hmmp. been thinking..

hello peeps!
no school today for me! hahax. the NE fest rocks!
hahax. scream here scream there. good practice to get sore throat..
its the first big event for us excos and the sec1 prefects so there are bound to have mistakes.
so yea. we learn when we fall. hee.

ytd 3 HOURS doing nth after 10am.
play behind block D like a lil kid.
then get the chance to do duty.
fun fun. eat ice cream. feel super hyper.
den today also we do de same thing over again except that it is evgians.


to NE ambasadors:
we really am sorry to whatever mistakes we've done.
we know we tend to be rude to u all but there is a reason bhind all that.
instructions aren't clear so simply saying we are in doubt.
we really apologise for our wrongdoings and hope that u all can forgive us too.
=)

to ms lai(i hope you will be reading this):
i really really am goin to miss u.
seeing u wanna cry makes me wanna cry.
i noe i nvr really show my misses to you in class unlike those few others in this few days.
its just that i am not that type of person to do that.
but please do noe that i am really really goin to MISS YOU.
really wish u a happy and fruitful future ahead.
who knows we can get to meet each oth again in the future.
i like ur teaching technique as u tend to be flexible.
yeah. i think thats the main point.
anws, have a happy life!!!!

to axe:
GET WELL SOON!

these few days had been an enjoying times bcoz of the NE fest but at times it is the opp of enjoyin not just about ms lai departure.. i've been thinking and thinking. but nth seems to go out of my head. hmmmmp....

ms lai going away party, fun at studioR

hmmp. today got a few happening events goin on at school.
first is the ms lai going away party.
its a good thing that i am able to eat the cake despite the cream.
took pictures here and there.
second is the fun we excos and a bunch of oth prefects had in studioR.
play games all that while the school is busy with the upcoming NE fest.
i wonder how the class comittee are able to purchase 2 swensen cakes with the ammount of money collected despite the drinks.
i jus have a SMALL slice of cake and one packet of mamee.
drinks? NO CUPS. so who cares.
gave ms lai a small 2 in 1 crystal beadscraft.
made it on my own.
since she loves to glam, this gift can be use as a keychain and or a pendant.
just hope she likes it.
really goin to miss her. =(
i wonder how am i goin to get along wit mr vijay's teaching. hmmp.
this 'party' was informed last minute.
if they inform us last week, we may do a better one.
peepo will bg gifts and foods as well.
haiz. inform earlier cans? haha.
at studioR they all go buy food and have lunch in there.
while they are having KFC, MAC, LONG JOHN.
guess what me and stella eat.....
ORANGES.>.<
damn sweet. love it. wanna bg the whole plastic bag home if could.
play whatever games inside studioR and help whenever is needed.
hmmp.
for those peeps out there who wants the pics, im soo sorry i cant give it to you today because my camera start making probs after i uploaded the party pics.
so sorry.
hmmp. i will try to post the pics 2mrw so yea.
just need to wait ya.
till den

NE fest comin up...

hows the vid?
lame? retarded? bla.. bla... bla...?
u shud check their oth related vids as well.
they are true comedians in progress. =)

ytd spent the whole night listening to discussions at grandma house.
went back home at 11pm?
den try to do chem BUT find it rather confusing sooo.... i close the book.

today got back my chem test paper.
man! im so dissapointed.
expected to just pass but in the end got 30% because alto of careless mistakes.
den the oth chem test also did very badly.
but to cheer me up, i aced my emath class test. 80%. WOOTS! proud of me.
okae now im goin over. blueks xP

recess time, i bought the usual buger and inside got one ugly weird looking insect!!! its in the bread summore!!! i dun wan to eat it anymore. switching to home food. wakakakkaaa. save money.

now class keep asking money to pay for this and that.
i goin pokai already soon.
at nite type out the eng writting process and close book.
read chem a lill bit but nothing seems to go inside my head.
i feeling that im getting skinier each day as i eat less since skul reopen!!!
omg. gotta do something.
2mrw bging class tee for a celebration wit ms lai goin away from school.
goin to miss her amath teaching technique. and having to deal with anth one. oh great.
sorry guys but i cant bg any snacks for the party 2mrw.
no time!

after skul today got the NE fest meeting thingy.
woah. today everyone full dress rehearsel.
guess what i'll be duin on that day. - HANDLING CHILDRENS
shud be fun. ^^
i wonder how the reaction of the school when i read out the annoucement.
soft?
to not-so strict?
nervous?
shaky?
well wadever it is, there is more days for improvement.
2mrw prefect meeting. need to chase ppl for letters again. HAHAX
till den.

youtube- ipod human

today woke up, immediately began to retidy up my room.
remove some furniture here and there.
throw some useless things.
mop and vacumm here and there
in the end.... TADAA. one clean, room with more space.

feel so happy with myself having my room rearranged till i went down to 883 to buy seventeen magazine and bubble tea. ^^
hard work comes with great pay. =D
tot of having tuition today but my aunt came late in the evening.
if i study at night, i will go zzzZ with her. plus i spent loads of energy cleaning up my crampy room.
so she still came with her lappie, and print some docs.
at night my bro go browse through youtube videos and found out the iPod human.
reall funny lah the video.
sure thing some/most u all seen the vid.
but for those who have not, i will continue to post the vid.
ENJOY.

