Sunday, July 13, 2008

STUPID COMp

a bad luck day today seh!
comp lag, NE amazing race proposal lost without trace inside thumbdrive.
so many things bothering me.
and they are all not resolved.
what to do what to do.
man!
im really really stress.
omg.
im writting crap am i.
now im simply stress so im babling all my troubles out.
interact meeting 2mrw.
yfc training 2mrw and i havent done a thing yet.
charity bazaar...
prom nite...
NE race...
MY GOD!
oh my oh my.
thin think think is all i can.
walau
cnnt der.
OMG!

WOOH.



yesterday too tired to blog.
thinking of some issues that need to be settled quick.
firstly, the NE amazing race -> COMPLETED!
secondly, charity bazaar.
what are my class selling and how our stall is going to look like?!? -> INCOMPLETE
thirdly, my brownie. -> COMPLETED BY MIDNIGHT
fourthly, homeworks -> INCOMPLETE
fifth, madrasa homeworks -> INCOMPLETE
sixth, planning for cca. -> INCOMPLETE

as you can see above, there is many INCOMPLETE words.
hmmp. need to plan my time wisely.
hahax. just got a new look on wearing tudung. hahax. indonesian style. xD
today going to spend my whole afternoon at home, baking brownie.
no tuition today.
ytd spent more than 2 hours on 2 quest. LOL
no matter how need to ask mr vijay.
i hope i undsd what he says.
till den (=

Friday, July 11, 2008

FRIDAY (:

friday is my most favourite day in the week.
why?. ofcourse i can slack alot.
can dont wry about skul work for awhile.
just now class go on as usual.
after school hang out wit the excos.

$36 dollars is spent within a day....
how such a waste is that...for a family that has an earning that barely can spare them all...
dad went home everyday to eat a meal to last his workday just to save as much money on his children's food and school items...
and now, facing problems, a child of his just spent that $36...
$36 can be used to buy necesities...
no aircon, no luxury, no holiday, no things that rich ppl may have, except family gatherings and it was lucky that we could bond to a one strong family...
when we get the xtra, we used it on our daily life needs.
but not all is met up.
$36..... on timezone... really a waste....
haiz... how i just wish that my family could have the needs we longed.
our impression could be fantastic frm the outside but deep inside we are struggling to seperate the things into needs and wants...
but we are smart. spend things budgetly but at the same time, showing the best normal impression as we cud...
a bag we cud just get for $13 at pasar malam... as long as it is beautiful and meaningful...
a watch we could just get for $10 or so. if we noe how to shop smart...
a dress, nice beautiful outing clothings, we could just get $5 if we noe how to.
wad im trying to say is, dont judge a book by its cover.
wadever u all may see on me isnt really wad u all think.
i plan my spending and plan on how to get those things.
class A immitation products is one of my choice.
we put our priority on food.
and not on branded things.
some ppl spend on branded / expensive items more than their value on food just for the sake of trends regardless whether they can afford to or not.
sometimes i wonder, how do the malay society families can afford to buy car, big house, and spent lavishly with just one person working and earning lesser than us and they can continue their lives with no burden.
is it bcoz of the braveness in taking debts?
gambling?
im not pointing anyone. i am just interpretting from these scenarios.
hmmp. i just wonder...
'mommy / daddy, i want to buy a nike original sling bag. i dun care i want it.'
'you want that? ok. nah. take my money from the wallet.'
some ppl can just ask their parents just lyk dat to get the things they wished.
i wish i cud have that.
i wonder how students with money spent on their schoolife.
through BGR?
clothes?
popularism?
showing off?
i just wonder all this things...
i just couldnt stop thinking on all this.
my bro just spent $36 bucks on timezone. it may not be much for u all but it is for me and my family.
i nvr really spent that sum of money b4 on my wants.
all of it will soon be spent up on food when hanging out wit frens.
even shoe racks my dad made it from scrap metals frm his workplace.
even a bbq grill my dad made it from scrap metals.
even the curtains in my house my mom made herself.
even my childhood clothes my grandma made for me.
even the birthday cake my mom bake specially for us..
all these things thought me important lessons....
i really appreciate it all.
i nvr take all of this as a bad matter but take it up as a good one.
being optimistic as wad ppl said.
i see on this things as unique items.
things that could not be found in shops as they were made from love..
cherish the ones that lead ur life to the fulless is all i can give as an advice to you unknown readers...

