BAD WEEK

The feeling of stabbing the paper boxes in IT ROOM2 was superb.

I WANT TO DO IT AGAIN!! ^.-

what a bad week i have going through.

i guessed luck wasn't by my side.

it all started on monday, amath lesson.

Mr C. was giving back the amath test paper.

if i'm not wrong, half of the class scored quite badly.

i got 8.5/25.

i received a 'lecture' from him.

he ask this one particular quest which bugs me the most which is,

'Did you done any of the hmwrks i asigned to the class?'

it really made me wanna cry in front of the class.

i've beeen struggling and trying to keep up with the pace of the lessons and completing the hmwrks and he post this quest.

WTH!

after class, i spent the whole afternoon trying to complet 17D, understanding every bits and pieces with the help from somebody.

THNX LOADS MAN!

i felt like a math freak for a moment or two.

he recommend us to take private tuition.

where or where can i get the money...

the he said he has a special offer of 50 bucks for four sessions, one and a half hours long.

to my mom 50 bucks is quite alot lorh.

at home, i told my mom about his comments to me.

she didnt seemed to undsnd my current situation.

she said i wasn't spending my time wisely with the excos.

common lah.

the excos are the one who will always be there for me and help me when needed.

yes i slacked and yes i study along with them.

it only hurts me more.

after shower, locked myself in my room and cry.

i tot she didnt favour me anymore.

almost all my oth sib performed much more better than me in terms of academic and as well as sports.

then she comes in and asked me a simple quest, 'Have you eaten dinner? Better grab some food to balance your eating diet.'

she still cares for me.

i cried.

today, eng lesson.

it was supposed to be reading time.

i returned back my book last week coz it has been overdued for like alot of days already.

then Mr Ch. sudd asked everyone to take out their books.

i sneaked out to the school library wit amir and borrowed a book.

and so does a few oth classmates of mine.

the rest kena scolded and lectured by him.

along the way, Miss C. scolded me and brand on releasing the prefects late and teachers all around will be complaining on not getting their files and lesson is starting.

i sometimes wondered why we have to do the dirty job... =X

wadevers.

hate us hate us lorh!

the whole school hate us.

we students organise fun activities like the IU day, teachers also complain.

what they want?

everything academics!

Siao!

I am getting more and more short-tempered day by day.

i hate to be like this.

i need sleep.

i want to relax my mind.

i want to throw everything in the rubish bin for a moment.

i want to crush something.

am i stressed??