stressed - desserts (get it?)

one week finishing...
so fast!
it just felt lyk three days or so only.
had 2 test today?
totally flunk both of it.
chem got lots of careless mistakes, amath really dunno how to do.
its a sad thing mr vijay doesnt teach the same way as ms lai...
been stuffing my mouth full of candies during class today.
thats why i dun really like to bg sweets to skul.
i will be addicted to it and within 30min, one roll of sweets can just dissapeared into my stomache.
CCD period talk about racial harmony thingy.
showed a video showcasing mr samsoo and ms lee as the Ong family and ms loola and mr ratish as the raja* family.
after skul go learn balloon sculpting.
with the aid of peisi and one ex interact evgian guy. fergot his name. oops. =X sry.
I KNOW HOW TO DO FLOWER, DOG and SWORD. yays!
den went to studioR, slacking.
play frisbee with mr yeo and the gang for awhile.
damn fun. xD because we are playin under the big tent, mr taufiq came and 'scold' us but he doesnt noe that mr yeo is hiding behind one of the canvas.
then when he came nearer to us, he spot mr yeo and sudd the way he speaks is so diff!
he said 'oh. since mr yeo is here playing with u all i let u all continue playing but when OM come and saw, then its all mr yeo fault. so i suggest u all play at the basketball or the volleyball court.'
somehow something like that is what he said.
so we stop playing for the meanwhile.
i go read magazine while mr yeo play UNO stacko? with the rest of them
then charmaine invite me go play the game BANG! with huiting too.
play. play. play. is what we did every friday.
den that JUNLIANG go spray my whole body with the lavender air freshener from studioR room.
I SMELLED LIKE AN OLD LADY SEH!
hate the smell.
wanted to go revenge but stamina not good.
nvm. somehow he will get it for sure.

TWEETY BIRD FACE?

today den get the chance to post. weehee^^
ytd very funny larh after class.
joined the Mr and Mrs 3AchieveCouple 2008 show with yafiq being the host after class in class.
start pairing up ppl names, den combine them to anth name which is somehow lyk the couple's children name.
lame ryte? but its fun. go to 3Achieve class blog website to find out more at my beloved links column.
den went to studioR joining the stepup program peeps fer awhile.
get a touch on guitar!
i just feel lyk learning how to play guitar.
played the game BANG! very fun and confusing as well. meet sum new ppl.
den meet the oth prefects and play frisbee. weehee. FUN FUN. i can catch but need practice on throwing.
went home at 6.30pm.

today got shuttle run.
11.5 secs. aiming for 10 actually. wanna retake if i got the chance to.
then after skul got chem practical activity - making copper() sulphate crystals.
me paired with faizah. ours is still watery but ok lah.
waiting for wed to see our ready made crystals.
ms loke commented that hao ren's crystal is perfect as he got a layer of solid copper() suphate formed covering across the solution like ice ontop of water. very nice actually.
after that straight away went to interact meeting.
lucky found them at the comp lab 2. discuss, chat, talk and then go 888plaza eat KFC.
yum yum. slacked untill 5.30pm? took some photos.

he was covering his face.

the tomato sauce xueer eats just like that!

den he was opening his face.

then janice keep poking his head.

see? qingyang was mixing a special sauce ( chesse, chilli sauce, lemon water, mayonaise).yum?

i know its damn disgusting and its not good to play with food but what to do? we are stuck there waiting for the rain to ease before goin home. we tried to play the 'chop chilli chop chilli' game, the fuzzy woozy game, the 'how many are there' game, the 'chaka game'? so yea. lame but fun. there is still a kid in each of us....

2mrw is FRIDAY! omg. so fast 1 week gone. omg. i suddenly feel the chills. oh wells.

to you my friend, its ok to say sorry. its a very good think actually. a very wise decision at times. but the aim of this word 'sorry' is to make the ppl who u are referring to to get the msg of forgiveness. once the person reply back den its done. if u keep on repeating and repeating, ppl might find it disturbing than touching. if the person doesnt rply back and keeps on silent, its ok. as long as you tried to beg for forgiveness, ur job there is done. that is the time for that person to make the decision on whether to forgive u or not.

sorry to offend you but thats just the thing. maybe i dun understand what you are feeling so just treat this as a piece of advice than a comment. cheers always yea? :D do share ur problems with me if there is. hu noes i can help. hu noes... ^^

1st exco thrashing meeting

brought brownies for the exco today.
sadly some of them didnt get bcoz they want to eat during recess but right immediately went i came up in class, idk who go take the brownie.
then that hy go up to me saying i want one! i wan one! u dun mind ryte?.
the way she says is as if she expect me to say 'no'.
she hurt ma feelings then want stepping innocent.
think lah. if i say yes wouldnt the whole situation be weird and funny?
so anyway, i give way, letting her eat.
idk lah eh i only dare to step brave inside heart but on the outside i tend to act soft.
i sometimes hate it but sometimes gratefull to have that characteristic in me.

prefect meeting as usual ok to me.
except for some comments bout the exco batch.
its normal. every batch of exco has its own probs.

