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RELINK!

2009-07-26T12:07:00.001+08:00

hey all! please relink me at kucipix.blogspot.com.
had some trouble with this blog.
seems that i can't change the layout.
i can't even edit the codes! coz it'll hang.
hahax.

disaster?

2009-07-14T20:31:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time.
alot of things happened, all because of one stupid small missunderstanding.
note to self: don't ever converse through sms about relationships. it only gets worst if they get the wrong impression. it's best if you talked it out.
he's really is a mystery to me.
i've just realised that i'm kinda a sensitive person.
looks like i've to be more careful and not to hurt other people's hearts in the future.
thanks to all who've been my side supporting me going through all this.

nowadays school is more to remedials, rushing to cover topics, revision, tests, lots of practices..
i hope that my english will somehow improve over this few months of hard work.

since i'm busy with shool stuffs most of the days, i don't usually have the time to blog. i'll try my best to update.

it's worst..

2009-07-08T18:04:00.002+08:00

my class did math for almost the whole day for today.
3 periods of math followed by 2hours math as a remedial.
it turns out that i had been chosen to be one of the participants for a PISA test from the MOE.
the world wants to know how singapore stands in education.
great...
now the stress i'm having turns out to be like a mountain.
hell yeah i'm getting crazier...
practices to complete.
homeworks that needs to be done asap.
oh god please help me.

i need a break..

2009-07-07T23:25:00.003+08:00

i don't have the mood to attend school today.
i just didn't had the best weekend.
althought it's a long one, i hardly treassured any because i've spent two full days helping my mom and the next day i spent time doing my hmwrk.
my mom was tired physically and i'm tired mentally. xP
my class had chem test today regarding fuels and organic chem.
luckily nat and axe reminded me about fuel..
i almost forgot about that chapter! i did some last minute revision during recess time and ran all the way back to chem class to sit for the test.
i just wished that i would pass slightly higher than average. =/
there's alot of english hmwrk that is still undone.
i'm left with those 2 thick grammar books. haiz.
i almost missed the project RL aka project REBECCA LEE + project Teach.
i'm totally clueless that there's a session about it today...
i went back home at 8pm from some urgent grocery shopping and found myself settling down doing my schoolwork by 9pm.
it's a super short day today.
hopefully 2mrw will be better.

i wanna smile more. :(

filling in the orders...

2009-07-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

i slept at 2am+ ytd night after peeling those potatoes.
actually, there's still more work undone but i felt too tired and my finger was like shaking saying "i need to rest!".
i was supposed to have tuition with brandon at 10am today but without realising, i woke up late.
still, i can't go because i need to stay home help my mom.
so.. today's activity is mostly cooking.
my part is to make 50 curry puffs and fry them.
hahax. i received my first 'pay' today. =P
for the leftovers, we bbq them at the back of my house.
luckily there's no residents complaining.
sometimes people are just so fussy.
oh! HOMEWORKS! oh dear....

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY E7CO!!

2009-07-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY E7CO!!
i was supposed to be joining them going to the outing as planned but sadly i have to stay helping my mom filling in the orders from my uncle. he ordered 50 curry puffs, 50 popiah, 50 chicken wings and 100 satays(50 chicken and the rest beef). the manpower is my mom, sisters and me. at least i'll have my first pay. :P

still, i regret in not joining them. :(
although the plans for the outing had changed last minute, it was still a fun trip!
they went playing time zone, ate at pastamania(i hope SQ didn't treat them coz if he does i'll cry as i'll be missing my 2nd chance of eating free with e7co :P) and finally watched fireworks at marina barage. :(

i'm out the whole day with my parents shopping for groceries. i just don't want to dissapoint my mom by not supporting her in starting a small bussiness. well, i guess my lucky stars was not by my side today :(.

thanks e7co for video calling me. :) i felt appreciated. i want to be there with u all badly.. nvm. next trip anyone? hahax. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

MT ORAL 2MRW!

2009-07-02T23:38:00.002+08:00

first lesson: geography
mr samsoo flooded us with lots of specimen papers all filed in a thin blue file. the thickness is much more worst than the txtbk. hmmp. hopefully it's not dejavu. he dreamt that EVG will close down due to h1n1 and it will be very chaotic for the sec4s especially as some classes haven't finished their syllabus yet.

second lesson: P.E
the whole class went through standing braod jump station for today. my score is 175cm. i think i can do much more better. it's the first p.e lesson since more than a month ago and we're jumping around the parade square like rabits on a black mat. =P

third lesson: physics
the comb science students just have to do practice paper while the pure science students learnt a new topic under mr yeo's class.

fourth lesson: eng
more focused on oral.

fifth lesson: s.s
the whole class needs to do reflection based on s.s. oh that reminds me. i haven't complete my corrections yet. nvm. it can wait. =D

HOME. SLEEP. EAT. HMWRK. COMP. BEDTIME. sianz. the usual routine of schooldays...

3rd day of 2nd semester...

2009-07-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

remedials starts next week and we the sec4s are going in and out of house to school like working hours. except for the fact that it's not working but STUDYING like mad.

1 more day to MT oral examinations. i'm kind of nervous because i haven't got the chance to practice much lately. actually it's hardly.

i stayed back in school till 5pm doing the english holiday assignments. mr chua made it a compulsory rule that everyone must complete the assignments before he can unleash the answers in litespeed. it's so tiring and i felt like sleeping in the middle of completing the compres but can't as the teacher is seating right infront of me. oh and band 5 students, please remeber that there'll oral lessons this sat, 10am.

mdm iswani didn't came to class today for almost two periods as i think she's busy with the 10th anniversary event. the sad thing is, only the sec1s got the chance to participate in the event itself while the rest of the school just wore that big-sized orange tee shirt on for the whole day.

nothing interesting happend today. in class, the entertainment is just the people seated around me. i'm lucky that i didn't have to exchange seats for this two years. hahax.
at home, i became crazy, fighting and playing with my bros and sists like a five-year-old kid. it has been a long time since i've acted like one. xP

ALL THE BEST TO ALL WHO'S TAKING THEIR RESPECTIVE ORAL EXAMS 2MRW! (:

semester 2

2009-06-30T19:48:00.003+08:00

<8 weeks left to prelims...>
1st day:
phew...
today's main focus is the AYG event, H1N1 virus, and some admin matters. that's just a half of schoolday. we spent the rest of the time studying chem. my god. i'm starting to love chem. we had science practical after school. went home after that. i felt too tired and restless for the first day of school. i still rmbred the jokes israq talked regarding the hand-washing-technique video. hahax. hillarious. okae. gotta get it out of my head.

2nd day:
mr henry not around... mr yeo also not around...
so we have only geog, mt, chem and extra amath lesson. hahax. i just noticed my temperature increased by 0.3 from morning till afternoon for the past two days. hahax. for mt lessons we had oral practice. i'm so 'lucky' that i'm the first one to go. points to take note:
- refrain from using "kami" but use "kita" instead.
- lungs = paru-paru, not paru
- sesi = what type of session is it? (ceramah, wewancara, dialog)
haiz. i need practice. but who do i have to turn to? wakakakaa.

i love the ryhthem of the song titled 'obssesed' by mariah carey! LOL <3

KABOOM!

2009-06-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

school starts..
62 more days to prelim.
102 more days to OLEVEL.
(including holidays, weekends)

today is a slack day.
my class had a new co-form teacher.
she's sweet. hahax.
half of the day spent on admin matters and the other half fully on CHEM.

i guessed 2mrw is when the hell starts.
hmmp. lets see..

i've done :
geog (point form)
10 sets of chem excluding section C
revised and practice amath
2 eng reading aloud
3 compre without summary
s.s corrections (point form)

all partly completed. haiz. i'm still in my holiday mood.
WAKE UP SERI!!!

i hope that 2mrw there'll be no remedial after class.
wanna spent time wit aunty.
miss her lots lah.
i nvr got a chance to really spent time and hang out with her.

LAST WEEK OF JUNE HOLS. 2009

2009-06-24T15:23:00.002+08:00

=( it's gonna end!
my beloved june holidays is dissappearing day by day.
i spent most of the june holidays revising and practicing amath with the help of my tuition 'teacher' and friends.
spent three days at grandma house doing hmwrk. it's so peaceful there.
actually i wanted to spent the whole week there if i could.
weird and funny things happened this month.
i'm stuck in the middle.
unsure what step should i take.
i wish i could just leave the problems behind and start a new life in sec4.
i don't know which is true and which is not.
all i know is, i have to make a choice.
let's see what fate will do to us.

JOB SHADOW DAY 3

2009-06-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

it's a super short day today.
i got lost in the city area.
i was supposed to be at tanjong pagar but somehow i missed one station so when i got back at raffles place interchange, i can't find the right train.
i approached one lady and she told me to get to city hall and there's a train opp. which will lead to tanjong pagar straight away.
it looks like i asked the wrong person. hahax.
there's two levels at raffles place interchange. i thought there's only one. =P

met rot. max.
went to our usual lunch place, Macs, and at the same time meet julia again to settle some docs.
after that we went to queenstown, to get to his workplace.
sit in there for an hour only.

thanks rot. max for givin me the layered cake as a gift for my family.
i'm looking forward to see you soon..

JOB SHADOW DAY 2

2009-06-18T20:35:00.003+08:00

more walking..
but it's all worth it..
instead of meeting 2 or more of his clients, i only managed to meet only one coz the other one is during night time therefore i can't attend.
coincidently, the client that we have to meet is rotarian Violet who loves PURPLE.
she's in a dating agency together with his husband.
AND zihan is there!!!!! hahax.

after we talk with rot. Violet and her husband, rot. Max showed me more about the city area.
at the same time he thought me some tips that is useful.

he told me that raffles city mall and raffles place is situated at two diff areas.

then he showed me the world's biggest water fountain but sadly it was under renovation.
we also went to marina barage. we have a quick look around the place and i got a clearer picture of how spore reclaims land coz that area is still under construction so i got the chance to see the bulldozers digging putting in sand and insert the pipes etc.

he then talked about first impression - why he wore formally almost all the time.
being a financial planner means you have to meet people, engage in communications all sorts of stuffs so when you are face to face with someone new who knows nothing about you, first impression - how you look counts a lot.

next is when you're out there looking for a job. the way you are dressed, your achievements, confidence, and some techniques when you're being interviewed.

he showed me this shop located at one office building if i'm not mistaken. the shop simply was ful of boxes. the deco is classic. i thought the shop was selling electronic numbers coz it was displayed outside but it isn't. max asked me what are they selling. i made a few guesses and it's all wrong. he then told me, "why don't you go and take a look inside, and ask the salesgirl." although i love shopping, i'm quite shy to ask especially if the shop doesn't fit my age group. luckily the salesgirl is nice and approached me. she said, "do you want to try the samples?". guessed what they're selling. it's CHOCOLATES. the box spelled CH-C-LATE. it was wonderful.

"asking is not harmful.." - max goh

he showed me the NUS guild. it's a place for graduates to hang out after their universities. there's restaurants, karaoke lounge, ballroom, IT room, and pub. but it's for members only.

after a few hours of sightseeing and walking, we went back to rot.Victoria's dating agency office. she will be having an interview by mediacorp so me and zh got the chance to see how they filmed. the reporter seemed prepared professionally seh. they're reporting for channel u and channel newsasia i guessed(judging by the microphones they used).

HOME.

2mrw office time - PAPERWORK! ^.^

JOB SHADOW DAY 1

2009-06-17T19:55:00.002+08:00

when i first got the info that i have to meet max at bugis, i shivered.
i really am scared going wondering around at bugis alone coz i'll easily get lost!
city area sent shivers down my spine.
but sooner or later i'll have to face it when i start working. who knows. wakakaka.

so in the end i met him at tanjong pajar.
we went to meet one of his clients at macs.
talk here and there. and me listening.
then we went to his 2nd client's office.
that's the longest chat so far i supposed.
and he touched on the topic of balikpapan, kalimantan Indonesia! hahax.

today i learned a lot of stuffs.
investments, insurans, three tallest building in city area, three bigest local bank, there's overseas bank in spore, what is shares, the thing about saving money.
a liltle bit insight about credit cards, coal industry, geography and why we have to be punctual.

hahax. and i thought i was overdressed. but i'm not.
and the back of my foot is swollen due to the heels i'm wearing.
(note to self: don't wear heels to work. it'll just be a burden for ya)

2mrw raffles place. bout 45 min journey.
hopefully no more eating macs again.
it's hard to find halal food place in the city area man!!

