end of the week

a card given by the three lovable teachers, Ms Chala, Mr Vik and Mr Shahril..
my sist, nurul, farhana and lastly ME!... =P

try guess which is mine... =0

YEAP!

e7co gift

"i will tressure the moments we had together during the days spent... "

ITS ALL CLEAR.

after i read your blog,
its really cleared now.
you've fixed the missing puzzle btw u and her.
i guessed now i've found mine.
no wonder you blocked my access to your blog.
its all a fake, a hoax to me.
she cant be with you but you want to be with her.
her heart is still with you and i guessed its the same with you.
dont accept me bcoz of sympathy my friend.
choose what your heart wants you to choose.

i've been true to you.
i really am.
but it seems that all this is again a lie.
congrats my friend.
you made me fall into this hole whereby i really felt love again but its fake.
i dont want to be the girl where you anyhow accept with and then throw it into the rubish bin when the more better one comes finding you again.
hello. i'm a human girl. i have feelings.

dont say sry to me.
i should be the one who's saying sry to you by making you tell white lies to me, faking as if you really care, trying very hard to hide the truth.
sry that you should waste the useless energy on me.
every step i take has its meaning.
i dont want to say i love you coz i know that you dont and felt like you just did that to please me.
i dont want to put your name in the blog although i wanted to coz it will make a big commotion.
haiz.. i dunno what to say.
i feel hurt. hurt by your lies, not on you loving me or not.

i guessed thats how my love relationship in secondary school.
complicated, cheated, hurt, love.
what if love doesn't exist?
i guessed life will be so plain.
life is and adventure and so do love.
the road has its smooth and rough surfaces, and so does life.
thanks for the memories.
i really appreciate it.

'The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments thatI'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
I got to be strong'
~ miley cyrus (the climb)

RP group study!!

me, bran, axe and wy went for a group study at about 11AM to lets say nearly 7PM?!?!?!?!
hahax.
i should say that we ate alot and spent more on food. lol
and our food shop is always 7-eleven!
i spent $6.50.
1 drink.
1 pringles.
1 chicken honey pau.
1 kit kat.
1 mashed potato.
1 fruit cup.
i belive thats all.
hahax.
chit chat here and there.
me being a lil bit sacarstic to brand. sry yeah! couldnt control myself.
shared some laughters.
then finally went to cwp wit parents to do some grocery shopping.
and thats my sunday for this week.
hopefully the nxt weekend will be great.
got oral exams!!!! hahax.
all the best to you!!!

chocolate cornflakes <3

being inspired by the chocolate cornflakes made by SQ and rach ytd night, i decided to try my own. HAHAX.
thnx for giving me something to do on my saturday! xP

what is it with you?

I WANT TO TALK TO YOU STRAIGHT IN THE FACE CANS?
~tell me, do you accept me due to sympathy or from your heart?

Get lost!

you said we were useless.
but that was a long time ago so i shall forget bout it.
now you seemed piss off wit us all just because of one small matter.
u think we not pissed off on u?
common lah. u cancelled it last minute, ofcourse everyone is annoyed by it.
u can complain this and that to us.
can we have the chance to hit it back on ya?
its true on what B. said, why can't you just give a whole rather than a part of it.
i want peace and be like a normal student back.
can't you give it to me?

exco investiture

XUEER AND BRANDON:

" you have the longest name, but you are also one of the most mature person we've ever met. thank you for all the smackings you have given, though it's pain but it was 'fun'. hope that you personality will always stick with you."-brandon

"a leader does not fear the tide, he/she just goes along with it." - xueer

SHI QIANG:

"Refine Lady! HI =) Really wanna take this oopurtunity to tahnk you for all the steady pom pi pi admin work man! Really sry for always you and your partner to do stuff. =( hey, had fun getting to noe u, cuz you rocks! =) all the best in your studies, nvr say die! =P"

STELLA:

"......thank you for being one of the logical thinkers in Exco=) its always been cool to know you and work with you...."

CHRISTINE:

".....you are a very calm person and dont get flare up easily hence u are a gond problem solver. haha. i believe tht u and amin are the best admin comm head."

AXE:

"...all you need to know is, u're a part of me."

AMIN:

"....thanks for tahaning with my idiotic and silly attitude of mine. i have a great time working wit u. i would like to thank you and wish all the best for your o levels..."