today lessons went on as usual.
eating sweets in class to prevent sleeping. =X
man idk what i will be dreaming when israq nvr give me any sweets.
anw, THNx israq!
wanting to go buy sweets but tk kesempatan.
hopefully this weekend can go buy.
buy cheap cheap sweets can already.
amaths test postponed. YAY. released at 1.30pm but stay back class do work while waiting for 2.15pm coz got prefect meeting.

during prefect meeting, we trash and trash and trash.
thinking of new ways on how to improve school and also for the students to like us atleast.
discuss some normal probs that can be complicated if elaborated.
hmmp. today can say alot of slacking?
hahax. 2mrw surely no slack one.
idk why but i am lovin the LC duty coz more systematic and neat in terms of the orders.
although amin still have to know well on the system all that.
not looking forward to 2mrw as there is alot of hmwrks to hand in.
hate it but have to live with it.
ytd nvr eat rice. now then realise. its not that dun have rice. its just that i puposely one.
wakakkakaa. so now need to force myself go eat rice if not... i'll become skinny!!!!!
till den

*really miss my lappie*

*not in my room*

*was supposed to be studying but.... need a break lah eh*

i dun want to bake brownie anymore lahs. charity bazaar over already liao den summore only make my mom tired from helping me. i dun wan to burden her. den u all tot that im stingy or wad. its not dat okae. i noe u all will be thinking that way but put this into ur mind, ITS NOT. as i said the previous post, my house got one oven. this thing can be done with 2 ppl the most. and i dun need so much manpower okae! haiz. how many times must i repeat this. hy said that 'one ppl can mix everything wad...den the other help to mix all that.' yes thats true and thats wad ME AND MY MOM doing. later u all come hear then in the end i have to clean up if there is mess. i dun tink u wan to clean it up all if u have the chance to. i dun lyk to cook with ingredients spilled all over the cabinet. only my mom understands me. 3 ACHIEVE please oh please dun get the idea that i am stingy and want to take all the fame okae.... haiz. sometimes i feel lyk u all pupposely give me alot of orders but i try not to think of such things. its just that our stall sells less things and couldnt be possible that the brownie is the only main item. summore the ingredients? i just spend $30+ over all those ingredients. i dun use fake chocs okae. i used van houten and milo and cocoa essence. u all dunno wad im duin so u all most prob dun care. haiz. im really sadden by wad hy said....

so far... only one person said thank you to me for the brownies. i really appreciate it loads...

today is a good start besides the brwonie prob thingy. late coming went more smooth and efficient by mr vik's idea. glad it work but there is a need for improvements again. disscussed with mr vik today already durin DC and 2mrw, we shall see if our new plan work or fail. DC today loads of ppl. den got one guy wan to attract attention by shouting aloud. =.=' really is annoying. den i nvr give him go toilet den wan angry. siao (sorry). its just that u went to toilet for lyk bout 2times? dun tell me u have a weak bladder. '__' feel pity for them all but nth can be done. dare to eat and use handphone summore. haiz. den kena detention one more day. they took the step and there it goes. so i just be silent throughout the time. watching, observing, learning and listening. den slack in skul till 6pm where the school is almost empty which is to early for me? today no cca. poor thing. ne amazing race postponed AGAIN. wth but wad to do...

den got performance by dunno who one. its FANTASTIC. i feel lyk wan to buy their album or even worst : record it!!! LOL

2mrw anth day. hopefully its much more better than today. and as for the teachers who still didnt received ur brownies, 2MRW is the day. =D

till den....

SUNDAE - Y

take ur guess. sunset or sunrise?
quick snapshot.

today first time go madrasa alone with bus from my grandma house.
took bus 856 den de bus go around senoko area there b4 alighting at woodlands checkpoint. but sadly, theres a traffic jam there den the bus go straight ahead stopping st marsiling mrt station which is quite far to walk back so..... one round go till it reach woodlands interchange.
den took 911. need to wait for about 15min sey. i think the traffic jam is the caused.
this time, i am lucky that it stop near the checkpoint so less walk. late for about 10min but uztaz didnt matter so much.

after that went back to grandma house. den untill now still waiting to go popular shop for assement books. haiz i think we will be goin out at 5pm lah. ^.^

2mrw skul starts. sian again. have to bear for anth week. must be more attentive. last week already give way to the wrong road. hopefully this coming week doesnt. hmwrks doned except for chem and some touchup on my MT proj. brownie still havent bake yet. today whole day outside house. mom gonna nag for sure one. =D

recky at bishan park

lily flower.

bright shot.

wondering
here is ur pic sufian!!!

today me and axe meet up at 9.45am go macs for breakfast b4 go to bishan park to check out the place for the NE amazing race. wanted the rest of the excos to come BUT they all got their own events. went around, lazying around, camwhoring around. hahax. spot squirrels, big lizard and lots more nature type of stuffs. too bad didnt spot any monkey. T.T play swings - which make us more sleepy. dunno why. go one round at bishan park when finally both of us are desperate for water. lucky got petrol station opp the park. went there grab drinks and take bus home. ^^

later at nite goin to cik cipot house for tuition and sleepover at her house do hmwrk. xD her house very peaceful to do hmwrk. i got my lappie but could not be used. totally crashed. my uncle could not fix it. so yea. GONE case.

recky trip

the 7th exco batch. not all.
anth pic.
FLOWERs
on the way...akmal and xueer start i think.
den the whole gang join in.
and anth...
and anth...