MOUNT KILIMANJARO

2009-06-17T19:45:00.003+08:00

my aunt left spore for six days for an overseas trip to climb a mountain.
since it's monday, i decided to meet her at the airport b4 she goes in the departure hall.
hopefully she's doing well ryte now...
her level of interest fell at the airport coz she don't know her friends that much.
i told her, " take this trip as a new experience, a work out for your body. haha. as long as you have an aim in yourself in climbing this mountain, i think you will feel the days pass by faster than you thought it would be. "

"ALL THE BEST!! YOU CAN DO IT! (="

SP POLY VISIT 2009

2009-06-17T19:31:00.002+08:00

it was a unique.
so special until it made me sick for bout two days after attending the course.
it wasn't a course actually, but rather a big competition involving a large number of schools.
my team and i spent the whole day untill 11pm at my house finishing our presentation.hahax. although we didn't pass the prelimanary round, i'm happy coz i got the chance to do my one and only group project for this year. (you know what i meant. xP)
i admit that when the results were out, we were sad and dissappointed but we got over it soon.
me and faizah start to take video clips of us being reporters for the event itself but sadly, i didn't manage to upload it due to some technical problems. (=
BUT.. there's still pictures so we're 'saved'.let the pictures tell you the story aites?

ofcourse there's more in facebook.. so check it out! (i'm nt forcing xP)

marina barage

2009-06-08T18:00:00.002+08:00

the backview is so cool!...
it doesn't feel like Singapore anymore...

this is one hot place where couples should go to!.

its a romantic, an open rooftop, grasspatch area that familys, friends, couples, whoever that wants to let time pass by...

it's located at some remoted area in Singapore where the noises from the bustling city can't be heard.

it's wonderfull..

HAHA.

SQ BIRTHDAY!!!!

2009-06-08T07:58:00.002+08:00

make your wish.. lucky you didn't a cake on your face.. xP
i had fun making it. hahax.

the plan was smooth i guessed?

he pops out of nowhere before we are prepared.

hahax.

then he gets bashed with foam.

and we made quite a mess under the void deck.

lol.

MYE RESULTS 2009

2009-05-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

bad...
i scored badly...
with just 4 months to go, i'm not sure if i can even score what i want for o levels.
i'm most worried on my amath, ss, eng and partly malay.
mr chong onced said, "Never in my 10 years teaching I experienced a student who scored less than 35% in MYE ever passed on his/her olevel amath paper."
should i take that as an encouragement or the other way round?
English...
I don't want to elaborate it more...
the expression my english teacher gave was more than enough to pull me down.
ss...
somehow there is still hope to pass.

june holidays is around the corner...
i planned to focus more towards amath.

whatever the future holds for me, i'm prepared to face the worst...

9 more days to MT Olevel aka HELL

2009-05-22T19:48:00.002+08:00

results are in.....
and KRIS WON THE TITLE!!!!
and MY RESULTS is ATROCIOUS!

although i only recieved back my malay test papers, it's already enough to pull me down...
kinda not focusing on the paper much...
well, lyk someone said, its only MYE....
gotta put in more effort on the BIG paper...

quite a few things had been happening through the three weeks of MYE.
i have been trying to fix back all diff pieces of the puzzle to get one clear picture...
well. it's not done yet. heHE..

my normal usual rountine for SUNDAYs

2009-05-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

"the night is still young..."

got a wake up call from wei yee. THNX yeah! xP

went to RP for a group study..

hahax. foucused on my math more than my ss.

urgh. i hate S.S.

this time round my family and i went to Labrador Park to chill out.

have a small picnic there b4 i play ball with my sisters.

the nature is so beautiful...

it had rained in the morning so the temperature is just nice.

not too hot and not too cold...

its a good place to shout out all my anger and whatsoever feelings i had. (^.^)

some matters...

2009-05-09T20:36:00.004+08:00

FIRSTLY, I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF THAT boy_Naz or whoever the person was SHUTUP AND STOP BOTHERING ME.... especially in my tagboard... thank you...=)

vesak day...

woke up, buy bread, made sandwitches, everyone eat, went pasir ris park then home sweet home.

i did touch on books a little. hehe.

BORING ryte?... well the most enjoying part is cooking. =)

english and mt papers. DOOM!

2009-05-09T20:18:00.003+08:00

i'm dam scared for my english papers.
all my answers were short 1-2 sentences only!
i'm not clear what one of the passage were talking about and i simply cant find enough points for summary. anyhow tikam here and there.
for paper 1 i'm scared that the mistakes i've made will repeat again.
i'm not too sure bout the format for the article and how it goes.

malay paper..... oh god.
i can't focus after something had happened.
during the paper i kept thinking bout it.
when i got back home, then i realised what the real answer was supposed to be for paper 2 bina ayat and imbuhan segment. stupid me.
i can only rely on my paper 1 then.

when school reopens, it will be math paper. WORST.
better clear as much doubts as i could by 2mrw.
ss. okae. i'm glad that i passed my SBQ test reccently but its just a BODERLINE pass.
i'm so down on myself.
gotta eat chocs!!! xP

studies

2009-05-01T14:40:00.003+08:00

"depression is taking over me...."

end of the week

2009-04-30T23:30:00.005+08:00

a card given by the three lovable teachers, Ms Chala, Mr Vik and Mr Shahril..
my sist, nurul, farhana and lastly ME!... =P

try guess which is mine... =0

YEAP!

e7co gift

2009-04-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

"i will tressure the moments we had together during the days spent... "

ITS ALL CLEAR.

2009-04-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

after i read your blog,
its really cleared now.
you've fixed the missing puzzle btw u and her.
i guessed now i've found mine.
no wonder you blocked my access to your blog.
its all a fake, a hoax to me.
she cant be with you but you want to be with her.
her heart is still with you and i guessed its the same with you.
dont accept me bcoz of sympathy my friend.
choose what your heart wants you to choose.

i've been true to you.
i really am.
but it seems that all this is again a lie.
congrats my friend.
you made me fall into this hole whereby i really felt love again but its fake.
i dont want to be the girl where you anyhow accept with and then throw it into the rubish bin when the more better one comes finding you again.
hello. i'm a human girl. i have feelings.

dont say sry to me.
i should be the one who's saying sry to you by making you tell white lies to me, faking as if you really care, trying very hard to hide the truth.
sry that you should waste the useless energy on me.
every step i take has its meaning.
i dont want to say i love you coz i know that you dont and felt like you just did that to please me.
i dont want to put your name in the blog although i wanted to coz it will make a big commotion.
haiz.. i dunno what to say.
i feel hurt. hurt by your lies, not on you loving me or not.

i guessed thats how my love relationship in secondary school.
complicated, cheated, hurt, love.
what if love doesn't exist?
i guessed life will be so plain.
life is and adventure and so do love.
the road has its smooth and rough surfaces, and so does life.
thanks for the memories.
i really appreciate it.

'The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments thatI'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
I got to be strong'
~ miley cyrus (the climb)

RP group study!!

2009-04-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

me, bran, axe and wy went for a group study at about 11AM to lets say nearly 7PM?!?!?!?!
hahax.
i should say that we ate alot and spent more on food. lol
and our food shop is always 7-eleven!
i spent $6.50.
1 drink.
1 pringles.
1 chicken honey pau.
1 kit kat.
1 mashed potato.
1 fruit cup.
i belive thats all.
hahax.
chit chat here and there.
me being a lil bit sacarstic to brand. sry yeah! couldnt control myself.
shared some laughters.
then finally went to cwp wit parents to do some grocery shopping.
and thats my sunday for this week.
hopefully the nxt weekend will be great.
got oral exams!!!! hahax.
all the best to you!!!

chocolate cornflakes <3

2009-04-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

being inspired by the chocolate cornflakes made by SQ and rach ytd night, i decided to try my own. HAHAX.
thnx for giving me something to do on my saturday! xP

what is it with you?

2009-04-21T21:26:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO TALK TO YOU STRAIGHT IN THE FACE CANS?
~tell me, do you accept me due to sympathy or from your heart?

Get lost!

2009-04-21T21:21:00.002+08:00

you said we were useless.
but that was a long time ago so i shall forget bout it.
now you seemed piss off wit us all just because of one small matter.
u think we not pissed off on u?
common lah. u cancelled it last minute, ofcourse everyone is annoyed by it.
u can complain this and that to us.
can we have the chance to hit it back on ya?
its true on what B. said, why can't you just give a whole rather than a part of it.
i want peace and be like a normal student back.
can't you give it to me?

exco investiture

2009-04-18T12:59:00.007+08:00

XUEER AND BRANDON:

" you have the longest name, but you are also one of the most mature person we've ever met. thank you for all the smackings you have given, though it's pain but it was 'fun'. hope that you personality will always stick with you."-brandon

"a leader does not fear the tide, he/she just goes along with it." - xueer

SHI QIANG:

"Refine Lady! HI =) Really wanna take this oopurtunity to tahnk you for all the steady pom pi pi admin work man! Really sry for always you and your partner to do stuff. =( hey, had fun getting to noe u, cuz you rocks! =) all the best in your studies, nvr say die! =P"

STELLA:

"......thank you for being one of the logical thinkers in Exco=) its always been cool to know you and work with you...."

CHRISTINE:

".....you are a very calm person and dont get flare up easily hence u are a gond problem solver. haha. i believe tht u and amin are the best admin comm head."

AXE:

"...all you need to know is, u're a part of me."

AMIN:

"....thanks for tahaning with my idiotic and silly attitude of mine. i have a great time working wit u. i would like to thank you and wish all the best for your o levels..."

RIDZUAN:

" thank you for your guidance and supervision in this one year."

YI LING:

for giving me those touching words and a 'hug'. lol

ZOE:

for giving me a real hug.

aND all of of you who had given me those touching moments. love you all! =)

3rd day of the BAD WEEK

2009-04-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

i'm super pissed off man.
although it seems like a small matter, it seems like a huge one for me.
i was heading to the hall during recess time to see the status of the situation in the hall.
then there was this two students came by me, saying ' Go lah! Go and stand kat staircase kau tu...'
they say in a sacarstic voice man.
my intention of passing on a good smile to them turn into an angry one.
i thought today i can have a good mood day but it turns out otherwise.
faizah said that my face looks so..... moodless something like that.
hate it.
damn it lah!
i've been thinking about alot of stuffs.
i dont want to think anymore cans for a moment can?
i want a holiday.
i've not been eating properly.
my health is at stake.
i can't have a proper sleep.
i felt like i am becoming more rude than before.
oh please god help me face all this.

BAD WEEK

2009-04-14T20:54:00.003+08:00

The feeling of stabbing the paper boxes in IT ROOM2 was superb.

I WANT TO DO IT AGAIN!! ^.-

what a bad week i have going through.

i guessed luck wasn't by my side.

it all started on monday, amath lesson.

Mr C. was giving back the amath test paper.

if i'm not wrong, half of the class scored quite badly.

i got 8.5/25.

i received a 'lecture' from him.

he ask this one particular quest which bugs me the most which is,

'Did you done any of the hmwrks i asigned to the class?'

it really made me wanna cry in front of the class.

i've beeen struggling and trying to keep up with the pace of the lessons and completing the hmwrks and he post this quest.

WTH!

after class, i spent the whole afternoon trying to complet 17D, understanding every bits and pieces with the help from somebody.

THNX LOADS MAN!

i felt like a math freak for a moment or two.

he recommend us to take private tuition.

where or where can i get the money...

the he said he has a special offer of 50 bucks for four sessions, one and a half hours long.

to my mom 50 bucks is quite alot lorh.

at home, i told my mom about his comments to me.

she didnt seemed to undsnd my current situation.

she said i wasn't spending my time wisely with the excos.

common lah.

the excos are the one who will always be there for me and help me when needed.

yes i slacked and yes i study along with them.

it only hurts me more.

after shower, locked myself in my room and cry.

i tot she didnt favour me anymore.

almost all my oth sib performed much more better than me in terms of academic and as well as sports.

then she comes in and asked me a simple quest, 'Have you eaten dinner? Better grab some food to balance your eating diet.'

she still cares for me.

i cried.

today, eng lesson.

it was supposed to be reading time.

i returned back my book last week coz it has been overdued for like alot of days already.

then Mr Ch. sudd asked everyone to take out their books.

i sneaked out to the school library wit amir and borrowed a book.

and so does a few oth classmates of mine.

the rest kena scolded and lectured by him.

along the way, Miss C. scolded me and brand on releasing the prefects late and teachers all around will be complaining on not getting their files and lesson is starting.

i sometimes wondered why we have to do the dirty job... =X

wadevers.

hate us hate us lorh!

the whole school hate us.

we students organise fun activities like the IU day, teachers also complain.

what they want?

everything academics!

