TUESDAY

okae. now i really need some advice.
want to talk to my mom, but she wouldnt undstand.
lots of things happening and im unsure wad to do.
YFC.
INTERACT.
PREFECT.
AMATH.
haiz.
wad to do?
want to elaborate here on blog but dun have the heart to.
i think i shud approach my seniors.
who knows they know what to do.
i think thats why we are having a meeting this fri.
today is the first official mr vijay amath lesson.
now i really want ms lai back.
i have difficulties understanding the new topic he teached today.
den our amath extra lesson starts 2.30pm instead of the usual 1.30pm. =(
totally waste of time.
but looking on the bright side, he is still flexible in terms of discipline.
so yea.
today is a bad day.
hope 2mrw is a better day.
i really need to talk.
talk to someone whom i can trust.
tmrw is the first round of MCK and MCQ contest.
last min selected to represent the class but... just go for it.
JAPHETH TOOK MY $5!
better give me back 2mrw or else....
im abit cranky if someone on pupose took my $$$

MONDAY

today had lessons all the way till 1.30pm.
feel real sleepy during chem lesson.

cant believe i actually slept during chem for lyk bout a min?

first time sleeping in class.

really damn sleepy.

couldnt control my awakeness.

wanted to buy sweets but tak kesempatan.

cca after skul.

totally have no mood.

really.

feel lyk quiting. but telling myself not to.

its like i have nth more to do in this cca.

want to attend course but i also not able to.

the juniors can lyk step over my head very soon already.

feel no fun in during cca.

thats the worse part.

so today i really have no mood.

daryan said 'its never too late'

but wad shud i do?

i need to have a friend to guide me through this cca.

a friend to influence me.

but all my sec3 members loosing interest already.

and im goin to fall into it soon.

its lyk no hope in this cca.

i once have my interest.

but now its gone.

the sec3s only do admin stuffs.

want to fly on mondays also cnnt.

the sec2s are so eager to fly on that day. (which is a good thing)

want to fly on sat but got tuition.

haiz.

since the incidence where i got the BAD headache, my skills on flying CL drop.

ccas are meant to have fun.

now i see why the rest of my fellow sec3 members feel.

went home wonder of to dreamland for lyk about an hour?

then woke up do hmwrk.

but feel lyk not wanting to do so.

i tell all my feelings to him.

and kinda feel that he told mrs goh.

well its good if he does.

so the teachers noe how me and the rest of e sec3 batch feel.

if he doesnt, its fine.

atleast somebody noe it than no one.

im happy in interact.

coz its fun.

im not happy in yfc.

coz it isnt fun

im happy in prefects.

coz its fun.

the main thing is to have FUN.

but now, one FUN had gone.

SUNDAY.

well. wad did i do today.
i woke up, go religious class with only a file and a purse and as usual 30min late. HAHA
went back home, sleep.
woke up go fry some crackers. very hungry luhs. and eat it with rice. fish crackers + rice = YUM! x)
den all of them want to go pasir ris so we go ah.
went there me and my bro cycle around the mangroove swamp till we got lost but luckily we got back to our tracks.
have dinner at KFC.
wad a coincidence.
met lots of evgians!
quickly went off the place after eating.
den noe finally at home. still slacking coz i still infront of this comp.
i want to have a break on weekends. no worrying about skul stuffs.
how i wish it could last a lil longer.
and savour it.
hmmmp.
tmrw the whole cycle repeats itself again.
and then b4 we knew it, a week has passed

confuse

i really am confused.
who is that person talking about.
who?who?who?
it really puzzles me seh.
i thought it was me.
but in the end i dun tink it was me.
=/ should i go and ask that person?
if yes wad would be the consequences.
if no, i will be confuse forever.
i still think that it was anth person.
BUT.
kinda feel it was me?
or am i dreaming to far ahead.?
man. those type of post really confuse me.
hmmp. =(
hope the person tells me.
will it?

MORE PICTURES! =D

PICTURES

youth mediation seminar conduted by ministry of law

the exco have the chance to attend the talk about how to be a good mediator.
very usefull course and finally i learnt something.
otw there ms chala talk about BGR.
she just have to touch that topic. haha!
dunno lah eh. scared i will say the wrong thing and in the end KABOOM so... i just say no.
the skits are so hillarious plus the way they entertain us is good too.
its at suntec.
its peak hour when we want to go home so what do we do?
JUST SQUEEZE.
met amni over there. hahas. and met my old prim skul fren as well.
hahax.
went to horizon to get sprite float.
wakkaka.
they all sick here and there.
haiz.
if you are stressed, go eat desserts. ok lame -.-
thats all mainly for that day which is ytd. get to skip lessons.
hmmp. this week 3 days skip lessons.
haiz. miss alot.
photos will be uploaded soon! so please wait okae.

as for today, went breakfast with mr yeo and axe b4 we go meet the oth board members.
very fun. atleast i think it is so? talk here and there then finally go home.
they went lunch but i went home help my mom to prepare food for a gathering party from my dad's friend ltr in the evening. they cater my mom's food. goin to help sending the food.
after that dad drop me at admiralty station.
need to get one pair of black shoes asap. coz my oth shoe is torn. ^^
den go 7eleven to buy drink and mash potato.
at first, i pressed the mashed potatoe button then it can out BUT the gravy didnt. instead of it, it came out hot plain water... eee.
so what i do? LEAVE it. so bad of mie. but tell me, who wants to eat the potatoe plainly? unless there is no oth choice ofcourse.
so in the end i walk ALONE, slowly, with a drink on my hand from admiraly to my house.
came home, everyone is out swimming at the party except my mom.
so we have some private time 2gth. chat here and there. share problems.
it was good. wan to go swimming wit the rest of them but couldnt - no swimming suit. xD
2mrw religious class. yeah.