Get out!

can i just erase you from my memorY?
the memories is killing me.
but at the same time it sometimes makes me calm.
but at the same time it sometimes makes me feel irritated.
but at the same time it sometimes happy.
why oh why do you have to make it so complicated?
why?
well i guessed that can't change.
the thing that is bugging me is those people around me.
they didn't know the truth.
and everytime i want to LET GO.
they made it come back.
please oh please stop.
i dont want to think about it
it will make me think
it will make me confused
there's alot more questions.
but i guessed its better to leave it unanswered.
oh when will this mess be cleared?
when will this thing ever get outta my head?
but the thing is, can it get outta my head?
hmmp.