Siao!

I am getting more and more short-tempered day by day.

i hate to be like this.

i need sleep.

i want to relax my mind.

i want to throw everything in the rubish bin for a moment.

i want to crush something.

am i stressed??

WEEKENDS WITH CIK CIPOT

2009-04-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

i stayed over at my aunt's house ytd.

woke up at about 5am, get myself ready and off we go to bukit timah nature reserve for a hike wit my aunt with her fellow teammates.

this june my aunt and her friends will be going to mount k...(something).

i was being invited BUT sadly there's Olevels so i can't.

we went hiking at the hill, following the biggest trail we could walk on.

then we came across the Rocky Path.

man.

that place reminds me of mount kinabalu man!

i missed mount kk alot.

after the tiring, sweaty, hot and humid journey, we went for breakfast at AL-AZHAAR.

eat one roti prata egg. =X

i feel pretty akward sitting on a big table with no one that i know so i kept quiet and text all day.

it was a good journey.

went cwp wit aunt for a quick window shopping and lunch.

at home, i pack out all my things, dump all the dirty clothes in the laundry basket, shower, get prepared and went out of house again.

this time go rp group study.

manage to undstd the amath test paper.

thanks BRANDON and XUEER for helping me.

meet my family at admiralty park, play along wit them fer awhile and now,

AT HOME FINALLY.

2mrw school... urggh!

WEEKENDS WITH CIK CIPOT

2009-04-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

FAST AND FURIOUS BEATS THE REST RACING MOVIES EVER!
~for me atleast ^.-

i visited jb ytd to watch the movie.
it was awesome. i'm speechless.
you guys and girls should watch it!.

GOOD FRIDAY

2009-04-10T21:25:00.007+08:00

GOOD FRIDAY - NOT SO GOOD AT ALL

HEY GUYS AND GIRLS. good friday is actually 'God's' friday.

its related to the history of christianity. haha.

today... hmmp. woke up as per normal school time.

went to admiralty park for a quick jog and play ball with bro and sists.

FUN! get to sweat.

then went to macs for breakfast.

wanted to grab the $2.50 meal but sadly can't coz today is public holiday.

its quite a good bargain lorh.

$2.50 for a burger and a drink.

compared to the normal meal which cost $5++, and the difference is one HASHBROWN. -.-"

go home, slack, and do ONE geog question. HAHA.

so much for my good friday i guessed.

~till the next time

2009-04-09T19:13:00.004+08:00

ITS THE END OF THE WEEK!!!

what a hetic week for me.

starting monday its like per normal but towards the middle of the week, test starts popping out.

to make it worst, they keep changing the dates which made me more confuse and do the wrong work at night.

lots of hmwrk and task haven't been completed.

and i'm lacking behind.

two weeks more to mid year.

it happened so fast.

and what i'm wanting is holidays where i can relax abit.

i know time could not wait for me but these days i feel so tired.

its the first time i fall asleep in the middle of duin amath hmwrk.

its the first time i went to sleep everytime when i got back home.

CRAZY i'm telling ya!

this week we started our tight canteen duties.

Dear EVGians,

please just follow our instruction to stay down at level 1 and not to bg up food and sweet drinks can?

you guys might thing we're a pest.

but wad we are duin is for your own good too.

if we let u guys bg sweet drinks and food up, the whole shool will be dirty, full of food wrappers and bottles.

wad about sweet drinks? wad if you accidentally spilll them?

its not easy to clean sweet drinks than plain water.

we hope u guys understand.

and there's been an increasing number on thefts during recess.

thats the main reason why we should act like this.

today i have to shout at one bunch of peopo trying to make their way through level 2.

tell me, izit so hard to stay at level 1? its not burning ryte?

we tell u guys nicely, but u didnt listen..

we tell u guys harshly, u guys will hate it....

if u have nth to do during recess, why don't you just take a stroll around the school. it surely will take out the stress in u guys esp the sec 4s!!!

well 2mrw is good friday.

got one day off from seeing the teachers.

but it's like any oth normal day for me.

planned to wake up early, sit at the nearby macs for breakfast and move on wit my hmwrks.

we shall see how..

BTW, CONGRATS TO THOSE UPCOMING EXCO MEMBERS!!

MOM

2009-04-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

Wondering...

I've just spent some quality time with my mom the whole evening, sharing life stories and chit chat with each other as if we were sisters.

she mentioned about her love life, the pain and sufferings through the relationship, how she gets engaged with my dad all sorts of stuffs.
she tells it in jokingly manner but at the same time with hope that i will learnt something from her.
my mom sure is one inspiring person.

she made me realise how hard an adult life will be.
it seems like a strategy game(online MacDonalds) like we used to play in comp. this is real.
you have to carefully plan what is ur next step.
Once you chosed it, there's no turning back.
She is a good planner i can tell.
She's tired from doing all the chores but there's nothing we can do.
She won't let me do 50% of the housework, not even 10% of it.
She just told me to tidy up my room.
Her reason:
she doesn't want her children to live the same life as she went through before.
She wants us to focus on education and don't sleep late.
She's an understanding person.
i looked through her eyes and i can tell she's sick but her will is still strong.
Its weird.
her eyes looked as if she was wearing contact lens wit blue lining around her pupil and her white part of the eyes yellow in colour with veins around.
She looks as if she hasn't slept for days but she did have a proper sleeping timing.
whatever it is, i'll pray that nth bad will happen to her and hope that everything is alright.
I LOVE HER.
muacks!

PICS~Lia camp

2009-04-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

.!I LOVE THEM ALL!. =D

Monday Blues

2009-03-30T19:28:00.002+08:00

Monday Blues

Hetic day, YES!

Today i almost used up all my brain juice.

First start of the day was seeing the number of latecomers.

Super long que outside canteen!

haiz. why oh why they have to be late...

Waste our time oni. =X

well they jog one round around the school.

it would be more stricker if Mr Vik. was around.

then it goes to GEOG.

when i arrived at class, there was only about 15 min left before the bell rings.

Therefore, test was postponed! YEAH!

Eng lessons was next on the list.

We were so kanchiong, scared that we have to do a presentation.

Skali mr Chua didn't came.

we had our free time. lol.

chem continue learning bout AIR.

after recess, that's where the brain juice were drained off too quickly.

i don't understand what the heck he was talking on hire purchase but luckily those primary school lessons flow back into mind and i somehow managed to do the exercises.

i love this topic man!

i remembered it was one of my fav topics in primary school.

love the moments.

after THREE periods of math, we went to the hall for assembly.

After school do emath, then phy reme.

Caught up with the Yfcians and then HOME.

finally!

got malay hmwrk need to rush up on and do phy.

TATA~. =)

Avoidable Blindness Dinner

2009-03-29T01:24:00.003+08:00

Avoidable Blindness Dinner at Singapore Swimming Complex

hey guys! and gurls!

spent most of the time today outside either eating or walking.

first i sent my sist to Singapore Sports School for her trAining.

sadly, the bus no. 900A is not on service during the weekends so we have to walk deep inside the champions area.

although its only at 10am, the sun was really beating down on us like it was in noon.

went to cwp where we eat macs, grab some stuffs and went home.

a few hours after reaching home, we eat macs again. -.-

then go home.

a few hours after that, i get myself prepared and off on my way to attend a dinner event which starts at 7pm and end like about 11+?

it's damn hillarious in the hall.

me and farizmi have to seperate from qing yang and wei sheng therefore we sat at the muslim table with the Yusoff Ishak students.

all of them wore school uniform and one more school even brought their blazers along.

so guess wad we wear... (^.^)

yes, its home clothes and its casual! the theme was supposed to be smart casual btw.

feel so akward. (O.O)

qing yang and farizmi only changed their uniform leaving their EVG pants and shoes on coz they immediately go to the place after the eye quiz.

the dinner was magnificent.

not only judging by the food taste but by the deco as well.

i would love it if this is a prom night event.

there is 2 evgians, leaving about 10 of them from yusoff ishak on our table.

farizmi made the first move.

then i made mine.

he broke his glass.

he leaves soot on the glass with the candles. (Earth Hour)

he rocks his chair.

he simply act like a little kiddo. (xP)

went home in a cab with felix paying the fare. (THNX felix!)

now i'm at home, still haven't touch on my hmwrks. (hmmp.)

LIA camp + side effects

2009-03-27T05:49:00.002+08:00

This is the best camp i had attended ever in my life.
This is the best camp where i LOVE my group till i have to come back from home.
HAHA.
its the last camp of the exco journey too.
Day 1:
more on ice breaking, outing.
main event was the PRISON BREAK.
my group keep getting caught by the guards for like more than 10 times?
but we still manage to do our best and go to the finish point.
coz they nvr GIVE UP.
we are physically tired, but our minds are still alive as long as we live.
after the campers slept, my fever starts to go up, vision blurred.
and i have to go home.

Day 2:
ytd slept dead until 10.
feeling slightly better, i went to school.
i missed the ICC meeting. sad.
went back to school, finding that the excos were all worn out.
they are exhausted, waiting for a bed to appear infront of them.
thus their level of patience ran low, but everyone understands.
today mostly on lectures wand watching movies.
i hope those movies and lectures make the campers learnt something.

Day 3:
the excos slelt at the parade square, with the blue mats.
in the middle of the night, it starts to rain.
that is where the funny stories begins.
most of them were half conscious when they woke up, some even sleepwalking!!!!
hillarious.
then duty starts..
we woke them up,
tired them up,
made them think,
made them run,
and simply made them act like a maniac for awhile.
HAHA.
then we played more games,
and say our final goodbye for the camp.

theseus:
i love you all!!!
i learnt something from u all, a technique in keeping warm for the water games.
hahax.
it really keep us warm.
the aim of the camp is clear,
not just to see any potential leaders of EVG but also to teach you guys that nothing is impossible and nvr give up. mind over body. if you put ur mind to it, you will achieve it.
the trustfall was really memorable.
i just can't belive u guys made me do a somersault!!!
hahax.
btw, i was laughing real mad till i cant say a word when i fall, not cry.
when i go up there, i felt the same way as you guys did too - the feeling of fear.
but i kept thinking that its goin to be fun and you guys were there for me.
well for hadi, we manage to catch him but not hold him.
sry for the aches hadi.
im glad you all had fight and won against ur ultimate enemy, which is FEAR.

EXCO:
this may be our last camp but i hope the friendship still stays together.
the camp did teach us something though.
its understanding and patience.
u guys are tired, including me.
and things starts the get real tiring and we became short-tempered.
but everyone understnds the situation and everyone play along with it.
rach and christ even made noodles for us!
hahax.
we had fun cleaning up the floors indeed.
=P

Get out!

2009-03-24T20:51:00.003+08:00

can i just erase you from my memorY?
the memories is killing me.
but at the same time it sometimes makes me calm.
but at the same time it sometimes makes me feel irritated.
but at the same time it sometimes happy.
why oh why do you have to make it so complicated?
why?
well i guessed that can't change.
the thing that is bugging me is those people around me.
they didn't know the truth.
and everytime i want to LET GO.
they made it come back.
please oh please stop.
i dont want to think about it
it will make me think
it will make me confused
there's alot more questions.
but i guessed its better to leave it unanswered.
oh when will this mess be cleared?
when will this thing ever get outta my head?
but the thing is, can it get outta my head?
hmmp.

that's just life...

2009-03-23T18:22:00.003+08:00

i feel so different...
so different till im not the usual self i was supposed to be the previous time.
lots of things are coming in... just too much..
i need time.
but there's no extra time left.
i've been crazy..
crazy till i fall sick..
crazy till im not the person whom i am supposed to be anymore.
i worried more on alot of things.
cry alot..
i hate being in this condition.
i need a break.
if not, i will break..

for you:
there is some matters in this world that people can't always get what they want.
it's not that i hate you...
or dislike you...
the thing is, i don't want to get involve in relationships anymore...
but this doesn't meant that friendship is lost.
i'm goin to miss this experience but, i have to it let go.
i don't wanna keep you waiting.
i'm sorry.

temporary closed

2009-02-13T19:23:00.003+08:00

THIS BLOG IS CLOSED TEMPORARILY DUE TO THE BUSY SCHEHULE AN O'LEVEL GIRL HAVE TO FACE THIS YEAR.

