2nd day of exco status

i just cant help it. everyone tot it wrong. maybe here is the place where i can blurt things out. i know you my friend, ___ , are very kind with me de past 3 years. and if you are readin this, hopefully u can undstnd wad i feel and forgive me most of all.

To ___,
the days we spent chatting, admiring each other are now gone.
during those days i can say that i am in dilema but now im not.
those days are way diff than today.
you dun noe me well today. neither do i noe u.
i appreciate ur dedication to me during those times.
the hand written practice paper is very hard for me to forget.
the tons of letter is very hard for me to forget it too.
but now every changes, and everything is different. alot more different.
i know u see the changes in me from the last time.
if u still have feelings for me, i will just tell u to forget about it.
you are kinda romantic in my opinion the last time.
but now talking to you makes my heart feel the guilt coming back.
dats y i hardly talk to you.
i noe u kinda tell oth ppl about us last time.
all i want to say is, please forgive me in wadever wrongdoings i've done.
and just leave me....
im sry.

,seri.




2nd day of exco status just pass by today.
morn raining so no morn assembly.
NE amazing race postponed..... AGAIN... till nxt tues most prob.
classes went on as usual.
emath first lesson. kinda love how mdm tan teaches us all. xD dunno y.
then nxt physics.
mr teo is back replacing mr ____ (i dunno his name. the new phy cher i meant) and teach us.
the whole of last week i nvr study any phy so somehow blur abit during lessons.
RECESS. eat with most of the exco gang. xD force myself to eat coz after skul got cca.
then it is eng. 2 periods. GREAT!
i dunno y is start to hate eng for no reason. hahax.
but hopefully i will love it back if not, im going to fail my eng tests for sure.
then its ss.
the way ms chala teach is the correct way in teaching this type of subjects.
boring part accompanied by humour and related games.
all the whil we have been hearing and hearing and hearing non stop during ss.
im lucky to have her as my ss teacher. I LOVE IT.
nicole and yais went up and inform us about our class tee.
LOL. pink-red-yellow is the main reason for our 'feud'.
the guys seemed to love pink very much while majority loves yellow.
i wonder how they will solve the prob. =D
have to bake brownies again.
hopefully i nvr forget my measurements again.
interact meeting is fun and boring at the same time.
i think i am tired so thats why i have no mood to do anitink.
a lot of installations frm oth skuls to attend but... its not compulsory. LOL
2mrw go logistic shopping if can.
have to be prepared by nxt week.
HOMEWORKS = alot.
hahax
pushing it to last minute. i noe not good. so yea.
dats all for today. lol