that's just life...

i feel so different...
so different till im not the usual self i was supposed to be the previous time.
lots of things are coming in... just too much..
i need time.
but there's no extra time left.
i've been crazy..
crazy till i fall sick..
crazy till im not the person whom i am supposed to be anymore.
i worried more on alot of things.
cry alot..
i hate being in this condition.
i need a break.
if not, i will break..

for you:
there is some matters in this world that people can't always get what they want.
it's not that i hate you...
or dislike you...
the thing is, i don't want to get involve in relationships anymore...
but this doesn't meant that friendship is lost.
i'm goin to miss this experience but, i have to it let go.
i don't wanna keep you waiting.
i'm sorry.