New wish

2009-01-15T23:37:00.003+08:00

Loads of things happened this year.
with the released results of olevel and seeing their expressions, i decided that i have to buck up.

stop slacking
ask teacher.
drop to combine.
score well for science
score well for amath
do everything in my very best.
dont focus on CCAs much.
good eating habits.
dun fall sick.
chill on fri only.
cry to release stress if needed.
stop thinking bad about myself.
spend wisely.
get to school of hospitality or tourism in poly.

thats my aim to achieve this year.
wont update blog so much.
tata~

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

2008-12-25T01:56:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i post in this blog.
currently have no mood to blog because there is so much work to do.
but wroughly i will say out a few activities that i had been through this holidays.
after prefects camp is interact camp.
lots of things being pointed at through the 3 days of camp.
then next is exco outing at sentosa.
damn fun.
play kabadi, chit chat here and then at the end of beach playing, we all splat christine's birthday cake to her face.
that is when the 'sand-cake' fight begun. Lol.
after the exco outing we have to focus on sec 1 orientation.
this is where the hard work comes again.
we decided not to do it last minute but we get the information on it the last minute.
so in the end, we still have to do last minute.
after days of having meetings here and there, i decided to take a break from the stress for awhile.
that is when i went johore for the first time after 4-5 years ago when i was in prim school.
the custom had changed into a more classy, high class, luxury environment.
almost like in the airport.
no more squeezy dirty custom anymore.
so i went there wit my aunt.
we go shop for school items.
we really shop till we drop.
we brought bags all that but it still wasn't enough till we have to go anth day to finish up our shopping.
that is the best shopping day ever.
bought some things on my own and ofcourse my siblings keep pestering me to buy for them some 'candies'.
lucky can get through the security.
sale eveywhere is goin on!
omg...
shop shop and SHOP is all i could think about...
hmwrks barely done.
haiz. i want a longer holiday.. xP
i still feel like i havent enjoy atleast 1 week of nothing on and nothing to worry or think about during this holidays.
everyday my mind will be on to something.
its either ccas, or homeworks!. haha.
but first week of school is only one day.
can slack huh?..
start of school = NO MORE SLACKING.
olevels coming up.
scared = not prepared

BICYCLES

2008-12-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

for today, i had the feeling of making my old purple as my mode of transport wherever i want to go.
first stop is woodlands mart macs.
i was late as usual so i kinda speed up A LITTLE BIT.
there was this 'red woman' in front of me with her big umbrella over her head in a sunny day.
she was taking the whole pavement space and i cant even go through...
my bell didn't work so i drop my speed behind her, following her walking speed.
soon she looked behind, realise that there was a bike wanting to pass through and moved aside.
BUT
with words expressing anger murmuring out of her mouth.
i felt like i want to stop in front of her and kinda shout, 'EH! at least i slow down following you okay and not like bang onto you or something! at least show some appreciation ah or SHUT UP rather than blabbering all those hurtful words out of your big mouth!'.
but of course you readers don't think tat I'm gonna do that ryte... -.^
i ignored her of course and continue going to my destination.

second stop is national lib.
nothing wrong happens but just this feelings that i would like to express.
people looking at you, staring at you...
it leaves a sense of guilt in my heart..
wondering what I've done wrong...
but the word 'confidence' builds me up...
pushing my head up instead of looking down...
you know..
girls aged like me nowadays don't usual ride bikes going around esp lib or cwp... (at least i thought so)
but the feeling of being 'one in a million' is so great...
but it cant go on forever...

third stop is north plaza.
me and my sist want to go buy some bubble tea.
on the way home i came across this taxi who wants to go out of the carpark lot and i happened to go across him.
he stops halfway and i stop too.
he showed his 'face' which looks like he is irritated and angry.
i said sorry and move on.
i wondered, 'Does he feels that way towards every bikers?'.
'Does everyone feels like that?'

fourth stop is 888plaza.
go there wit 2 sist to eat at KFC.
nothing happens, just some people who kinda don't know which side to go to when a bike is passing through... xD

today is a great day. full of experience. it is short but theres allot to talk about.

LISTEN will you?

2008-12-01T21:32:00.001+08:00

sympathy

2008-11-30T18:37:00.002+08:00

"Please don't go away..."

i went to take a stroll this late evening at 888plaza and catch a drink from 7-eleven.

when i got back home, there is this cat meowing down the corridor as if she is lost.

we met eye to eye and in the end i just have to go inside house and leave the poor creature behind.

she keeps on meowing, hoping that someone would listen to her and help her out.

she's not owned by anyone i guess as she have no tag along her neck.

whatever the reasons is, she followed me.

i told my mom and she ordered me to close the door because the cat might come in.

i did what as told by my mom.

the cat continues meowing.

the meow seems diff.

it feels so sad, lost, and afraid.

nvr heard like tat before.

i feel sympathy towards the little cat.

the cute big eyes urge me to take her in but surely its a NO.

a few minutes later my mom open the door and she screams.

the cat was right in front of the door with its sad little face.

my mom is scared of fury animals and she has no choice but to shoo her away.

the cat was scared and in the end ran to hide behind my neighbour's bicycle.

all those expressions and feelings made me realise how hurtful it is to leave somebody behind just like that-harshly.

well i wish the best of luck to that poor little creature and hope it settles down and stop meowing coz its really-irritating?

P.C

2008-11-30T16:08:00.002+08:00

i miss the sec3 batch...

prefect camp ended ytd night.

it was the fun of my life in prefect.

sleep at 3am + for both nights.

FUN.

PROM NIGHT..

2008-11-24T21:08:00.003+08:00

Prom night is a success even though there's some hiccups.
All of those who attended dress VERY elegantly.
i didn't have time to capture any moments but deffinately i can tell that they enjoy the dance although the time is short.
to exco7th, it is a good success in the first big event. hope we can do much more better in the future events especially those events that is last minute.. xP
sorry seniors about the boring games. lol

mount kinabalu expedition trip

2008-11-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

hey whoever that is reading this post. xP
im back in spore a long time ago. its just that im too busy to update my blog
previously handling Evg first prom night and now with upcoming prefect camp.
the next, interact camp.

i had made a montage last night out of the pics i've taken.
its my first time editing so dont expect the best.
its abit blur.
i'll try to redo to make it clearer if i have the time (=
ENJOY!

song used: forever(instrumental)

before kk trip

2008-11-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

i got problems with fitting all my things in.

for the day pack, i used my converse backpack and my woolen jacket just covered half the area.

then comes in the wool sweater and all the oth thick stuffs.

its amazing that all can fit in...

BUT.

it looked bloated.

and when i stuff in my day pack into my luggage back,

it occupies the whole area!

then i have anth prob which is how to squeeze in my shoe, oth clothes, and water bottle.

i rearrange quite a number of times and finally everything can be put in.

BUT.

i can't zip the bag.

wad i do?

sit on it ofcourse.

sry cik cipot on torturing ur luggage back! hee(=

and finally, everything is settled.

i am just going to bg my small sling bag into plane.

today before night falls,

spent a few hours in cwp for some last minute shopping.

on the way spot jian liang and akmal first.

then rach and stella at cold storage.

and finally jun liang who turn around to find out that it was me.

i was talking on the phone and kinda shouting as the connection has some problems.

then this guy infront of me turn around.

then he noticed it was me and i noticed that it was him.

totally didnt notice him while queing up for bubble tea... lol

at night went woodlands checkpoint area to change moneh.

then DONE.

haiz. 2mrw 6am need to be there.

hope i could catch my prayers b4 leaving out.

just picture it as climbing the stairs....

2008-11-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

one of the scenery of mount kk...

im going to get to the top...

coloured paper will be received...

just hope for the best and nth bad happens...

today will be the last time im posting before i went off spore on sun MORNING.

damn early.

6am need to be there.

whats the hush...

whatever it is, we are going to enjoy..

not packing today but 2mrw.

storytelling went okae...

try not to keep the children waiting yeah coz they feel bored. =)

mistakes are bound to happen and try not to repeat it.

i myself got mistakes.

not feeling so well during the evening...

nose feel weirdly warm than before.

went home, shower and went to grandma house to collect some stuffs for the trip.

now im left with food and underclothings...

now its 0031 following my watch.

my parents and sisters are asleep so i have the whole house to myself.

cooked egg and toast to eat at 0000 aka midnight.

feel to tired now.

hahax. but yet i dun noe why im still infront of the comp typing in this boring colour blog of mine...

heheh..

wish all the best to us going kk yea readers!!

will write soon.....

AH! passport!

2008-11-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

the beautiful colours....

just brighten up my life.....

that is what its all about...

no colours = no life

malay lesson is in the first period for today.
she greeted us with some breakfast made from yais' grandma which taste YUMMY!
thanks yo!
then she gave us sweets and gave allowance to have a break to drink water.
then she gave us treats again - prawn crackers, but i didnt took it- just dun wan to =).
then in the end she gave us anth sweet.
lol.
in the end we only did one assignment. xP
2mrw still have her lesson.

afternoon have mount kk training - the final one.
but before that i go to interact meeting first, talked about storytelling.
funny farizmi.
training just made me run up and down the home econs bloack for like 20 times?
or is it more?
i lost count anyway.

after mt kk training went back home, shower, went out again.
this time go cwp. man. tiring u noe.
discuss about prom night.
imagine that there is about 10 people attending and there is no seats around to discuss.
so what do we do?
sit on the pavement - floor.
dun wan tell the exact place.
cool seh. can enjoy the wind.
talk talk talk.
then that guy came just as soon as the meeting ends.
wakakkaaa. too bad.
the rest went dinner soon after but i went back home with one plastic bag of burger king in my hands. YUMMY again.

at home, do hmwrk, sit infront of the comp fer awhile and then sleep.
2mrw e whole cycle repeats itself - well not exactly, im referring to the hectic schehule. =)
i have a major problem with my passport!
the picture shown is when i am in primary 4?!?!
and it looked so different!!!
well laugh all u wan for those who have seen it.
okays. so my face is a lill weird but it's still cute wad.... =X jk!!! xD
i just realized that throughout the whole morning till night, i have been eating mentos sweets all along.
no oth food is in my stomach except for sweetness all around.

SCARY!
danger2. need to change eating habits.
wakakakkaaaa.

chiao! wo yao sleep!!!!

4 more days!!