PICS! - charity bazaar and recky trip

taste more lyk a choc cake den a brownie for that day. =(
mom, cik cipot, me
me scoping icecream

heart with 'love' carved inside. from interact stall.
macro shot.

class photo. (atleast i think it is)
interact stall. peisi and qy counting $$$. zihan buying things. and weisheng packing things i think?
throwing away the water pond. see yafiq's expression? he is amazed by how dirty it is.
preparing...
one, two, three, lift!

CHARITY BAZAAR week

sorry. unable to post this few days.
finally a week is about to end.
this week is really a bad luck week for me.
forgot to bg assignments, things, hmwrk, all the important stuffs.
really feel guilty.
i will try to behave much more better the next week as NE amazing race is coming up.
lets see...

monday
-YFc clash with interact.
asked mrs eng permission to be excuse as lilian chiang is coming to our meeting.
my interest in YFC is decreasing everyday.
it feels like i have nth more to do in this cca except to monitor things around.
its not lyk i am becoming lyk you-know-hu-it-is bt its just my own way of thinking.
i really dunno wad to decide.
mrs goh even want me to quit interact and be in yfc but i love interact more than yfc.
i just have to say that.
sec1 - really active
sec2 - active
sec3 - not at all
i know that i am being elected as chairman by force.
its just leadership through records.
meeting went quite well and at the end of the day we settle down and think of what price to sell for the thailand items


tuesday
-if im not wrong today we have to meet mr chan for dunno wad thing but in the end its cancelled because of the MT O levels exam.
so we exco board go recky the parks around woodlands. very fun indeed.
pics will be uploaded soon sufyan!
then we head on to cwp to get some drinks and movies.
with our school bags weighing lyk a ton, they go home leaving me to go ntuc to shop for ingredients for my brownies.
sad thing is, i lost the receipt worth about $24 but its ok. dats my family's charity ammount. xD

wednesday
- start making brownies.
i hate it when they nvr give me the proper size for the brownie pieces.
diff ppl say diff thing den when i cut using my own point of view, some of them said it looks not nice and blah blah blah. then after skul got enrichment.
den the packaging nvr give me earlier and i have to use mine for mrs tan 'express' order.
then everthing nvr confirm. drag drag drag. i have the feeling that this year charity bazaar is not goin to be ok. forgot to bg PE!!! in the end i run around field with my uni and tie and badge. so embarrasing. although mr ng nvr ask me to, i took my own initiative to do so as it is my fault of not bringing it. for today my mum help me in baking the brownie. meet her during recess to taste how the texture is. jian liang and xueer follow me. the sweetness is all there but only its dry. it was supposed to be chewy. oh well..

thursday
- today is the day where everyone in my class starts to panic. everything last min, the banner, the pool, the icepop, deco, brownies. ALL.
went sheng siong wit akmal to find extra ingredients and pakaging asap.
went back skul at aroung 5pm. wanted to asked natasha to help me but she went to tuition already.
den at home, shower, cut broenies, akmal and song teck came, give them the brownies goin to be sold and den continue packaging for pre orders. at 8pm got migraine. lack of sleep and too much thinking and worying i supposed. accidentally fall asleep at my sis bed and woke up at 5am the nest morning.

friday
-my mom woke up at 3am to help me cut the brownie. thnx mum! LOVE YOU. called tasha to help me take 5 bags of brownies and she came with airil and chinwee. there is nth much to carry already but thnx! i was supposed to go for lessons but i have to help the late comnig duty. there is so many late comers - 40 +! teacher angry, everybody angry, we all are. to put the situation more worst, there is a fire drill excercise which took lyk about 15 min or so. we got our class tee. a few dissapointments with the design. went back to stall and everything is so chaotic. our stall flooris so dirty because of the ice pops. den the salt and brownie is all over the table. clean clean clean. our stall look so plain with th deco all keep dropping onto the floor. a food stall shud de neat, attractive, and CLEAN in order to attract more customers. but looking onto the bright side, all brownies managed to be sold, th fish pond is so happening and so do the ice pops. overall aspire wins the most creative stall and interact win the most ammount of money collected. there is so many regrets but it cant be undone. we just have to improve on whenever we have the chance to.

i would like to thank all those who helped me, wanting to help me and be with me. although i nvr allow anyone to help me make the brownie. its not that i am arrogant or wad. its just that my house have only 1 oven so we no need to have alot of manpower to help bake. ltr u all will most prob feel boring coz nth to do except for waiting for the brownie to cook and cool b4 it can be cut.
and pics wil be uploaded soon!!!!

remember

i still remember the last time.

when i am in sec1.

how i wish and hope that i can be popular and many people will know me.

so i did wad i think is stupid ryte now.

folding up my skirts, fringe long, socks short, bags low, and all sorts of other things so just that i could follow trend.

hang out.

have boyfies.

cinta monyet dikatakan...

i live th havoc life.

atleast i think it was..
or was it my silly life..
then i am promoted to sec2.

being lucky that i still can maintain my academic..

that is when i realised how foolish i am..

to do all those things..

then i start to change.

to be a more silent girl and focus on my academic.

malay friends started to asked ' why seri so silent?'

but i dun care.

first day of school i did the usual thing, folding up my skirt.

but then i thought it was too short and lower it down.