RIDZUAN:

" thank you for your guidance and supervision in this one year."

YI LING:

for giving me those touching words and a 'hug'. lol

ZOE:

for giving me a real hug.

aND all of of you who had given me those touching moments. love you all! =)

3rd day of the BAD WEEK

i'm super pissed off man.
although it seems like a small matter, it seems like a huge one for me.
i was heading to the hall during recess time to see the status of the situation in the hall.
then there was this two students came by me, saying ' Go lah! Go and stand kat staircase kau tu...'
they say in a sacarstic voice man.
my intention of passing on a good smile to them turn into an angry one.
i thought today i can have a good mood day but it turns out otherwise.
faizah said that my face looks so..... moodless something like that.
hate it.
damn it lah!
i've been thinking about alot of stuffs.
i dont want to think anymore cans for a moment can?
i want a holiday.
i've not been eating properly.
my health is at stake.
i can't have a proper sleep.
i felt like i am becoming more rude than before.
oh please god help me face all this.

BAD WEEK

The feeling of stabbing the paper boxes in IT ROOM2 was superb.

I WANT TO DO IT AGAIN!! ^.-

what a bad week i have going through.

i guessed luck wasn't by my side.

it all started on monday, amath lesson.

Mr C. was giving back the amath test paper.

if i'm not wrong, half of the class scored quite badly.

i got 8.5/25.

i received a 'lecture' from him.

he ask this one particular quest which bugs me the most which is,

'Did you done any of the hmwrks i asigned to the class?'

it really made me wanna cry in front of the class.

i've beeen struggling and trying to keep up with the pace of the lessons and completing the hmwrks and he post this quest.

WTH!

after class, i spent the whole afternoon trying to complet 17D, understanding every bits and pieces with the help from somebody.

THNX LOADS MAN!

i felt like a math freak for a moment or two.

he recommend us to take private tuition.

where or where can i get the money...

the he said he has a special offer of 50 bucks for four sessions, one and a half hours long.

to my mom 50 bucks is quite alot lorh.

at home, i told my mom about his comments to me.

she didnt seemed to undsnd my current situation.

she said i wasn't spending my time wisely with the excos.

common lah.

the excos are the one who will always be there for me and help me when needed.

yes i slacked and yes i study along with them.

it only hurts me more.

after shower, locked myself in my room and cry.

i tot she didnt favour me anymore.

almost all my oth sib performed much more better than me in terms of academic and as well as sports.

then she comes in and asked me a simple quest, 'Have you eaten dinner? Better grab some food to balance your eating diet.'

she still cares for me.

i cried.

today, eng lesson.

it was supposed to be reading time.

i returned back my book last week coz it has been overdued for like alot of days already.

then Mr Ch. sudd asked everyone to take out their books.

i sneaked out to the school library wit amir and borrowed a book.

and so does a few oth classmates of mine.

the rest kena scolded and lectured by him.

along the way, Miss C. scolded me and brand on releasing the prefects late and teachers all around will be complaining on not getting their files and lesson is starting.

i sometimes wondered why we have to do the dirty job... =X

wadevers.

hate us hate us lorh!

the whole school hate us.

we students organise fun activities like the IU day, teachers also complain.

what they want?

everything academics!

Siao!

I am getting more and more short-tempered day by day.

i hate to be like this.

i need sleep.

i want to relax my mind.

i want to throw everything in the rubish bin for a moment.

i want to crush something.

am i stressed??

WEEKENDS WITH CIK CIPOT

i stayed over at my aunt's house ytd.

woke up at about 5am, get myself ready and off we go to bukit timah nature reserve for a hike wit my aunt with her fellow teammates.

this june my aunt and her friends will be going to mount k...(something).

i was being invited BUT sadly there's Olevels so i can't.

we went hiking at the hill, following the biggest trail we could walk on.

then we came across the Rocky Path.

man.

that place reminds me of mount kinabalu man!

i missed mount kk alot.

after the tiring, sweaty, hot and humid journey, we went for breakfast at AL-AZHAAR.

eat one roti prata egg. =X

i feel pretty akward sitting on a big table with no one that i know so i kept quiet and text all day.

it was a good journey.

went cwp wit aunt for a quick window shopping and lunch.

at home, i pack out all my things, dump all the dirty clothes in the laundry basket, shower, get prepared and went out of house again.

this time go rp group study.

manage to undstd the amath test paper.

thanks BRANDON and XUEER for helping me.

meet my family at admiralty park, play along wit them fer awhile and now,

AT HOME FINALLY.