2008-11-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

went shopping with my sis at cwp today.
thought of going swimming but the weather is bad so we go cwp instead.
but before that, we went to kranji this fashion shop just to have a look around.my
they are having a mega sale! 70% off!
well, that is what the posters around said.
went to winning shop to look for woolen socks but none make me satisfied to buy it so i went to coldwear.
bought 2 pairs of woolen socks for $26.
i am abit particular about socks because my toes easily catches cold.
just to be prepared.
it is going to be cold out there.
bought knee guard.
and some other things.
hahax.
then back at home slack, then do hmwrk.
2mrw got kk training.
hmmp. the last training of them all before our big day. xD

THURSDAY

2008-10-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

mt kk is just about 1 more week away!
time really fly by fast.
we start of with a wrough day. (i think so)
a teacher just shed crocodile tears. haiz.
but seriously, i dont felt guilty at all because i really open my heart to whoever who wants to teach me, regardless whether that particular person teaches in a good or bad way.
i always give chance but dont untill keterlaluan.
i know she has a good reason behind all this. =)
today slacked at StudioR.
not really slacking actually.
focus on upcoming prom night and eventually play some games at the end.

i am who i am and will always be me.
there is no need to follow people if you are confident in what you are doing yourself.
everyone has its own advantage and disadvantage in terms of physical and mentally.
that is the job of God to put whatever characteristic a person have.
i dont mind people copying me.
maybe they will feel confident in what change they have done to themeselves.
whatever it is, i feel good on myself and its up to me for making the change in myself.
some people copy others so that they can add more knowledge.
some people copy beacause they lack of comfidence in themeselves.
the thing that i wanted to point out is that I AM ME.

mt kk training at marsiling

2008-10-29T20:33:00.002+08:00

the first day of bridging programme is today.
i thought that geog class is going to be in library but it turn out otherwise.
tried my best to focus today although it seems sleepy.
i like the way mrs eng teached chem.
and ms fiza's make it more interesting.
my class went to URA trip today.
too bad i couldnt go with them.
but instead, i went to marsilling block 11 to train for mt kk.
22 storeys. 6times.
we were required to go there on our own from school.
lucky 913 bus is the long version.
the bus is full of evgians.
we were grouped. we were briefed.
and i just realised that we only left until next week to prepare ans we're off to sabah!
WOOTS!
hehe.
prom night coming up.
lots of things need to prepare.
its going to be fun for sure.
games, lucky draw, its all there so be sure not to miss it seniors!
=D

swimming fun at woodlands swimming complex

2008-10-28T21:15:00.003+08:00

prim school visit is over.
alot of lessons need to be learnt for our nxt major event.
thnx for those seniors who've sign up for the prom night 2008.
we are going to do our best to make it successful. =)

3 asp, acd and resp did a retest on chemistry today.
really dont have the mood to do retest.
but it is over anyway.

after that went home in a rush to let my mom sign the edusave form for mt kk, ran back to school to pass it to the general office and went with xueer for swimming.

we swam in the deep pool area untill being chased out by the lifeguard because we didnt know how to do a proper swim but i want to learn how to thread! thats the purpose of me going swimming. wth. hate that lifeguard. i know he want to emphasize on safety but we are learning! plus we are staying at the side of the pool always and staying at the 1.2m zone. haiz.

enough about the lifeguard for now. we then go to the medium size pool and just practice our swimming. boring but at least we get to scream and not getting shouted by that fussy lifeguard. that time i went in the deep pool with my bro and sis who doesnt even know how to swim and the lifeguard on duty allow. haiz. hate him man/!

wakaka...
lets push the feeling of hate aside and ne happy =D
tommorrow starts studying again =(
need to buck up guys!!

BBQ dinner

2008-10-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

ytd after news, my family go ECP to relax and hang out.
my aunt and uncle just came back from KL so they are pretty tired from the driving.
so in the end, after the BBQ, me, dad, and two of my bro stay up.
in the end only me stay up all the night.
dont dare to sleep coz its so humid and uncomfortable.
den the toilet stinks summore.
tissues and dirty stuffs all over the place. omg. thats survival man.
then me and my bro cycled further away from our campsite towards bedok jetty.
to our surprise, there is a group of young adults trying to scare us.
at that point of time it is at 2am?
there is one particular road that seems spooky at night but im not that sure in the morning.
planned to pass through but my bro scared so we took the oth way round.
we stay overnight there.
the morning looks heavenly.
reached home about 8am+, sleep at 9am and woke up at 4pm, surprised by jian liang's msg bout going to the movies. too tired ah.
planned to go swimming but... sleepy.
tomorrow must go!! dun want to sit in safetyboat!!! HAHa
all the best achievers in chem retest 2mrw!

MT kk trip

2008-10-27T20:13:00.002+08:00

from the briefing, mr vik said that all participants have to wear boots for hiking but in my opinion, isn't boots slippery if climbing up the slopes and uncomfortable?
hmmp. i dun wan to by boots for once in a lifetime to wear only.
my dad used normal track shoe to climb gunung ledang.
why do we have to wear boots? hahax
the packing list even says 'tracking shoe', not boots. o.o?
need confirmation please!
went cwp to get some things and also to survey some items.
in the packing list, they said need to bg 3 pairs of thick socks.
wonder why we have to bg that many.
went in the winter shop and the ones that is on sale is 2 pairs for $17.
hmmp. =/
i think its too early to think thoroughly for this trip. haha.
oh wells.

photos photos and more photos =D

2008-10-26T13:28:00.003+08:00

MT kinabalu here i come!

2008-10-26T13:28:00.002+08:00

found out that my edusave account dont have much money and my parents dun have enough money too so what we do?
sell gold. hahax.
my one and only gold.
i cannot miss this golden oppurtunity goin mt kk.
it might be my first and last.
hope can get it back nxt year.
wakkakakaa.
its limited edition.
the story behind only makes me cry.
cant be forgotten for sure..

3rd training for mt kk.

2008-10-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

today first is graduation day.
it went smooth - i think.
then go home, sleep, wake up, go to school again for exco meeting.
talk about upcoming primary school visit.
then on with KK training.
this time, we have extra to do - sprints.
did it for two times before we had the chance to do our favourite activity - climbing stairs.
words of encouragement was heard throughout the exercise.
it was good indeed.
did ok for the first 7-8 rounds and quite slack a little bit for the last few rounds.
2mrw got to wake up early go swimming at sengkang - YAY.
try ti be healthy although im thin. wakaka.
drink lots of milk and ofcourse try to get lots of protein and iron.
that is the same to you KK members as well.
do take note! =D

MOOD.

2008-10-16T22:36:00.003+08:00

YAY!
got the mood to blog again.
its been 16 days since i've stop.
wakaka.
the current progress.
hmmp. lets see.
results, some happy some sad.
whatever it is there is still chances.
my new haircut!(not really that new animore)
LOTS of comments.
whatever it is, it is still me u all are looking at and my attitude will still be the same.
lots of things to do this upcoming holiday.
i planned and i found out that i only had 3 weeks for holidays. pure holidays.
graduation day is 2mrw! hahax
all the best seniors for the O levels!
today so sian so i go out wit xueer fer awhile to grab some stuffs and books.
my class suddenly have the urge to read books.
i think they are influenced by huixia. or is it?
then go bk for dinner?
first time i felt so full eating a burger. usually i need two to pamper myself.
2mrw got kk training.
cramps is going to keep going on for sure.
then sat go swimming at sengkang. YAY. cant wait for it.
sun, maeb go buki timah hill with dad for fun.
then there goes a week.
watched kekasihku seru at tv3 just now.
show damn syiok.
shud watch it.
just now morn assembly,
MJ: assalammualaikum
me: waalaikummussalam
MJ: i see that you have a new haircut.
me: yeah. hehe.
MJ: good ryte. easy to manage.
me: yup. =)
MJ: wah. you look more thinner than before.
me: really. hahax.

hmmp. thin is thin. its easy to be fat but hard to get back to being thin.
just have to enjoy this moments of being thin before i start to be fat when i grow up. =X
oh wells. till then.

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2008-10-01T07:10:00.002+08:00

hari terakhir berbuasa pada tahun ini sudahpun lalu.
walaupun rasa hanya seperti seminggu dan bukan sebulan, banyak pekara yg kita dpt pelajari.
saya mahu ucapkan selamat hari raya kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat yang sedang membaca blog ini.
mohon maaf keatas segala dosa yang mungkin telah menyakitkan hatimu semua.
walaupun hanya satu hari diberi untuk meraikan hari yang mulia ini, dan selepas itu tiba hari yang tidak dinantikan (exams), gunakkan hari ini sepenuhnya dengan meminta maaf kepada sesiapa yang kamu temui tetapi ingat bahawa bukan hari ini sahaja yang kita semua digalakkan minta maaf. ada juga hari lain yang boleh. LOL.

to all those non-muslin out there, i too would like to ask for forgiveness for all the wrongdoings that i've done regardless whether i know the person or not.

finally, ENJOY this holiday guys b4 the stress starts!!!

DISASTER

2008-09-21T14:12:00.003+08:00

these few days or even weeks i dunt have any mood to blog.
there is simply lots of reasons.
first thing, my results.
flunk real bad. REAL bad.
failed 4. believe it or not i do fail 4.
i dun noe why im telling u all. omg.
but things are getting better.
been focusing on class real well, go group study wit them all.
hopefully i got the results that i wanted for EOY.
currently there is nth new to talk about till after EOY.
till den.

im back from OBS pulau ubin!!

2008-09-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

most fun, tiring, exhausting, irritating, akward camp so far.
day1
mainly do stock checking.
surrendering our valuables which seems like heaven being taken away from us.
then dinner, then sleep.
first night sleep on the grass.
have a rough night abit because i didnt get use to the environment yet.
start to practice rock climbing. bla bla bla.
all the belaying stuffs. thought we are goin to do the actuall rock climbing on that day but it turns out the opp.
pack for tracking.
day2
morning walk more than 1km around pulau ubin to go to another camp site.
reached there do some climbing.
all the boys have some difficulty climbing the logs but the girls... hmmmp. we tried our best =D
then track back, dinner, sleep.
day3
KAYAK time!
early in the morning learn the basic steps.
then practice capsized.
then lunch. but i puasa. cnnt eat. >.<
then learn how to rescue.
this time we go deeper to the sea to practice our capsize drill.
fun fun. very rare to get feet not touching the ground. xD
then off we go to a campsite.
almost kayak half the perimeter of pulau ubin with a storm in the middle of our trip.
then at night it continue raining.
i am shivering lyk nobody's bussiness.
sleep in the tent but wet.
so our dear christine pour some prickly powder all over the side of the tent.
den we sleep. shiver here shiver there. rocking axe and christine out.
day4
happy that the cold day is over.
kayak back to our original campsite but this time go thru a diff route.
we go through the island by kayaking through the rivers and streams.
lots of things learnt seh.
have a nice shower then dinner then sleep.
day5
stock checking again.
clean here and there.
some souvenier shopping..
too bad didnt bg any $$$.
thnx to those who help me pay the shirt (christine) and paying the lost items (siddiq).
will pay back asap.
back in singapore feel so diff!
like dunno the place at all.
hahax.
then saturday came.
woke up at 3pm. latest so far in my life.
then go grandma house.
eat there.
hang out in that place till 1+.
sunday came.
sufian greeted me with a call inviting me go lib finish up hmwrk.
xD
and thats al for my holidays.
want it longer please.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

2008-08-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

went school with my exco LIFEGUARD shirt today.

spent hours ytd nite to finish it.

and found out that the rest of them still haven't finish their shirt this morning.

man. i nvr hand it loads of due hmwrk.

doom liao. so tired to do.

do every ex excos felt this when they first become one last year? =/

dressed simply today. hahax.

then the concert came.

LOVE the magic show.

i think most ppl like the 'pushing the sword into the throat' scene.

still wondering how he do.

sometimes it may be a trick of the eye. who knows.

but he's good.

nice work rozaihan and team for performing a song.

the words are very meaningful.

today is abit unfair for my class as they didn't know that models are supposed to go to the elimination round after morning assembly today.

they dressed up so pretty already. im pretty confident that my class can get a chance to win if they qualify to the finals.

but what is done is cant be reverse.

after concert and after dismissing all of the students off, went cwp with bran, axe, SQ, JianL, JunL, mal and SOTONg(^^)

eat lunch and walk around go find some things for our obs camp.

after 3hrs of walking here and there, i only bought two things.

then come home my mom 'tease-scold' me for going out with only my underwear(she is referring to my shorts as she is quite abit particular about it) LOL.

thought of going to visit my prim school but no mood plus i am not in school uni anyway.