those 3 days of sec1 orientation camp being a facilitatore changed me.

since that day i began to change my behavior, attitude, posture, and looks.

it was then that i figured out there is anth way to get popular and have more friends in a positive way.

i commit myself fully in ccas, joining any oppurtunities to show myself out.

public speaking, projects, leadership dutys.

and now, standing here, still fully commited in school and trying to balance my academic as well.

i get myself known to many people by joining the exco board, interact club and some oth oppurtunities as well just to make the school see who i am truly.

all those journeys i've went through thought me a very important lessons.

i know my weakness, i know my strenghts.

work on the strengths and throw away my weakness that is what i am doing.

sec3 is the schoolife i treasured most. as it is the life where i can be truly be myself.

you unknown readers must have been wondering why i wrote this.

to you my brother, if you are reading this, i hope it will open ur heart to a wider oppurtunities.

to find what you want, in a positive way, and most of all, dun let us down. learn from me, and learn from ur mistakes....

,with high hopes

your beloved sister, seri ...

STUPID COMp

a bad luck day today seh!
comp lag, NE amazing race proposal lost without trace inside thumbdrive.
so many things bothering me.
and they are all not resolved.
what to do what to do.
man!
im really really stress.
omg.
im writting crap am i.
now im simply stress so im babling all my troubles out.
interact meeting 2mrw.
yfc training 2mrw and i havent done a thing yet.
charity bazaar...
prom nite...
NE race...
MY GOD!
oh my oh my.
thin think think is all i can.
walau
cnnt der.
OMG!

WOOH.

yesterday too tired to blog.
thinking of some issues that need to be settled quick.
firstly, the NE amazing race -> COMPLETED!
secondly, charity bazaar.
what are my class selling and how our stall is going to look like?!? -> INCOMPLETE
thirdly, my brownie. -> COMPLETED BY MIDNIGHT
fourthly, homeworks -> INCOMPLETE
fifth, madrasa homeworks -> INCOMPLETE
sixth, planning for cca. -> INCOMPLETE

as you can see above, there is many INCOMPLETE words.
hmmp. need to plan my time wisely.
hahax. just got a new look on wearing tudung. hahax. indonesian style. xD
today going to spend my whole afternoon at home, baking brownie.
no tuition today.
ytd spent more than 2 hours on 2 quest. LOL
no matter how need to ask mr vijay.
i hope i undsd what he says.
till den (=

FRIDAY (:

friday is my most favourite day in the week.
why?. ofcourse i can slack alot.
can dont wry about skul work for awhile.
just now class go on as usual.
after school hang out wit the excos.

$36 dollars is spent within a day....
how such a waste is that...for a family that has an earning that barely can spare them all...
dad went home everyday to eat a meal to last his workday just to save as much money on his children's food and school items...
and now, facing problems, a child of his just spent that $36...
$36 can be used to buy necesities...
no aircon, no luxury, no holiday, no things that rich ppl may have, except family gatherings and it was lucky that we could bond to a one strong family...
when we get the xtra, we used it on our daily life needs.
but not all is met up.
$36..... on timezone... really a waste....
haiz... how i just wish that my family could have the needs we longed.
our impression could be fantastic frm the outside but deep inside we are struggling to seperate the things into needs and wants...
but we are smart. spend things budgetly but at the same time, showing the best normal impression as we cud...
a bag we cud just get for $13 at pasar malam... as long as it is beautiful and meaningful...
a watch we could just get for $10 or so. if we noe how to shop smart...
a dress, nice beautiful outing clothings, we could just get $5 if we noe how to.
wad im trying to say is, dont judge a book by its cover.
wadever u all may see on me isnt really wad u all think.
i plan my spending and plan on how to get those things.
class A immitation products is one of my choice.
we put our priority on food.
and not on branded things.
some ppl spend on branded / expensive items more than their value on food just for the sake of trends regardless whether they can afford to or not.
sometimes i wonder, how do the malay society families can afford to buy car, big house, and spent lavishly with just one person working and earning lesser than us and they can continue their lives with no burden.
is it bcoz of the braveness in taking debts?
gambling?
im not pointing anyone. i am just interpretting from these scenarios.
hmmp. i just wonder...
'mommy / daddy, i want to buy a nike original sling bag. i dun care i want it.'
'you want that? ok. nah. take my money from the wallet.'
some ppl can just ask their parents just lyk dat to get the things they wished.
i wish i cud have that.
i wonder how students with money spent on their schoolife.
through BGR?
clothes?
popularism?
showing off?
i just wonder all this things...
i just couldnt stop thinking on all this.
my bro just spent $36 bucks on timezone. it may not be much for u all but it is for me and my family.
i nvr really spent that sum of money b4 on my wants.
all of it will soon be spent up on food when hanging out wit frens.
even shoe racks my dad made it from scrap metals frm his workplace.
even a bbq grill my dad made it from scrap metals.
even the curtains in my house my mom made herself.
even my childhood clothes my grandma made for me.
even the birthday cake my mom bake specially for us..
all these things thought me important lessons....
i really appreciate it all.
i nvr take all of this as a bad matter but take it up as a good one.
being optimistic as wad ppl said.
i see on this things as unique items.
things that could not be found in shops as they were made from love..
cherish the ones that lead ur life to the fulless is all i can give as an advice to you unknown readers...