Thursday, July 10, 2008

A MUST SEE VIDEO

during of our recent prefects leadership course about facilitating,
our caoach, coach ernest always have some tricks up his sleeve.
this is what he made as a forfeit during one of the games we played.
brand lose the game so he has to do a forfeit.
and this is what he does. enjoy! (:

3rd day of exco.

yes the wooing 'exco sey' still wonder around skul, around me.
if they said it in a respective way then its fine with me but some of them throw it sarcastically. i dun really like that.
mt lessons occupied with temp exercise.
its a funny thing that the teachers are not aware that the 1 whole period is meant for it.
things doesnt go as planned.
instructions are not cleared to some.
but its ok. we will do better the next time. its our first event niwae.
the nxt few lessons are okay.
mr soo(i think its spelled lyk dat) keep on 'debating' whether the ans to a phsics ws. funny ah.
then amath lesson mr feroz came into class. all of us YAY. den skali ms lai came in, replacing him.
so in the end we still have amath lessons.
tests are comming up the nxt week.
PE we only do sit and reach and an extra station for me is the standing broadjump.
sit and reach i am not that good. barely pass only. only get 34cm while standing broadjump i can get 178cm. ok ah eh..
geog lessons my class have to copy a few long answs. just copy copy copy.
then moving on to eng, continuing our compo.
then its emath, just going thru our assignment.
after it is health check!
my spec no need to say anything.
i jus cnnt see!!!
then my spine more better.
the nurse said from 3 i improved to 2. YAY.
nxt year meeting them again.
i wan those type of nurses for the nxt year hopefully.
they are kind, patient, and most of all they are young.
i appreciate them coming to our skul and looking forward in seeing them again the next year hopefully. =D
till den.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

2nd day of exco status

i just cant help it. everyone tot it wrong. maybe here is the place where i can blurt things out. i know you my friend, ___ , are very kind with me de past 3 years. and if you are readin this, hopefully u can undstnd wad i feel and forgive me most of all.

To ___,
the days we spent chatting, admiring each other are now gone.
during those days i can say that i am in dilema but now im not.
those days are way diff than today.
you dun noe me well today. neither do i noe u.
i appreciate ur dedication to me during those times.
the hand written practice paper is very hard for me to forget.
the tons of letter is very hard for me to forget it too.
but now every changes, and everything is different. alot more different.
i know u see the changes in me from the last time.
if u still have feelings for me, i will just tell u to forget about it.
you are kinda romantic in my opinion the last time.
but now talking to you makes my heart feel the guilt coming back.
dats y i hardly talk to you.
i noe u kinda tell oth ppl about us last time.
all i want to say is, please forgive me in wadever wrongdoings i've done.
and just leave me....
im sry.

,seri.




2nd day of exco status just pass by today.
morn raining so no morn assembly.
NE amazing race postponed..... AGAIN... till nxt tues most prob.
classes went on as usual.
emath first lesson. kinda love how mdm tan teaches us all. xD dunno y.
then nxt physics.
mr teo is back replacing mr ____ (i dunno his name. the new phy cher i meant) and teach us.
the whole of last week i nvr study any phy so somehow blur abit during lessons.
RECESS. eat with most of the exco gang. xD force myself to eat coz after skul got cca.
then it is eng. 2 periods. GREAT!
i dunno y is start to hate eng for no reason. hahax.
but hopefully i will love it back if not, im going to fail my eng tests for sure.
then its ss.
the way ms chala teach is the correct way in teaching this type of subjects.
boring part accompanied by humour and related games.
all the whil we have been hearing and hearing and hearing non stop during ss.
im lucky to have her as my ss teacher. I LOVE IT.
nicole and yais went up and inform us about our class tee.
LOL. pink-red-yellow is the main reason for our 'feud'.
the guys seemed to love pink very much while majority loves yellow.
i wonder how they will solve the prob. =D
have to bake brownies again.
hopefully i nvr forget my measurements again.
interact meeting is fun and boring at the same time.
i think i am tired so thats why i have no mood to do anitink.
a lot of installations frm oth skuls to attend but... its not compulsory. LOL
2mrw go logistic shopping if can.
have to be prepared by nxt week.
HOMEWORKS = alot.
hahax
pushing it to last minute. i noe not good. so yea.
dats all for today. lol

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

ICE CREAM TEST! - get from gerald

Your result for The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test...

CHERRY GARCIA!

cherry sweet cream base with cherries and fudge chunks

Awesome...you are one of my personal favs: Cherry Garcia. You fall in the middle on all measurements- sweet, wild, and unique, but not overwhelmingly so on any of those. You make a good friend, able to share your unique perspectives on things, and able to have fun without winding up in jail or something. Good job.

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