New wish

Loads of things happened this year.
with the released results of olevel and seeing their expressions, i decided that i have to buck up.

stop slacking
ask teacher.
drop to combine.
score well for science
score well for amath
do everything in my very best.
dont focus on CCAs much.
good eating habits.
dun fall sick.
chill on fri only.
cry to release stress if needed.
stop thinking bad about myself.
spend wisely.
get to school of hospitality or tourism in poly.

thats my aim to achieve this year.
wont update blog so much.
tata~

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

Its been a long time since i post in this blog.
currently have no mood to blog because there is so much work to do.
but wroughly i will say out a few activities that i had been through this holidays.
after prefects camp is interact camp.
lots of things being pointed at through the 3 days of camp.
then next is exco outing at sentosa.
damn fun.
play kabadi, chit chat here and then at the end of beach playing, we all splat christine's birthday cake to her face.
that is when the 'sand-cake' fight begun. Lol.
after the exco outing we have to focus on sec 1 orientation.
this is where the hard work comes again.
we decided not to do it last minute but we get the information on it the last minute.
so in the end, we still have to do last minute.
after days of having meetings here and there, i decided to take a break from the stress for awhile.
that is when i went johore for the first time after 4-5 years ago when i was in prim school.
the custom had changed into a more classy, high class, luxury environment.
almost like in the airport.
no more squeezy dirty custom anymore.
so i went there wit my aunt.
we go shop for school items.
we really shop till we drop.
we brought bags all that but it still wasn't enough till we have to go anth day to finish up our shopping.
that is the best shopping day ever.
bought some things on my own and ofcourse my siblings keep pestering me to buy for them some 'candies'.
lucky can get through the security.
sale eveywhere is goin on!
omg...
shop shop and SHOP is all i could think about...
hmwrks barely done.
haiz. i want a longer holiday.. xP
i still feel like i havent enjoy atleast 1 week of nothing on and nothing to worry or think about during this holidays.
everyday my mind will be on to something.
its either ccas, or homeworks!. haha.
but first week of school is only one day.
can slack huh?..
start of school = NO MORE SLACKING.
olevels coming up.
scared = not prepared

BICYCLES

for today, i had the feeling of making my old purple as my mode of transport wherever i want to go.
first stop is woodlands mart macs.
i was late as usual so i kinda speed up A LITTLE BIT.
there was this 'red woman' in front of me with her big umbrella over her head in a sunny day.
she was taking the whole pavement space and i cant even go through...
my bell didn't work so i drop my speed behind her, following her walking speed.
soon she looked behind, realise that there was a bike wanting to pass through and moved aside.
BUT
with words expressing anger murmuring out of her mouth.
i felt like i want to stop in front of her and kinda shout, 'EH! at least i slow down following you okay and not like bang onto you or something! at least show some appreciation ah or SHUT UP rather than blabbering all those hurtful words out of your big mouth!'.
but of course you readers don't think tat I'm gonna do that ryte... -.^
i ignored her of course and continue going to my destination.

second stop is national lib.
nothing wrong happens but just this feelings that i would like to express.
people looking at you, staring at you...
it leaves a sense of guilt in my heart..
wondering what I've done wrong...
but the word 'confidence' builds me up...
pushing my head up instead of looking down...
you know..
girls aged like me nowadays don't usual ride bikes going around esp lib or cwp... (at least i thought so)
but the feeling of being 'one in a million' is so great...
but it cant go on forever...

third stop is north plaza.
me and my sist want to go buy some bubble tea.
on the way home i came across this taxi who wants to go out of the carpark lot and i happened to go across him.
he stops halfway and i stop too.
he showed his 'face' which looks like he is irritated and angry.
i said sorry and move on.
i wondered, 'Does he feels that way towards every bikers?'.
'Does everyone feels like that?'

fourth stop is 888plaza.
go there wit 2 sist to eat at KFC.
nothing happens, just some people who kinda don't know which side to go to when a bike is passing through... xD

today is a great day. full of experience. it is short but theres allot to talk about.

LISTEN will you?

sympathy

"Please don't go away..."

i went to take a stroll this late evening at 888plaza and catch a drink from 7-eleven.

when i got back home, there is this cat meowing down the corridor as if she is lost.

we met eye to eye and in the end i just have to go inside house and leave the poor creature behind.

she keeps on meowing, hoping that someone would listen to her and help her out.

she's not owned by anyone i guess as she have no tag along her neck.

whatever the reasons is, she followed me.

i told my mom and she ordered me to close the door because the cat might come in.

i did what as told by my mom.

the cat continues meowing.

the meow seems diff.

it feels so sad, lost, and afraid.

nvr heard like tat before.

i feel sympathy towards the little cat.

the cute big eyes urge me to take her in but surely its a NO.

a few minutes later my mom open the door and she screams.

the cat was right in front of the door with its sad little face.

my mom is scared of fury animals and she has no choice but to shoo her away.

the cat was scared and in the end ran to hide behind my neighbour's bicycle.

all those expressions and feelings made me realise how hurtful it is to leave somebody behind just like that-harshly.

well i wish the best of luck to that poor little creature and hope it settles down and stop meowing coz its really-irritating?

P.C

i miss the sec3 batch...

prefect camp ended ytd night.

it was the fun of my life in prefect.

sleep at 3am + for both nights.

FUN.

PROM NIGHT..

Prom night is a success even though there's some hiccups.
All of those who attended dress VERY elegantly.
i didn't have time to capture any moments but deffinately i can tell that they enjoy the dance although the time is short.
to exco7th, it is a good success in the first big event. hope we can do much more better in the future events especially those events that is last minute.. xP
sorry seniors about the boring games. lol