A MUST SEE VIDEO

during of our recent prefects leadership course about facilitating,
our caoach, coach ernest always have some tricks up his sleeve.
this is what he made as a forfeit during one of the games we played.
brand lose the game so he has to do a forfeit.
and this is what he does. enjoy! (:

3rd day of exco.

yes the wooing 'exco sey' still wonder around skul, around me.
if they said it in a respective way then its fine with me but some of them throw it sarcastically. i dun really like that.
mt lessons occupied with temp exercise.
its a funny thing that the teachers are not aware that the 1 whole period is meant for it.
things doesnt go as planned.
instructions are not cleared to some.
but its ok. we will do better the next time. its our first event niwae.
the nxt few lessons are okay.
mr soo(i think its spelled lyk dat) keep on 'debating' whether the ans to a phsics ws. funny ah.
then amath lesson mr feroz came into class. all of us YAY. den skali ms lai came in, replacing him.
so in the end we still have amath lessons.
tests are comming up the nxt week.
PE we only do sit and reach and an extra station for me is the standing broadjump.
sit and reach i am not that good. barely pass only. only get 34cm while standing broadjump i can get 178cm. ok ah eh..
geog lessons my class have to copy a few long answs. just copy copy copy.
then moving on to eng, continuing our compo.
then its emath, just going thru our assignment.
after it is health check!
my spec no need to say anything.
i jus cnnt see!!!
then my spine more better.
the nurse said from 3 i improved to 2. YAY.
nxt year meeting them again.
i wan those type of nurses for the nxt year hopefully.
they are kind, patient, and most of all they are young.
i appreciate them coming to our skul and looking forward in seeing them again the next year hopefully. =D
till den.

2nd day of exco status

i just cant help it. everyone tot it wrong. maybe here is the place where i can blurt things out. i know you my friend, ___ , are very kind with me de past 3 years. and if you are readin this, hopefully u can undstnd wad i feel and forgive me most of all.

To ___,
the days we spent chatting, admiring each other are now gone.
during those days i can say that i am in dilema but now im not.
those days are way diff than today.
you dun noe me well today. neither do i noe u.
i appreciate ur dedication to me during those times.
the hand written practice paper is very hard for me to forget.
the tons of letter is very hard for me to forget it too.
but now every changes, and everything is different. alot more different.
i know u see the changes in me from the last time.
if u still have feelings for me, i will just tell u to forget about it.
you are kinda romantic in my opinion the last time.
but now talking to you makes my heart feel the guilt coming back.
dats y i hardly talk to you.
i noe u kinda tell oth ppl about us last time.
all i want to say is, please forgive me in wadever wrongdoings i've done.
and just leave me....
im sry.

,seri.




2nd day of exco status just pass by today.
morn raining so no morn assembly.
NE amazing race postponed..... AGAIN... till nxt tues most prob.
classes went on as usual.
emath first lesson. kinda love how mdm tan teaches us all. xD dunno y.
then nxt physics.
mr teo is back replacing mr ____ (i dunno his name. the new phy cher i meant) and teach us.
the whole of last week i nvr study any phy so somehow blur abit during lessons.
RECESS. eat with most of the exco gang. xD force myself to eat coz after skul got cca.
then it is eng. 2 periods. GREAT!
i dunno y is start to hate eng for no reason. hahax.
but hopefully i will love it back if not, im going to fail my eng tests for sure.
then its ss.
the way ms chala teach is the correct way in teaching this type of subjects.
boring part accompanied by humour and related games.
all the whil we have been hearing and hearing and hearing non stop during ss.
im lucky to have her as my ss teacher. I LOVE IT.
nicole and yais went up and inform us about our class tee.
LOL. pink-red-yellow is the main reason for our 'feud'.
the guys seemed to love pink very much while majority loves yellow.
i wonder how they will solve the prob. =D
have to bake brownies again.
hopefully i nvr forget my measurements again.
interact meeting is fun and boring at the same time.
i think i am tired so thats why i have no mood to do anitink.
a lot of installations frm oth skuls to attend but... its not compulsory. LOL
2mrw go logistic shopping if can.
have to be prepared by nxt week.
HOMEWORKS = alot.
hahax
pushing it to last minute. i noe not good. so yea.
dats all for today. lol

ICE CREAM TEST! - get from gerald

Your result for The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test...

CHERRY GARCIA!

cherry sweet cream base with cherries and fudge chunks

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Take" The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test

TIME FLY SO FAST.

the first day of exco in status.
firstly, came at 7am in the morn in studioR.
discussing what to do during our prefect camp.
den head on with the plan.
a little bit unorganise but good for a start in my opinion.
atleast have some laughters. xD

den class starts.
ms mazlinda didnt come skul today. YES! oops. =X
den 1 period of her lesson do amath but the next lesson mr whelan came.
he's not a chinese teacher, neither a malay or indian but a man from USA~!
omg... i just love his english accent.
i pay attention to his accent dan wad he is babling about.
so yea. very funny.

after skul went to meet mr yeo, den help to file in some attendance list in all the class files.
hahax.
den go to the old prefect room to discuss about NE amazing race.
so hetic.

haiz. lucky got tym to blog. hehe.
well, have alot to talk but.... to tired..
dats all for now.