2mrw planned to go beach road to find some camp items.

currently down with block nose, sore throat and ulcer attack!

got 2 ulcers below my tongue and one Above my tongue.

all happen after i got back home.

it is so pain! need to chew SLOWLY. hahax.

lastly, I WISH ALL THOSE STUDENTS GOING MELBOURNE A SAFE AND FUN TRIP yea?

eve of teachers day and be yourself day

2008-08-29T00:07:00.003+08:00

my god. just finish doodling on my white plain shirt going to be worn 2mrw morning.
and its like 1208am already?
finally the week of soo many cramping test is over.
the results? fail fail and fail. no hope liao.
this few days have been goin back home real late because of teachers day.
but plan failed.
so we came up with a new plan.
exhausted YES.
today the most exhausted ah.
what to do niwae.
hmmp. for today after school go cwp with 3 achieve girls, go find clothes.
den i leave early to go back school to continue wit prefect.
2mrw still got lessons. sians.
evryone in my class will be wearing formal wear except for me and akmal(i think) coz both of us have to wear LIFEGUARD outfit.
wad i initially thought was that since we are goin for lessons in class, why not we wear the class theme outfit.
den when its time for the concert, we will change into lifeguard.
but then i think again, it will be very very troublesome.
plus we spend all our hard work to decorate the shirt ourselves than printing it.
so we just wear it for the whole day 2mrw.
after we get out of school, some of us went to woodlands mart.
we chose to walk through woodlands circle park with axe with the guys following the same route while they going home.
very funny yet so spooky happened.
akmal was blabering about friday night and how important it is to the muslims.
when we sudd heard dogs barking real loud as if the dog saw something.
den akmal said dogs are one of the animals who can sense GHOST.
that time we all are like happy happy joking here and there.
i said ah in a funny tone. "IF I SPOT ONE, THE MOST I COULD DO IS SCREAM AND FAINT. NOTHING SERIOUS WAD. JUST DONT THINK ABOUT IT LORH."
then everyone start laughing especially SQ.
then while we walking through the track with the headlights on above us WITH the noisy bark of the dog from dun noe where, one of the headlights went off right immediately when we walk through it.
then everyone stunned, laugh, serious, SCARED?. then the boys went seperate ways to their home and me and axe continue our destination to woodlands mart.
funnny sia. we were laughing when the thing happened. SHOCKED?
thats all for today despite the failures from test receives.
T.T

interact installation

2008-08-26T17:08:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time since i nvr post?
didnt have time to regularly update my blog.
last sat we had our 7th batch interact installation.
almost everything i can say is being doned last minute but we manage to pull it through though.!
way the go guys!
we stayed up till late at night just to finish up things with the guide of ms lee and mr yeo.
yeah. damn fun.
our dance skit is even more funnier!
we only have one day of practice and we manage to reach till so far.
really amazed with you board members on managing to pull it through the week. ^^
and the stockings omg.
so dont fit my skin colour tone at all!
so fair!
but anws, i am really happy on dat day.
get the chance to see ms lai!!! hahax.
she is so pretty with the white dress.
then bla bla bla.

currently having loads of test almost everyday.
many test and many upcoming events going on.
so stress sia.
its not really fair u noe.
its like the school wants to make the students participate in the upcoming events but they themeselves never give leave for us students who have been cracking our brains just to pass a test. wth ah.
been noticing that i am flunking in amath and chem. T.T
oh god. please dun let this continue.
my amath common test results already like _____ because i dun undstd.
followed by chem where i always have doubts.
im a slow learner sometimes.
teacher go through work so fast.
for eg, just now amath cher is going through the questions then i was about to undstd that particular question when he go to the nxt question. haiz.
need to buck up on EOY.
plus interact have projects.
the excos thingy dunnoe wad.
so many problems.
then yfc stock list havent done yet.
hmmp.
its like im focus on ccas rather than on studies.
but if i dun have fun this year in secondary school, when can i have the nxt chance?
..... really depressed.
weekend like no weekend.
the only day i can rest is saturday and that is if i dun have any school programmes on that day.
if nt, whole week no rest.
sunday have to start hmwrk.
been raining this past few days...
very cold....
been fasting this past few days.
no choice...lots of challenges faced but have to get use to it...
thats all till now.

I LOVE TODAY.

2008-08-20T22:29:00.004+08:00

today ss retest.
yea! first time writting with no worries (well, atleast i think it is so) HAHAX.
after school got the mind mapping class.
seriously, i find nth good about this course except for the good techinique of rmbring things they thought for today.
but sadly, we have to go out early coz got the emcee king and queen contest.
the contest went well... and im being super super lame!
i really have no mood.
but in the end hit 2nd.
its not really a real competition as the upper sec girls only have 3 so yea.
each one of us surely get one of the medals.
although i won, im not in the MC as i got oth job to do.
brandon hit pretty well.
admire his braveness. =)
after skul go eat KFC with xueer, peisi, and shiyu.
talk bout interact stuffs all that.
A FEW MORE DAYS!!!!
then my whole family come down KFC.
didnt realise that they coming when suddenly notice someone playing wit my pony tail.
tot it was hu seh when sudd its my dad! hahax.
shiyu: ur dad ah?
seri: huh? oh yea.
shiyu: ur whole family ah?! (as my bro enter the restaurant)
dad: yea her whole family. (in a joky funny tone)
the everyone 'laugh'.
the otw back home, my parents go ntuc while me and my siblings went home.
thought i had the key in my bag but actually i nvr bg my phone( which has the key attached) so we are kinda stuck outside our own house!
my neighbour keep peeping on us, wondering why we are standing out there wondering around.
b4 that i bought hair pins.
when sudd my bro had an idea - PICKLOcKING
since there was nth else to do, and i couldnt contact my dad, i gave him like about four pins?
AND HE ACTUALLY DID MANAGE TO UNLOCK THE FIRST LOCK! MY GOD. i didnt noe he cud do that. LOL
my door lock needs two turns to unlock the door and he manage to unlock the first turn!
with the help of my nail clipper ofcourse(do take note that the lock is not 'bashed' up or being spoilt by us :D)
he was about to finish turning the 2nd one when my parents came back.
mom:' tkder keje eh korang nie. tu lah. tanyer banyak kali ader kunci ker tk ckp ader."
translation: ' u all really dont have any oth work to do izit. see lah. asked many times have key or
not but u say have."
we all just laugh.
man! pickloking is so fun!
didnt know he could do such stuffs.
all from youtube i think. xP

AMATH common test

2008-08-19T20:21:00.004+08:00

yo yo yo yoo.... -.O
have MT oral practice with mr imran durin MT lesson.
i dunno why but i love having oral.
i think its becaude we can slack and there is not much need to revise or wadsoever?
it depends on some.
continue to fast today.
morning woke up, reread brandon's msg sent the previous night then forward to like 10 prefects at 5am?
hahax. sry if i trouble some of u guys and girls on waking u up early in the morn xD.
thought it was urgent but in the end the plan is cancelled. =/
then after school have amath common test.
thats the worst.
thought of asking mr vijay some last minute lessons but in the end he didn't came to school.
bleahs. =P
just go along with the test, discovering that i took 30 min just to cover 3 questions. then i fasten my speed and too bad, i did not managed to complete the last question.
arghh.
hu the heck cares niwae.
i dont even know how to do the question.
after the test i head on to interact.
less than 10 ppl came!!! no mood to do anything liao. =X
the teru teru bozu looks so super duper scary. (some)
i suggest some lucky draw event related to that item BUt dunno whether want it to be carried out or not.
oh ya. AIDIL! I NEED NE MEMBERS ASAP.
few more days till installation.
somehow i think that we are goin to do super last minute one.
thought of goin see audition but see alot of sec4s.
thought of cathing dayang's team but.... dunno where she is.
so hang out at detention class with the other peeps.
being hyper and laughing over lame things.
sometimes lame things makes the best joke.(at times)
go home, shower, break-fast(only eaten tapioca. hahax!) den slack infront of the comp.
need to do ss revision now.
xD
evryday study2. getting more sians. like looking forward for weekends rather than weekdays unlike last time. =(
then suddenly got one icrecream girl seller come to my house selling ice cream.
they commented that my dad looks like a teacher. (o.o)?! tell me? im begging u.
whatever it is, another day just gone...

MONDAY BLUES

2008-08-18T20:33:00.002+08:00

today mr yeo didnt come - so no physics SPA lesson
and so the 2hr worth of physics fun is replaced by physics THEORY.
but the good news is, on thurs, where there is a 2 period phy lesson, is physics SPA. ^^
start fasting today.
so far so good coz im used of not eating rice for more than 2 days already except for SOME who keeps disturbing me.
its not that i dont have the rice, its just that i dont have the mood!
i really dont know whats up in myself.
looking at my legs, its so skinny that i think it can break anytime even with a slight fall.
whatevers lahs. ok. back to topic on today.
so we have the lessons......(skipping the boring part).....
den have cca!
want to go the visit to Sembawang airbase but got OBS camp. =(
den left trip to murai camp - dunno what is that - will find out soon. =D
tried to fly the 2nd time after my 'incidence' but received a massive headache just after flying a few rounds.
what is happening to me???? =( cnnt enjoy flying 50 laps anymore.....
then at home, finally get the chance to it.
that time summore i feel like eating only pears but force myself to eat rice. haiz. so i eat slowly, munching down the food and savouring it.
den now type type type..
and after this, have to study for amath common test 2mrw.
WTH. test test test.
paradise is coming soon after its over atleast... xD

SWIMMING FUN

2008-08-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

ytd have a fun day indeed!!!
have interact meeting in the morning.
come school with only black pants and slippers - ofcourse with evg pe shirt.
but feel so akward. wakaka. skirt in washing machine.
left at 10am, meet my sisters and go meet my aunt at sembawang mrt station.
choo choo... "next stop, YIO CHU KANG"
so we go yio chu kang swimming complex.
i look so skinny in the swimming suit!!!
wear black turtle neck long sleeve shirt and 3/4 tights.
totally weird. - well atleast its all covered.
hmmp. went it the pool for awhile.
den RAIN. >.<
den my sisters all keep praying, hoping the rain would stop as this is the 2nd time they had been into a swimming complex and they are over excited.
well it actually stop and we go in back, swimming in the pool non stop for like about 2hrs?
real fun ah.
we still want to BREAK our common RECORD staying in sea/pool for 5hrs but failed as it rains again.
but this time, we stopped and change back to our dry clothes b4 heading cwp to grab some waffles and bubble tea and go home.
overall rating for ytd = 100000 stars =X
we hardly get the chance to go in pool so yea.
happy happy us.

as for today....
madrasa time.
got IQRA test today!!!!
then i nvr practice.
asked my friend the last week got any test as i nvr attend class the last week coz i overslept =X but they say NO.
my god. all lyk rojak ah.
well. its over - thats a relief.
and UPCOMING COMMON TEST IS NEAR!!!
tsk. tsk.
today emergency went to xueer's house to complete the interact booklet(i think its pamplet-whats the different?=D)
then buy crackers, and seventeen magazine. (still can enjoy when exam is around the corner summore!)
at home, shower, chill at sofa, then down here in front of the comp typing and preparing the duty list for YFC.
oh wells.
thats all for this memorable weekend.
goin to miss it loads.
INTERACT INSTALLATION COMING SOON!!!!! be prepare guys!!

FRIDAY

2008-08-15T20:05:00.002+08:00

today is friday.
miss emath lessons.
all i know is that ms tan just go through the math class test paper.
and nothing more else.
after that move on to chem.
dont understand what ms loke is saying at first but towards the end of class, manage to understanf though.
then came P.E .
have fun playing volley.
but not sure of my other team members today.
after P.E is amath.
omg.
hell man.
i just do anyhow, answering the questions without confidence in getting it correct.
whatever it is, its over.
then after recess meet mr chan wit the other fellow exco members.
TALK TALK TALK. then 1pm already.
woah.
then go back home while waiting for the aspire students to finish their remedial before starting to test out something but eventually, they have tested it before i came back school.
so in the end i slack in studioR the whole day leaving school only when the school bell rings..
funny and unexpected things happen in StudioR.
very funny larhs.
2mrw got interact meeting and after that, go SWIMMING.
YAY. and my sis are getting too irritating in 2mrw swimming trip.

LONG TIME NO BLOG

2008-08-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

woah. its been like a week i think i didnt blog.
hahx. very tired lahs.
lots of test here and there.
finally another week almost gone.
2mrw is FRIDAY.
omg.
its soooo FAST.
today go to yafiq's house do proj.
oya. and somebody broke an antique artefact. =X
poor him. got 2 cuts! hope its not that deep.
we quickly do finish and went home.
at home SLACK.
go internet search how to fix a rubik.
wondering why so many ppl love to play it.
now only manage to cover one side of the cube.
2mrw got amath test and i forgot to give israq back the notes!
im sorry is!!!!
so to be fair, i wont study too BUT will start studying it KANCHONG style in the morn.
everything last min.
INSTALLATION IS COMING NEXT WEEK PEEPs. (interactors)
TEACHERS DAY IS COMING.
BE YOURSELF DAY IS COMING.
currently facing problems.
nvm. must try to be optimist at some times.
sec3 only chance to have all the fun we can b4 the hell begins nxt year.
till den.
going to take shower. FEEL SO HUMID!!!

