Monday, July 14, 2008

remember

i still remember the last time.
when i am in sec1.
how i wish and hope that i can be popular and many people will know me.
so i did wad i think is stupid ryte now.
folding up my skirts, fringe long, socks short, bags low, and all sorts of other things so just that i could follow trend.
hang out.
have boyfies.
cinta monyet dikatakan...
i live th havoc life.
atleast i think it was..
or was it my silly life..
then i am promoted to sec2.
being lucky that i still can maintain my academic..
that is when i realised how foolish i am..
to do all those things..
then i start to change.
to be a more silent girl and focus on my academic.
malay friends started to asked ' why seri so silent?'
but i dun care.
first day of school i did the usual thing, folding up my skirt.
but then i thought it was too short and lower it down.
those 3 days of sec1 orientation camp being a facilitatore changed me.
since that day i began to change my behavior, attitude, posture, and looks.
it was then that i figured out there is anth way to get popular and have more friends in a positive way.
i commit myself fully in ccas, joining any oppurtunities to show myself out.
public speaking, projects, leadership dutys.
and now, standing here, still fully commited in school and trying to balance my academic as well.
i get myself known to many people by joining the exco board, interact club and some oth oppurtunities as well just to make the school see who i am truly.
all those journeys i've went through thought me a very important lessons.
i know my weakness, i know my strenghts.
work on the strengths and throw away my weakness that is what i am doing.
sec3 is the schoolife i treasured most. as it is the life where i can be truly be myself.
you unknown readers must have been wondering why i wrote this.
to you my brother, if you are reading this, i hope it will open ur heart to a wider oppurtunities.
to find what you want, in a positive way, and most of all, dun let us down. learn from me, and learn from ur mistakes....
,with high hopes
your beloved sister, seri ...


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