monday - holiday youth day

today overslept!!! supposed to wake up at 8.30am at least but woke up at 9.03am.

only 27min to prepare.

clean my room a little and on the comp.

janice arrived first. xD, so far she's always the first one to arrive.

next yunhui. actually she was supposed to come first budden i told her to take her tym as i woke up late.

the 3rd 'winner' is qingyang wit his vitagen and newspaper in his hand.

then came xueer who overslept way later than me. =X

contacted her so many times but no rply.. too tired lah eh...

then farizmi followed by yeeherng.

after everyone arrive, we start our discussion at my living room.

yeeherng's laughter and farizmi voice is so loud!! xD

they woke up all my bro and sis. which is a good thing so i no need to give them morning call. LOL

followed by tea break prepared by my mom.

den at around noon, my dad called my home.

den i told farizmi to pick up the phone on purpose.

i told him juz talk.

there is two phone so i take one while he took the oth one.

farizimi: hello?

dad: hello? (wondering hu is dis)

den all of us told farizmi to say something related to KFC to the person talking on the phone.

farizmi: oh hello. this is KFC delivary. may i help u sir?

dad: blah blah blah.

farizmi: oh no. today we have a very special offer (with his advertising tone and enthu) blah blah blah...

dad: *silent*

den the nxt moment my dad come standing at the door. still on the phone, farizmi look eye to eye at my dad hu is still standing at the doorway with his phone still at the ear.

i said : thats actually my dad.

then everyone in the room LOL. i laugh till my stomache pain.

farimi: SERI! omg. why you do dis to me?!? so sorry it was her idea. (saying to my dad)

me: dad, u really fall for the joke izit?

dad: no lah. i see alot of shoes outside the house so i think it cud be somebody else and not KFC delivery.

whole room LOL.

damn funny. farizmi was lyk so embarrassed and i am lyk so LOL st the sofa.

den go eat lunch at horizon.

we took more than 2hrs for our discussion. target time = 1hr actually. (O.O)

the girls in interact board...
and the boys..... doned by janice!!

at horizon farizmi keep taking video of us eating and rewinding back the clip to watch some disgusting moments. so funny! ^.^

den we go timezone! i nvr play much. no mood.

i leave early as i have to go popular and go back home straight away.

meet ching yee, celeste and boon ping at popular shopping for redcross stuffs.

they asked me whether they can borrow my pop card den i say ok.

i told them i go pay first and ltr find they all back to giv the card.

then i totally forgot!!!!

my mind just go blank!

my god...

den inside bus going home, ching yee called.

cy: hello, where are you?

me: OMG! i totally forgot! oh great.

cy:huh? oh u at where? inside buss?

me: ya! omg... im so sorry!! totally forgot. must be daydreaming all way long! so sry....

cy:oh ok. its ok. haha.

i dunno wad was i thinking man! really forgot. so sorry chingyee and celeste!!!! =/

now at home, getting prepared for 2mrw and also finishing my hmwrk.

it was fun day indeed.

youth day!!! ^^

today madrasa test results. YAY!
although i anyhow do, i manage to get all subjects pass!!! WOOTS.
sejarah islam / history of islam -> 36/50
aqidah islam / believes of islam(somehow it means lyk dat) -> 40/50
tajwid / study of pronounciation of prayers(Al-Quran) -> 25/50
=.=' coz no tym to study last min as i came back home at 12midnite after rotaract installation. LOL
arab -> 32/50
average every subjects 30+ and not 20+. not bad for a last minute revision i say.

class end and off straight to KFC.
bought the usual meal with hasanah aka hasunny.
chit chat bout things and stuffs.

after that go to my aunts place for amath tuition.
revising about coordinate geometry. understand more of the chap.
this chap i have to study slowy and nt lyk a choo choo train in class.
i mean speeding bullet. dunno why i use choo choo train. LOL >.<

heard that my aunt going to madrasa wak tanjong to see their 50th anniversary charity bazaar and meet some of their teachers.
decided to tag along just to fill in the time. heee.
go there do nthing except sightseeing and being a photographer.
damn tired. walk here walk there.
i'll let the pictures tell the story.


the mini theme park. mostly for kids only. T.T



before and after 'sculpture' of the building. the before structure is the smaller one.


see the beautiful ice cream sticks? thats how many subjects they learnt in secondary level. the one at the white part section.


the coolest thing = water rocket! dunno how dey done it but simply marvelous.

at about 5pm where everything is about to close, we set off meeting my fellow oth aunts in amk hub to take a walk.
long tym nvr see dem.
walk and walk again.
go window shopping and in the end go eat at banquet at the back of amk hub.
while we are doing that, the rest of my family head on to ECP to cycle with their bikes which hasn't been touch since the holidays.
they keep calling me, pestering me to regret of not joining them. LOL.
say things lyk:-
"the view here very nice...."
and some oth sentences which i dun bother to rmbr.
wad to do back?
hit them back ofcourse. hahax.
i said:-
"i am doing window shopping at amk hub, things here very cheap."
and more. in the end they stop. heee=D


after eating dinner go to my uncle's house see baby tiara and iman.
so cute.
noe how to throw things already. xD

den HOME. phew....