SINGAPORE NDP

2008-08-09T18:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

hahax.
morning woke up and my dad just came home with fresh ubi picked from the jungle area beside view road hospital and some breakfast.
some - i think most would know that place.
den halfway eating nasi lemak for breakfast. erhem.
xueer called say want to meet or not.
to send interact letters.
hahax.
meet axe, qy and yeeherng.
eat, write address all dat in LJS.
den suddenly one old lady in a wheelchair came up to me personally asking me to change a bag full of 5 cents coints to notes from the counter there.
so... i did as wad is told.
den she lyk no unhappy of the cashier lyk dat. wth.
atleast i do some good okae. better than ignoring her.
den after posting those letters, we all accompany yeeherng buy shoe.
man, he really took 1hr to choose an appropriate shoe.
almost all he wan dun have his size. xP
bad luck lah ehs.
met regina, samuel, muhaimin and azimi.
they all want to go celebrate jun kun's bd.
muhaimin invite me but i dun have money to go inside seoul garden to eat summore no $$ to buy present.
anw, i feel so akward and dun have the sense of belonging if wan go wit them.
so yea, i just wish him happy bd.
so sry.
go home, watch tv den blog.
den watch tv again - the ndp ceremony at marina bay.
thinking of goin overnite at my aunt house ltr at nite.
thats for today hahs.

080808 NDParade

2008-08-09T18:07:00.002+08:00

today, i mean ytd, is a very short, plain day.
went up to hall rehearse and the show goes on.
nthing beautiful or nice for our skul national day celebration.
while we prefects are stuck in the hall, i heard from 3 achieve that they are having fun in class!!! T.T
so the parade went well...
with the cadets marching....
then go up hall to see performance and some talking and some sing along sesion.
the sing along sesion was - crap.
the whole seating plan is ~.
so we anyhow seat.
its over thank god.
we had some meeting (exco to ex exco).
funny stories yet serious cases.
shall not elaborate more further on that.
anyways,
went to 888plaza buy KFC after that.
after being stuck outside home for about 30min(coz no one in house and i dunno where is the key!) , i ate, shower, changed and went out house again!
go bowling wit sq, rach, jun, sufyan, siddiq, and my sist.
fUN! i slipped and fell. - embarrasing moment. dun wan tok about it ^^
den went northpoint.
everyone seperate from there.
me and my sist ate macs then walk2 around admiralty pasar malam there and the shops around mrt station as well.
walk for 2 hrs straight liao!.
so tired.
den den go buy drink, have a seat and rest for about 15 min?
den go home slowly from admiralty mrt station to our house.
damn tired and pain!
den dad keep calling me, asking where am i, what time go home, and bla bla bla.
total about 5 times he called throughout the day.
so in the end, bought my mickey bag, toothbrush =X, drinks, sweets.
went home - watch olympic opening ceremony then SLEEP!
sadly no pics for today. T.T

EMCEEking & EMCEEqueen

2008-08-06T20:46:00.003+08:00

today at school nothing much happened.
got back physics results - just passed.
then got MC king and queen contest round 1.
manage to go through it.
nxt week 2nd round.
i talk crap alot.
and narimah is super hyper! woots.
today is my bro bd!
buy pizza to celebrate.
HAHAX.
2mrw got ndp performance rehearsel.
totally dunno wad to do.
then on fri go bowling.
just for fun.
lol
no mood to blog for today.
the first time.
XD
till den

TUESDAY

2008-08-05T19:33:00.002+08:00

okae. now i really need some advice.
want to talk to my mom, but she wouldnt undstand.
lots of things happening and im unsure wad to do.
YFC.
INTERACT.
PREFECT.
AMATH.
haiz.
wad to do?
want to elaborate here on blog but dun have the heart to.
i think i shud approach my seniors.
who knows they know what to do.
i think thats why we are having a meeting this fri.
today is the first official mr vijay amath lesson.
now i really want ms lai back.
i have difficulties understanding the new topic he teached today.
den our amath extra lesson starts 2.30pm instead of the usual 1.30pm. =(
totally waste of time.
but looking on the bright side, he is still flexible in terms of discipline.
so yea.
today is a bad day.
hope 2mrw is a better day.
i really need to talk.
talk to someone whom i can trust.
tmrw is the first round of MCK and MCQ contest.
last min selected to represent the class but... just go for it.
JAPHETH TOOK MY $5!
better give me back 2mrw or else....
im abit cranky if someone on pupose took my $$$

MONDAY

2008-08-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

today had lessons all the way till 1.30pm.
feel real sleepy during chem lesson.

cant believe i actually slept during chem for lyk bout a min?

first time sleeping in class.

really damn sleepy.

couldnt control my awakeness.

wanted to buy sweets but tak kesempatan.

cca after skul.

totally have no mood.

really.

feel lyk quiting. but telling myself not to.

its like i have nth more to do in this cca.

want to attend course but i also not able to.

the juniors can lyk step over my head very soon already.

feel no fun in during cca.

thats the worse part.

so today i really have no mood.

daryan said 'its never too late'

but wad shud i do?

i need to have a friend to guide me through this cca.

a friend to influence me.

but all my sec3 members loosing interest already.

and im goin to fall into it soon.

its lyk no hope in this cca.

i once have my interest.

but now its gone.

the sec3s only do admin stuffs.

want to fly on mondays also cnnt.

the sec2s are so eager to fly on that day. (which is a good thing)

want to fly on sat but got tuition.

haiz.

since the incidence where i got the BAD headache, my skills on flying CL drop.

ccas are meant to have fun.

now i see why the rest of my fellow sec3 members feel.

went home wonder of to dreamland for lyk about an hour?

then woke up do hmwrk.

but feel lyk not wanting to do so.

i tell all my feelings to him.

and kinda feel that he told mrs goh.

well its good if he does.

so the teachers noe how me and the rest of e sec3 batch feel.

if he doesnt, its fine.

atleast somebody noe it than no one.

im happy in interact.

coz its fun.

im not happy in yfc.

coz it isnt fun

im happy in prefects.

coz its fun.

the main thing is to have FUN.

but now, one FUN had gone.

SUNDAY.

2008-08-03T21:52:00.005+08:00

well. wad did i do today.
i woke up, go religious class with only a file and a purse and as usual 30min late. HAHA
went back home, sleep.
woke up go fry some crackers. very hungry luhs. and eat it with rice. fish crackers + rice = YUM! x)
den all of them want to go pasir ris so we go ah.
went there me and my bro cycle around the mangroove swamp till we got lost but luckily we got back to our tracks.
have dinner at KFC.
wad a coincidence.
met lots of evgians!
quickly went off the place after eating.
den noe finally at home. still slacking coz i still infront of this comp.
i want to have a break on weekends. no worrying about skul stuffs.
how i wish it could last a lil longer.
and savour it.
hmmmp.
tmrw the whole cycle repeats itself again.
and then b4 we knew it, a week has passed

confuse

2008-08-03T13:35:00.002+08:00

i really am confused.
who is that person talking about.
who?who?who?
it really puzzles me seh.
i thought it was me.
but in the end i dun tink it was me.
=/ should i go and ask that person?
if yes wad would be the consequences.
if no, i will be confuse forever.
i still think that it was anth person.
BUT.
kinda feel it was me?
or am i dreaming to far ahead.?
man. those type of post really confuse me.
hmmp. =(
hope the person tells me.
will it?

MORE PICTURES! =D

2008-08-02T22:40:00.001+08:00

PICTURES

2008-08-02T14:52:00.004+08:00

youth mediation seminar conduted by ministry of law

2008-08-02T14:43:00.005+08:00

the exco have the chance to attend the talk about how to be a good mediator.
very usefull course and finally i learnt something.
otw there ms chala talk about BGR.
she just have to touch that topic. haha!
dunno lah eh. scared i will say the wrong thing and in the end KABOOM so... i just say no.
the skits are so hillarious plus the way they entertain us is good too.
its at suntec.
its peak hour when we want to go home so what do we do?
JUST SQUEEZE.
met amni over there. hahas. and met my old prim skul fren as well.
hahax.
went to horizon to get sprite float.
wakkaka.
they all sick here and there.
haiz.
if you are stressed, go eat desserts. ok lame -.-
thats all mainly for that day which is ytd. get to skip lessons.
hmmp. this week 3 days skip lessons.
haiz. miss alot.
photos will be uploaded soon! so please wait okae.

as for today, went breakfast with mr yeo and axe b4 we go meet the oth board members.
very fun. atleast i think it is so? talk here and there then finally go home.
they went lunch but i went home help my mom to prepare food for a gathering party from my dad's friend ltr in the evening. they cater my mom's food. goin to help sending the food.
after that dad drop me at admiralty station.
need to get one pair of black shoes asap. coz my oth shoe is torn. ^^
den go 7eleven to buy drink and mash potato.
at first, i pressed the mashed potatoe button then it can out BUT the gravy didnt. instead of it, it came out hot plain water... eee.
so what i do? LEAVE it. so bad of mie. but tell me, who wants to eat the potatoe plainly? unless there is no oth choice ofcourse.
so in the end i walk ALONE, slowly, with a drink on my hand from admiraly to my house.
came home, everyone is out swimming at the party except my mom.
so we have some private time 2gth. chat here and there. share problems.
it was good. wan to go swimming wit the rest of them but couldnt - no swimming suit. xD
2mrw religious class. yeah.

hmmp. been thinking..

2008-07-31T18:10:00.004+08:00

hello peeps!
no school today for me! hahax. the NE fest rocks!
hahax. scream here scream there. good practice to get sore throat..
its the first big event for us excos and the sec1 prefects so there are bound to have mistakes.
so yea. we learn when we fall. hee.

ytd 3 HOURS doing nth after 10am.
play behind block D like a lil kid.
then get the chance to do duty.
fun fun. eat ice cream. feel super hyper.
den today also we do de same thing over again except that it is evgians.

to NE ambasadors:
we really am sorry to whatever mistakes we've done.
we know we tend to be rude to u all but there is a reason bhind all that.
instructions aren't clear so simply saying we are in doubt.
we really apologise for our wrongdoings and hope that u all can forgive us too.
=)

to ms lai(i hope you will be reading this):
i really really am goin to miss u.
seeing u wanna cry makes me wanna cry.
i noe i nvr really show my misses to you in class unlike those few others in this few days.
its just that i am not that type of person to do that.
but please do noe that i am really really goin to MISS YOU.
really wish u a happy and fruitful future ahead.
who knows we can get to meet each oth again in the future.
i like ur teaching technique as u tend to be flexible.
yeah. i think thats the main point.
anws, have a happy life!!!!

to axe:
GET WELL SOON!

these few days had been an enjoying times bcoz of the NE fest but at times it is the opp of enjoyin not just about ms lai departure.. i've been thinking and thinking. but nth seems to go out of my head. hmmmmp....

ms lai going away party, fun at studioR

2008-07-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

hmmp. today got a few happening events goin on at school.
first is the ms lai going away party.
its a good thing that i am able to eat the cake despite the cream.
took pictures here and there.
second is the fun we excos and a bunch of oth prefects had in studioR.
play games all that while the school is busy with the upcoming NE fest.
i wonder how the class comittee are able to purchase 2 swensen cakes with the ammount of money collected despite the drinks.
i jus have a SMALL slice of cake and one packet of mamee.
drinks? NO CUPS. so who cares.
gave ms lai a small 2 in 1 crystal beadscraft.
made it on my own.
since she loves to glam, this gift can be use as a keychain and or a pendant.
just hope she likes it.
really goin to miss her. =(
i wonder how am i goin to get along wit mr vijay's teaching. hmmp.
this 'party' was informed last minute.
if they inform us last week, we may do a better one.
peepo will bg gifts and foods as well.
haiz. inform earlier cans? haha.
at studioR they all go buy food and have lunch in there.
while they are having KFC, MAC, LONG JOHN.
guess what me and stella eat.....
ORANGES.>.<
damn sweet. love it. wanna bg the whole plastic bag home if could.
play whatever games inside studioR and help whenever is needed.
hmmp.
for those peeps out there who wants the pics, im soo sorry i cant give it to you today because my camera start making probs after i uploaded the party pics.
so sorry.
hmmp. i will try to post the pics 2mrw so yea.
just need to wait ya.
till den

NE fest comin up...