2mrw school... urggh!

WEEKENDS WITH CIK CIPOT

FAST AND FURIOUS BEATS THE REST RACING MOVIES EVER!
~for me atleast ^.-

i visited jb ytd to watch the movie.
it was awesome. i'm speechless.
you guys and girls should watch it!.

GOOD FRIDAY

GOOD FRIDAY - NOT SO GOOD AT ALL

HEY GUYS AND GIRLS. good friday is actually 'God's' friday.

its related to the history of christianity. haha.

today... hmmp. woke up as per normal school time.

went to admiralty park for a quick jog and play ball with bro and sists.

FUN! get to sweat.

then went to macs for breakfast.

wanted to grab the $2.50 meal but sadly can't coz today is public holiday.

its quite a good bargain lorh.

$2.50 for a burger and a drink.

compared to the normal meal which cost $5++, and the difference is one HASHBROWN. -.-"

go home, slack, and do ONE geog question. HAHA.

so much for my good friday i guessed.

~till the next time

ITS THE END OF THE WEEK!!!

what a hetic week for me.

starting monday its like per normal but towards the middle of the week, test starts popping out.

to make it worst, they keep changing the dates which made me more confuse and do the wrong work at night.

lots of hmwrk and task haven't been completed.

and i'm lacking behind.

two weeks more to mid year.

it happened so fast.

and what i'm wanting is holidays where i can relax abit.

i know time could not wait for me but these days i feel so tired.

its the first time i fall asleep in the middle of duin amath hmwrk.

its the first time i went to sleep everytime when i got back home.

CRAZY i'm telling ya!

this week we started our tight canteen duties.

Dear EVGians,

please just follow our instruction to stay down at level 1 and not to bg up food and sweet drinks can?

you guys might thing we're a pest.

but wad we are duin is for your own good too.

if we let u guys bg sweet drinks and food up, the whole shool will be dirty, full of food wrappers and bottles.

wad about sweet drinks? wad if you accidentally spilll them?

its not easy to clean sweet drinks than plain water.

we hope u guys understand.

and there's been an increasing number on thefts during recess.

thats the main reason why we should act like this.

today i have to shout at one bunch of peopo trying to make their way through level 2.

tell me, izit so hard to stay at level 1? its not burning ryte?

we tell u guys nicely, but u didnt listen..

we tell u guys harshly, u guys will hate it....

if u have nth to do during recess, why don't you just take a stroll around the school. it surely will take out the stress in u guys esp the sec 4s!!!

well 2mrw is good friday.

got one day off from seeing the teachers.

but it's like any oth normal day for me.

planned to wake up early, sit at the nearby macs for breakfast and move on wit my hmwrks.

we shall see how..

BTW, CONGRATS TO THOSE UPCOMING EXCO MEMBERS!!

MOM

Wondering...

I've just spent some quality time with my mom the whole evening, sharing life stories and chit chat with each other as if we were sisters.

she mentioned about her love life, the pain and sufferings through the relationship, how she gets engaged with my dad all sorts of stuffs.
she tells it in jokingly manner but at the same time with hope that i will learnt something from her.
my mom sure is one inspiring person.

she made me realise how hard an adult life will be.
it seems like a strategy game(online MacDonalds) like we used to play in comp. this is real.
you have to carefully plan what is ur next step.
Once you chosed it, there's no turning back.
She is a good planner i can tell.
She's tired from doing all the chores but there's nothing we can do.
She won't let me do 50% of the housework, not even 10% of it.
She just told me to tidy up my room.
Her reason:
she doesn't want her children to live the same life as she went through before.
She wants us to focus on education and don't sleep late.
She's an understanding person.
i looked through her eyes and i can tell she's sick but her will is still strong.
Its weird.
her eyes looked as if she was wearing contact lens wit blue lining around her pupil and her white part of the eyes yellow in colour with veins around.
She looks as if she hasn't slept for days but she did have a proper sleeping timing.
whatever it is, i'll pray that nth bad will happen to her and hope that everything is alright.
I LOVE HER.
muacks!

PICS~Lia camp

.!I LOVE THEM ALL!. =D