2mrw have interact board meeting at my house.
wonder if i cud wake up early onot. '_'

1st day of tuition in my life

3 days not studying, reading or doing anything bsides siting infront of the comp all day long...
alot of math topics, be it emath or amath i miss.
damn worried seh. scared a test sudd pop out without warning and i dunno how to ans a single thing.
but.....
luckily.....
i have my dearest auntie teaching me!
hahax. the word auntie = oldie is a misunderstanding for u all. lol. dun judge a person thru words i say... =X
i love her and in every means i do. hahx.
today at 4pm go her house covering the topics i missed during the week.
hahax.
everything goes thru fine....
2mrw meeting her again for amath turn. sucks at coordinate geometry.
wad to do....
today i've done nothing.
just some chit chatting wit my peeps.
i just love blogging. it helps me rember things dat i have done for the day.
it reminds me of the ramayana back in sec2.
miss it loads. wan to go act again. hahax. its fun.
the key towards learning is not just to focus but also to have fun at the same time.
2mrw religious class.
hahax. somehow rather i feel lyk im looking forward to it.
heeee(:
hope the macs breakfast is still on after class.
rarely get the chance to eat macs breakfast. lol
looking forward to 2mrw!
going off handling my cuzzie here. =D

head of admin commitee

"i know the price of success: dedication, hard work and an unremitting devotion to the things you want to see happen." - excos 07

force myself go to school today....

oh how i wish that my headache will go away!!!!! T.T

its really torturing seh.

want to go say the word of the day but....... i think i let akmal take care of it.

their performance. hahax. ok ah.

israq nvr come. = (

i miss his jokes. xD

come to school : -

aidil: hello!/ hi! .. u noe bout the formation for today's investiture ryte?

seri: ummmm. nope.

aidil: blah blah blah. understand?

seri: ummmm. yea?

blur 100% today.

but manage to sort it out.

lesson lyk no lesson.

miss alot of topics. haiz. i always fall sick at the wrong time. =/

no recess but free lunch. nasi briyani. yum!

investiture went out well. hahax.

my cuz so particular about me having no one clapping when my name is announced.

i dun care lahs. i noe those peopo out there are tired and lazy to clap.

its not that they hate me. maeb. most prob they dun even noe me! xD

nvm. she is young. when she grow to sec3 then she will noe y. =)

the shoes i wearing is so uncomfortable.

its cramping up all my big toes. haha!

akmal sweating lyk as if he jus finish showering when goin out exchanging the badges.

kendrick for me look steady although he dun noe a thing as he come last min.

sq wit his speech delivered out prefectly with his tone all dat.

and last of all, me complaining about my headache. LOL

den after that almost all the girls in the outgoing prefect board cried.

so sad. somehow can feel wad they feel.

in the end go studioR have our lunch.

then me and axe leave out early coz got camp.

but in the end i didnt go for camp coz not feeling very well.

now me here at home, sitting alone infront of the comp blogging while all of them are having fun. = (

nvm. must be optimist.

while they go for camp, i can go plan the upcoming events.

nxt week will be very busy i think.

with investiture coming up.

hahas.

EXCO.

today didnt go school again coz the giddy still havent fully recover yet.
finally after breakfast go took some panadol. now okok ah.
heard from axe that i am in the exco board and shud be in the admin comm. lol.
ok ah. can take that position.
so far i noe the head is SQ.
the vice head?
2mrw have to bg heels.
today at 4 was supposed to have the investiture rehearsel but no mood to go.
2mrw have LIT interact camp. hmmp.. juz hope that its worth it and fun.
today mostly stuck in front of the comp thinking wad to do next.
2mrw school and confirm 100% that i will be super blur.
i really really do wish that my spinning head will go away by 2mrw if not, it will be torture again for me.
miss alot of lessons so yeah. regret there is but wad to do.
2mrw after skul have to meet mr yeo they all at 3pm in cwp to go for the camp. hope it would be fun and i can get some sleep at least. try to travel as light as i cud but the only choice is my big converse bag so in the end it will still look big.
going to bg my cam.
hahax. dun care wan take pics.
till den.
cant wait to see all my buddies in skul 2mrw.
although its only 2 days, it feels lyk a year.
most prob that i do nth at home thats y i have that feeling.
oh wells. =D

IM BORED.

<-- retard face<-- sweet things my buddy bought for me as a gift from china

i want to go school today! =( but when i woke up at 10am today, my head still feels the giddiness. even till now. hmmp. feel so bored at home. i want to study! ok retard. but really! i want to go the installation! i wan to give my china buddy things! i wan submit the camp form! mc doesnt feels lyk mc. i wan go recess! oh how i miss! i wan see my freinds! i wan to talk to them! T.T haiz... dayang msg me telling me that my china buddy gave me something. totally forgot to buy for her seh. well if i wan to i cant. huhuhuuuu. =( den they set off early today. den no tym to give her. feel so bad sia. *crying* i wan go skul! i wan feel better!

i don wan to be sick!

i hate giddy!


i hate cough!


i hate sick sick sick!!!



now so bored thats why i blog. blog about my bored time here at home. move my head abit, feel the giddy already. *crying* i wan it to STOP!!!





i wonder how the interactors are doing in the installation. i wan go!!!!!





well thnx tasha and airil for passing me my hmwrk. haiz. I HATE TODAY>.<