2008-07-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

hows the vid?
lame? retarded? bla.. bla... bla...?
u shud check their oth related vids as well.
they are true comedians in progress. =)

ytd spent the whole night listening to discussions at grandma house.
went back home at 11pm?
den try to do chem BUT find it rather confusing sooo.... i close the book.

today got back my chem test paper.
man! im so dissapointed.
expected to just pass but in the end got 30% because alto of careless mistakes.
den the oth chem test also did very badly.
but to cheer me up, i aced my emath class test. 80%. WOOTS! proud of me.
okae now im goin over. blueks xP

recess time, i bought the usual buger and inside got one ugly weird looking insect!!! its in the bread summore!!! i dun wan to eat it anymore. switching to home food. wakakakkaaa. save money.

now class keep asking money to pay for this and that.
i goin pokai already soon.
at nite type out the eng writting process and close book.
read chem a lill bit but nothing seems to go inside my head.
i feeling that im getting skinier each day as i eat less since skul reopen!!!
omg. gotta do something.
2mrw bging class tee for a celebration wit ms lai goin away from school.
goin to miss her amath teaching technique. and having to deal with anth one. oh great.
sorry guys but i cant bg any snacks for the party 2mrw.
no time!

after skul today got the NE fest meeting thingy.
woah. today everyone full dress rehearsel.
guess what i'll be duin on that day. - HANDLING CHILDRENS
shud be fun. ^^
i wonder how the reaction of the school when i read out the annoucement.
soft?
to not-so strict?
nervous?
shaky?
well wadever it is, there is more days for improvement.
2mrw prefect meeting. need to chase ppl for letters again. HAHAX
till den.

youtube- ipod human

2008-07-26T21:54:00.003+08:00

today woke up, immediately began to retidy up my room.
remove some furniture here and there.
throw some useless things.
mop and vacumm here and there
in the end.... TADAA. one clean, room with more space.

feel so happy with myself having my room rearranged till i went down to 883 to buy seventeen magazine and bubble tea. ^^
hard work comes with great pay. =D
tot of having tuition today but my aunt came late in the evening.
if i study at night, i will go zzzZ with her. plus i spent loads of energy cleaning up my crampy room.
so she still came with her lappie, and print some docs.
at night my bro go browse through youtube videos and found out the iPod human.
reall funny lah the video.
sure thing some/most u all seen the vid.
but for those who have not, i will continue to post the vid.
ENJOY.

stressed - desserts (get it?)

2008-07-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

one week finishing...
so fast!
it just felt lyk three days or so only.
had 2 test today?
totally flunk both of it.
chem got lots of careless mistakes, amath really dunno how to do.
its a sad thing mr vijay doesnt teach the same way as ms lai...
been stuffing my mouth full of candies during class today.
thats why i dun really like to bg sweets to skul.
i will be addicted to it and within 30min, one roll of sweets can just dissapeared into my stomache.
CCD period talk about racial harmony thingy.
showed a video showcasing mr samsoo and ms lee as the Ong family and ms loola and mr ratish as the raja* family.
after skul go learn balloon sculpting.
with the aid of peisi and one ex interact evgian guy. fergot his name. oops. =X sry.
I KNOW HOW TO DO FLOWER, DOG and SWORD. yays!
den went to studioR, slacking.
play frisbee with mr yeo and the gang for awhile.
damn fun. xD because we are playin under the big tent, mr taufiq came and 'scold' us but he doesnt noe that mr yeo is hiding behind one of the canvas.
then when he came nearer to us, he spot mr yeo and sudd the way he speaks is so diff!
he said 'oh. since mr yeo is here playing with u all i let u all continue playing but when OM come and saw, then its all mr yeo fault. so i suggest u all play at the basketball or the volleyball court.'
somehow something like that is what he said.
so we stop playing for the meanwhile.
i go read magazine while mr yeo play UNO stacko? with the rest of them
then charmaine invite me go play the game BANG! with huiting too.
play. play. play. is what we did every friday.
den that JUNLIANG go spray my whole body with the lavender air freshener from studioR room.
I SMELLED LIKE AN OLD LADY SEH!
hate the smell.
wanted to go revenge but stamina not good.
nvm. somehow he will get it for sure.

TWEETY BIRD FACE?

2008-07-24T19:05:00.004+08:00

today den get the chance to post. weehee^^
ytd very funny larh after class.
joined the Mr and Mrs 3AchieveCouple 2008 show with yafiq being the host after class in class.
start pairing up ppl names, den combine them to anth name which is somehow lyk the couple's children name.
lame ryte? but its fun. go to 3Achieve class blog website to find out more at my beloved links column.
den went to studioR joining the stepup program peeps fer awhile.
get a touch on guitar!
i just feel lyk learning how to play guitar.
played the game BANG! very fun and confusing as well. meet sum new ppl.
den meet the oth prefects and play frisbee. weehee. FUN FUN. i can catch but need practice on throwing.
went home at 6.30pm.

today got shuttle run.
11.5 secs. aiming for 10 actually. wanna retake if i got the chance to.
then after skul got chem practical activity - making copper() sulphate crystals.
me paired with faizah. ours is still watery but ok lah.
waiting for wed to see our ready made crystals.
ms loke commented that hao ren's crystal is perfect as he got a layer of solid copper() suphate formed covering across the solution like ice ontop of water. very nice actually.
after that straight away went to interact meeting.
lucky found them at the comp lab 2. discuss, chat, talk and then go 888plaza eat KFC.
yum yum. slacked untill 5.30pm? took some photos.

he was covering his face.

the tomato sauce xueer eats just like that!

den he was opening his face.

then janice keep poking his head.

see? qingyang was mixing a special sauce ( chesse, chilli sauce, lemon water, mayonaise).yum?

i know its damn disgusting and its not good to play with food but what to do? we are stuck there waiting for the rain to ease before goin home. we tried to play the 'chop chilli chop chilli' game, the fuzzy woozy game, the 'how many are there' game, the 'chaka game'? so yea. lame but fun. there is still a kid in each of us....

2mrw is FRIDAY! omg. so fast 1 week gone. omg. i suddenly feel the chills. oh wells.

to you my friend, its ok to say sorry. its a very good think actually. a very wise decision at times. but the aim of this word 'sorry' is to make the ppl who u are referring to to get the msg of forgiveness. once the person reply back den its done. if u keep on repeating and repeating, ppl might find it disturbing than touching. if the person doesnt rply back and keeps on silent, its ok. as long as you tried to beg for forgiveness, ur job there is done. that is the time for that person to make the decision on whether to forgive u or not.

sorry to offend you but thats just the thing. maybe i dun understand what you are feeling so just treat this as a piece of advice than a comment. cheers always yea? :D do share ur problems with me if there is. hu noes i can help. hu noes... ^^

1st exco thrashing meeting

2008-07-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

brought brownies for the exco today.
sadly some of them didnt get bcoz they want to eat during recess but right immediately went i came up in class, idk who go take the brownie.
then that hy go up to me saying i want one! i wan one! u dun mind ryte?.
the way she says is as if she expect me to say 'no'.
she hurt ma feelings then want stepping innocent.
think lah. if i say yes wouldnt the whole situation be weird and funny?
so anyway, i give way, letting her eat.
idk lah eh i only dare to step brave inside heart but on the outside i tend to act soft.
i sometimes hate it but sometimes gratefull to have that characteristic in me.

prefect meeting as usual ok to me.
except for some comments bout the exco batch.
its normal. every batch of exco has its own probs.

today lessons went on as usual.
eating sweets in class to prevent sleeping. =X
man idk what i will be dreaming when israq nvr give me any sweets.
anw, THNx israq!
wanting to go buy sweets but tk kesempatan.
hopefully this weekend can go buy.
buy cheap cheap sweets can already.
amaths test postponed. YAY. released at 1.30pm but stay back class do work while waiting for 2.15pm coz got prefect meeting.

during prefect meeting, we trash and trash and trash.
thinking of new ways on how to improve school and also for the students to like us atleast.
discuss some normal probs that can be complicated if elaborated.
hmmp. today can say alot of slacking?
hahax. 2mrw surely no slack one.
idk why but i am lovin the LC duty coz more systematic and neat in terms of the orders.
although amin still have to know well on the system all that.
not looking forward to 2mrw as there is alot of hmwrks to hand in.
hate it but have to live with it.
ytd nvr eat rice. now then realise. its not that dun have rice. its just that i puposely one.
wakakkakaa. so now need to force myself go eat rice if not... i'll become skinny!!!!!
till den

2008-07-21T19:55:00.003+08:00

*really miss my lappie*

*not in my room*

*was supposed to be studying but.... need a break lah eh*

i dun want to bake brownie anymore lahs. charity bazaar over already liao den summore only make my mom tired from helping me. i dun wan to burden her. den u all tot that im stingy or wad. its not dat okae. i noe u all will be thinking that way but put this into ur mind, ITS NOT. as i said the previous post, my house got one oven. this thing can be done with 2 ppl the most. and i dun need so much manpower okae! haiz. how many times must i repeat this. hy said that 'one ppl can mix everything wad...den the other help to mix all that.' yes thats true and thats wad ME AND MY MOM doing. later u all come hear then in the end i have to clean up if there is mess. i dun tink u wan to clean it up all if u have the chance to. i dun lyk to cook with ingredients spilled all over the cabinet. only my mom understands me. 3 ACHIEVE please oh please dun get the idea that i am stingy and want to take all the fame okae.... haiz. sometimes i feel lyk u all pupposely give me alot of orders but i try not to think of such things. its just that our stall sells less things and couldnt be possible that the brownie is the only main item. summore the ingredients? i just spend $30+ over all those ingredients. i dun use fake chocs okae. i used van houten and milo and cocoa essence. u all dunno wad im duin so u all most prob dun care. haiz. im really sadden by wad hy said....

so far... only one person said thank you to me for the brownies. i really appreciate it loads...

today is a good start besides the brwonie prob thingy. late coming went more smooth and efficient by mr vik's idea. glad it work but there is a need for improvements again. disscussed with mr vik today already durin DC and 2mrw, we shall see if our new plan work or fail. DC today loads of ppl. den got one guy wan to attract attention by shouting aloud. =.=' really is annoying. den i nvr give him go toilet den wan angry. siao (sorry). its just that u went to toilet for lyk bout 2times? dun tell me u have a weak bladder. '__' feel pity for them all but nth can be done. dare to eat and use handphone summore. haiz. den kena detention one more day. they took the step and there it goes. so i just be silent throughout the time. watching, observing, learning and listening. den slack in skul till 6pm where the school is almost empty which is to early for me? today no cca. poor thing. ne amazing race postponed AGAIN. wth but wad to do...

den got performance by dunno who one. its FANTASTIC. i feel lyk wan to buy their album or even worst : record it!!! LOL

2mrw anth day. hopefully its much more better than today. and as for the teachers who still didnt received ur brownies, 2MRW is the day. =D

till den....

SUNDAE - Y

2008-07-20T16:44:00.004+08:00

take ur guess. sunset or sunrise?
quick snapshot.

today first time go madrasa alone with bus from my grandma house.
took bus 856 den de bus go around senoko area there b4 alighting at woodlands checkpoint. but sadly, theres a traffic jam there den the bus go straight ahead stopping st marsiling mrt station which is quite far to walk back so..... one round go till it reach woodlands interchange.
den took 911. need to wait for about 15min sey. i think the traffic jam is the caused.
this time, i am lucky that it stop near the checkpoint so less walk. late for about 10min but uztaz didnt matter so much.

after that went back to grandma house. den untill now still waiting to go popular shop for assement books. haiz i think we will be goin out at 5pm lah. ^.^

2mrw skul starts. sian again. have to bear for anth week. must be more attentive. last week already give way to the wrong road. hopefully this coming week doesnt. hmwrks doned except for chem and some touchup on my MT proj. brownie still havent bake yet. today whole day outside house. mom gonna nag for sure one. =D

recky at bishan park

2008-07-19T17:01:00.003+08:00

lily flower.

bright shot.

wondering
here is ur pic sufian!!!

today me and axe meet up at 9.45am go macs for breakfast b4 go to bishan park to check out the place for the NE amazing race. wanted the rest of the excos to come BUT they all got their own events. went around, lazying around, camwhoring around. hahax. spot squirrels, big lizard and lots more nature type of stuffs. too bad didnt spot any monkey. T.T play swings - which make us more sleepy. dunno why. go one round at bishan park when finally both of us are desperate for water. lucky got petrol station opp the park. went there grab drinks and take bus home. ^^

later at nite goin to cik cipot house for tuition and sleepover at her house do hmwrk. xD her house very peaceful to do hmwrk. i got my lappie but could not be used. totally crashed. my uncle could not fix it. so yea. GONE case.

recky trip

2008-07-18T21:46:00.003+08:00

the 7th exco batch. not all.
anth pic.
FLOWERs
on the way...akmal and xueer start i think.
den the whole gang join in.
and anth...
and anth...