person.

she made me realise how hard an adult life will be.
it seems like a strategy game(online MacDonalds) like we used to play in comp. this is real.
you have to carefully plan what is ur next step.
Once you chosed it, there's no turning back.
She is a good planner i can tell.
She's tired from doing all the chores but there's nothing we can do.
She won't let me do 50% of the housework, not even 10% of it.
She just told me to tidy up my room.
Her reason:
she doesn't want her children to live the same life as she went through before.
She wants us to focus on education and don't sleep late.
She's an understanding person.
i looked through her eyes and i can tell she's sick but her will is still strong.
Its weird.
her eyes looked as if she was wearing contact lens wit blue lining around her pupil and her white part of the eyes yellow in colour with veins around.
She looks as if she hasn't slept for days but she did have a proper sleeping timing.
whatever it is, i'll pray that nth bad will happen to her and hope that everything is alright.
I LOVE HER.
muacks!